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[strawbearisamu]

hey! this is one of ur moots muahahaha

i miss uuuu are you almost done with ur new blog!!

no pressure btw lolol just curious

omg who hi hi!! i’m done hehe but i haven’t started posting yet + i’m not rly active rn :”))

i did follow some moots alr tho so mb i alr followed u :-))

[strawbearisamu]

okay guys. i will finally officially be leaving so i won’t be answering asks, reblogging or posting anything here anymore!! thank you so much again for all the love and support you’ve shown me here!! take care everyone hehhe. 💗

announcement ☻ ❀ too long: just read the bolded parts, basically i'm moving accounts!!

-- first of all thank u for 900+ of you!! i’m just letting u guys know that i will be moving to a new account haha 👉👈, this has been a long time coming but i just feel like i need a fresh start to reset and be in a clearer headspace to write more intentionally, and create a better atmosphere on my blog. :))

to all my lovely moots, dear anons and basically everyone who's interacted with my stuff, thank you so much! it's been so so much fun messing around and hanging out with you guys! i genuinely appreciate all the love and kindness you guys have shown me here 🥺💗

i will not be announcing my new blog, but i'll probably have a similar theme and stuff so if you know, you know hehe :') (moots i'll be following you from there so this ain't that deep 😭)

finally, i won't be deleting this acc! it'll just be inactive. regarding my new series, i'll probably be continuing that on my new account under a new name!! 🥺 (as for event entries i won't be fulfilling the rest of them either i'm genuinely sorry 😭 ) i'm taking everything i've learned (LMAO) here (including not doing events just because :')) and using that to hopefully create a better blog :))

🦋 this is goodbye for now :) lots of love to everyone here, please take care!! thank u for the memories and the fun times :)) 💗

[strawbearisamu]

BAEEE. NO. STOP. this has my ENTIRE heart 😭😭. “and you looked pretty. and your lips are soft. and i wanted a kiss.” HSJHDJS PLEASEEE, he’s so’s smooth WHAT. ushi pouting. USHI POUTING. omg that last kiss is so freaking adorable, yes i would throw myself at him and yes i am shameless 😔😔. 💗💗 i love ushi sm now.

silly little toothbrush

characters: ushijima wakatoshi x gn!reader

notes: for my pretty girl solly, happy birthday. i love u more than anything <3

warnings: none

toothbrushes are never something you saw to have much importance.

they’re a daily item, sure. and they help to maintain good hygiene, of course. but other than that they simply sit in their little holder in the bathroom, only used twice a day for a few minutes each. they don’t hold much value.

not that you’ve ever thought about, anyway.

“did you sleep good, tosh?” you ask as you lean into your boyfriend’s side, squeezing out a bit of toothpaste onto your brush.

ushijima hums and you can feel the vibration of it from where you’re pressed against him. his mouth is already full of foam, and you learned a while ago that he probably scrubs his teeth a little too violently as he gets them clean.

“yes, your bed is very comfortable,” he answers, though it’s muffled a bit as he tries to keep the suds within his mouth. “did you?”

“mhm,” you nod, starting your own brushing as you look up to him, grinning around the plastic between your lips. “i always sleep better when you’re here. you’re very comfortable.”

wakatoshi smiles. foam slips down the corners of his lips. you laugh as he quickly leans over the sink to spit. he looks at your reflection in the mirror, eyes crinkled and hand holding your toothbrush away so you don’t choke on it.

and then he’s turning, clasping his hand on the back of your neck to pull you to him, and kissing you.

foamy mouth and all.

you squeal as minty suds slip past your own lips at his action, a mess being made of your chin and dripping down onto your (read, your boyfriend’s) night shirt. it effectively makes a wet patch form on the front of it, and it’s cold against your skin.

as soon as he pulls back you’re leaning over the sink and copying his earlier action, grabbing a cloth and wetting it to wipe at your chin before it all dries and gets sticky.

“toshi,” you whine, looking down to try to swipe at the toothpaste tinted spot on your shirt in a weak attempt to clean it. “why’d you do that?”

he stares at you for a moment, face neutral of any tell one might hope for, before he turns back to the sink and twists on the faucet. running his toothbrush under it, he shrugs his shoulders.

“i love you,” he states, as if it’s an obvious fact. and after a little over a year together, maybe it should be. “and you looked pretty, and your lips are soft. i wanted a kiss.”

and yeah, you want to yell at your boyfriend for how oblivious he is for not understanding how he can’t just spout out those words because it makes your tummy warm and your cheeks hot and your stomach flutter. but then again, it just makes you fall in love with him all over.

“you could’ve just waited until i didn’t have a mouthful of foam,” you mumble under your breath, holding your toothbrush under the stream of water along with his.

“i wanted to kiss you then. there was no reason to wait.”

“there was toothpaste bubbles in my mouth!”

“they’re minty. you tasted good.”

“wakatoshi,” you groan as he takes your toothbrush from your hand, using the freeing to place your palms over your face. “you can’t just say things like that!”

“would you rather me lie?”

you peek through your fingers at your stupidly handsome, irritatingly charming boyfriend, who has the fucking audacity to pout at you. and the worst part is you don’t even think he’s aware that he’s doing it.

“well, no. i just—“

“i love you,” he says again as he places both of your toothbrushes into the holder next to the soap. “it’s not my fault i want to kiss you. satori said to blame my hormones.”

“you can’t keep using the excuse tendou gave you as a teenager,” you reason, dropping your hands in defeat. “your hormones aren’t raging anymore.”

wakatoshi tilts his head at you, and if you squint you’re sure you can imagine puppy ears sticking out of the sides of his head.

“oh.” he grunts, crinkles his brows, then nods to himself as he turns on his heel to walk out of the bathroom. “then it must be because i lo—“

“okay i get it! you can stop saying it now!” you shout after him, because honestly if your cheeks heat up anymore you think they might just burst into flames.

as you’re left in the bathroom by yourself, tending to the mess on the front of your shirt that you still try to scrub off just a little better, the realization of something hits you. you sit the rag on the counter of the sink and step out of the bathroom.

“baby,” you call to where toshi is standing at the edge of your bed, putting his clothes back into the duffel he brought over. he hums in acknowledgment. “you left your toothbrush in my holder.”

he raises his head to look over at you, pausing for just a minute in his packing, before he continues with his task.

“yes,” he affirms, throwing in a half-assed folded shirt. “i would like to stay here more. so if it’s okay, i’d like to leave my toothbrush.”

you don’t understand why you suddenly feel like crying or why your feet swiftly carry you over to your boyfriend or why you fling yourself into his arms and kiss him harder than you think you ever have before. but it just feels good and it just feels right. and as you pull away, ushijima’s hands warm on your waist, you don’t think you’ve ever smiled wider.

“that’s more than okay,” you beam, tugging him as close as possible (as if you could get any closer). “i love you so much, tosh.”

“i love you,” he mimics, for the fourth time this morning, as his lips skim against yours. “just please do not confuse my toothbrush for yours.”

and you laugh, and you kiss him, and then you accidentally make him late for practice and his coach yells at him for being irresponsible. but neither of you really mind. because suddenly, toothbrushes mean just a little bit more than a way to keep up with hygiene.

from then on, every time you see the green brush sitting in the holder on your bathroom sink, you’re reminded of who it belongs to.

and you’re reminded of who your heart belongs to, also.

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[strawbearisamu]

OMG OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET SOL i hope it’s filled with lots of love and smiles and yummy food hehehe💓

RIYAA yesss i ate so much bby 😭!! THANK U MY LOVE. ily <33

[strawbearisamu]

omg i think i might be late but happy birthday my looove !! i hope you have the best day <333

LEYAA it really was!! thank you so much babe hehhe 🥺💗💗 <33

[strawbearisamu]

solllllll you're prolly asleep rn but here for you <3

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I JUST READ AND REBLOGGED IT. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. when i say i LOVED it i mean it. omg i’m in love with the way you write suna. like fr. 😭😭 i’ve re-read it like 3 times now and will continue to 😭🥺💗💗 like that entire scenario is everything i never knew i needed?? i srsly need someone to do that IRL. 😭 thank you so so much felix ilysm. <33

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[strawbearisamu]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FELIX. i’m- this is amazing. 😭😭. i was smiling the entire time SJSHJS 🥺 suna blindfolding us and when he carried us oml 😭. SHSJ this whole thing got me giggly HAHS suna is such a tease i’m crying at the way u wrote him 😌. i love u sm bby. thank u, really really appreciate it 💗💗💗🥺

ps the song was 😚👌 and i love the dividers you used they’re adorable 🥺🥺

soley for sol　.°• ★　*

genre: fluff

word count: 0.8K

a/n: there's a song link attached somewhere. this is NOT SUNA x READER yet. though feel free to read it. it is gn! just y/n is not used. i might be changing it later. this one's a birthday present for sol <3

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would you rather spend the start of your day with the person you love or would you rather spend the entire day with them?

the answer should be simple, right. right?

then why'd feel your heart squeeze on itself when your boyfriend tells you that he's got a match tomorrow?

your day, his match, same time. deciding factor? you ask him to leave?

nope. you're not heartless. you're the kindest there could be, which is precisely one of the reasons he feel in love with you.

"rin, i'll be there to cheer you. you go, okay? play your best. for me. yeah?" you caress his cheek, oh so lovingly.

"yeah," he whispers back, before leaning down to graze his lips on yours. once. then, some more.

it's so easy, the way you'd let him leave you alone. it's so easy, as if you're used to it. maybe you are.

but what he'd have rather, is you be selfish with him.

they say love is selfless. i don't. i say love is selfish. the need, the want to covet what's yours, what you wish to be yours.

it's like when you walk into a supermarket and pass by your favorite snack. what do you do? you take it. don't you?

you don't leave it for someone who might be there after you. no. you go there, pick it up and take it home with you.

it's about being possessive about a particular book of yours, so much that you'd snap anyone's finger who even dares touch it. because it's yours and you'd rather not get it flithy, rather not fold any of it's pages, rather not let it stain.

because we're meant to be selfish. we breathe selfishly, for own's survival. we're allowed to be selfish with our love.

rintaro would rather you do that. but he you won't, so he would.

he asks you to close your eyes. which you do, but not without questions. you're curious.

your love is curious, he thinks, as he ties blindfold.

he picks you up so effortlessly, and you giggle. your love is cheerful, he thinks, as he carries you up and up to the rooftop.

he settles you down on, what you assume to be a blanket, but he doesn't remove the blindfold. not yet. you whine about how unfair it is and how he's being a meany right now. and your love is childish, he thinks.

"sol. behave or i'll eat all your cake," his voice is childish, authoritative, loving, mischievous, everything.

he takes a hand of yours in his and lays his head in your lap, fingers still interwined. and when you try taking off your blindfold, he puts your hand on his head, silently asking you what you know.

you entangle your fingers in the fluffy mess of his hair. you do so with a sigh. and rintaro happily hums some tune under his breathe.

"how long?" you ask, after what seems like an eternity.

"hmm?"

"how long do can i not see whatever you've made here? it's been like 20 mins now," you pout, pushing him off your lap and crossing your arms.

and truth be told, it's kind of pissing you off. i mean, who in their right minds would tell their s/o they're not gonna spend their day with them and then lead them god knows where and have them sit blin--

you halt your thoughts when you feel his hands linger on the back of your neck a for split second before he unfolds the infuriating piece of cloth.

and it has you rethinking how you feel about him at the moment because even though it takes you a while to adjust to the lighting, you're taken aback by how clearly you can see his eyes.

clearier than a crystal, they speak of warmth.

he inches in closer, lips almost touching. "it's only been 5 mins, pretty," he whispers.

i mean, you'd assume he'd kiss you then and you do. you close you eyes, expecting him to. but shouldn't you be knowing he's suna rintaro. your sunarin, who pulls back and snickers at your expression.

"i hate you," you playfully punch his arm. and he's all for it. because hate is selfish and he'd take anything selfish you have in store for him.

he doesn't say the usual all cocky no you don't. instead he closely the distance between you to and kisses you. it's all in his actions, his touch. not the cockiness but the love. the selfish love.

"happy birthday, you beautiful whiny brat"

he rests his forhead against yours, as you whisper, a thankyou. an i love you.

it's when you see your favorites. all your favorites, snacks, drinks, stars, plushie, rin. he got you all your favorites.

your face screams your happiness, as do your squeals.

you don't have to selfish, he thinks. you can be ask you are. i'll be all that you'd rather not be. because that's love and that's you. only you. i'd do it soley for sol.

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[strawbearisamu]

MS. SOL HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY OEMGI <<3 ILY STAY SAFE AND ENJOY UR DAY!!!

GWEN OMG THANK U SM BBY <333

[strawbearisamu]

AAAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY U CUTIE PIE💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY💓💓💓

CASSSS THANK U SO MUCH AAAA 😭😭💗💗💗

[strawbearisamu]

omg cat + cake. that’s adorable. hehe thank u orion <33

[strawbearisamu]

SOL MY LOVE HAPPY BIRTHDAY <333333

maia!! thank u sm <33 🥺

[strawbearisamu]

happy birthday Sol!! i hope you have a lovely day!! 💗

RAYE!! thank u so much lovely. omg ty for the flowers 😭😭💗 hope ure doin good hehe <33

[strawbearisamu]

happy birthday sol!!! wishing u the best and missing seeing u on my dash lots !!!!!! -izhyperfixates

IZ!! thank u so much bestie 😭💗 i miss interacting w u too, i should be able to soon tho 🤞🤞🥺 hehe

[strawbearisamu]

Sol bubby🤍!!!! Happy birthday lovely! I hope you enjoy your day!

monty!! thank u so much love 🥺💗💗 ily <33

[strawbearisamu]

happy birthday sol baby <3 i hope you have a lovely day gorgeous i’m sending u lots of hugs and kisses :* welcome to the twenty club mWAH

thank u so much christinaaa !! omg yayerzzz we’re twenty club gorls tgt hehhe <33

[strawbearisamu]

Happy bday dear sol!! Am super sad you're leaving this lovely lovely blog 😢

NIKKI hiii. me too 😭 but im excited for new beginnings too hehe. thank you so much for your wishes love !! :)) 💗💗

[strawbearisamu]

omg happy birthday!!!!! 🥳🥳 *sending virtual hugs* <33

omg thank you so much love!! hehe hug <33