strawberrybbits

[strawberrybbits]

✰ — Locket, or Berry ( use either, I don’t mind! )

🍓 — She/they, 2008, newbie fic writer; KNY, JJK, MASHLE, DMC(1,2,3,4,5)

✰ — M. List (currently only dabbles)

[strawberrybbits]

Yesterday I saw a post on instagram, and I got possessed to draw it, at an absolutely ridiculous hour of the morning when I should’ve been asleep 😭

It looks kinda off bc I was exhausted, but I tried to do three tones for anon girl, I hope it looks okay 🫶🩷

Click for quality!

[strawberrybbits]

“is this.. for me?.” Your eyes flicked up to him, standing there stiff, face completely red, holding out a small bundle of various [F/C] coloured flowers towards you.

His eyes which have been glued to his feet the entire time, looked up to you just briefly to give you a light nod.

You smiled, and gently took the flowers from his hands. You stared at it in awe examining the each of the flowers, clearly hand arranged by the lack of consistency between the types of flowers and size. He did this himself, he did this for you. Your heart fluttered

“Uh.. sorry it’s nothing special, I really didn’t know what to do..” he mumbled, switching between watching you through his lashes and fidgeting with his hands.

You ignored his comment for just a moment, plucking a single flower from the bunch, then turning your attention on him.

You reached over and gingerly tilted his chin up to look at you, his eyes wide watching you and glittering in curiosity, you gently planted the [F/C] bloom in his hair.

“It’s perfect, and It’s very special, Genya.” You replied, finally.

It took him a few seconds to process what had happened, he fluttered his eyes, then he slowly reached up and touched the petals, his eyes then shyly drifted down to your smiling form.

You giggled “Silly Genya. if you’re that worried about doing this right, then next thing to do would be to take me on a date, right?.“

His eyes lit up “Y-Yes!!.” He nodded along with his words, the flower nearly coming flying out of his hair.

I come bearing crumbs!, not great but not my worst I guess , dunno, I can only write when I’m exhausted apparently.

[strawberrybbits]

It kind of scares him the new kind of feelings you’ve unlocked in him;

He feels more and more frustrated, almost pathetic every time one of his study sessions gets entirely derailed by his mind wandering to thoughts of you.

How your eyes crinkle when you smile, how your eyes sparkle when you get to talk about something you like, how your hair sways when you turn to greet him with a smile.

Then his mind is filled with the sound of your voice, your laugh echoing through his head as he feels that warm, fuzzy, almost painful feeling bloom through his chest to his stomach.

Leaned over his desk face in his hands, cheeks burning hot imagining, how maybe so you’d lean on him during movie nights, getting to feel your warmth. how your hand might feel intertwined with his, walking to school, around town, to that cafe you like, fingers intertwined..

Maybe you’d call him handsome again, you’ve told him off handedly before, but does that really mean much?, you’re kind to everyone. You were just being nice, but the memory still makes his heart race even more

Maybe one day you won’t introduce him to your acquaintances or other friends as “one of my best friends!.”

Maybe instead you’ll say “This is my bo—“-

His heart feels like it’s about to explode, his face smoldering, his head feels light, almost queasy—

His eyes finally glance to the time;

Damn it, another hour wasted. Again

What are you doing to his mind?, he needs to get his shit together, Aniki is gonna be pissed.

All that, just so the next morning he could push it all down, down, down. Taking a moment to collect himself before stepping through the school gate to face you.

Standing, chatting with Tanjiro by the lockers while you waited for him, like always. Your beaming smile as you greet him cheerfully making his mind short circuit while he tries so hard to play it off, and just act normal.

[strawberrybbits]

that soft, comforting vibe  … sentence starters 

“I’ll protect you.”

“You’re not a burden.”

“It’s okay. You can rest.”

“It’ll all turn out all right.”

“It’s alright to cry. Let it out.”

“You did the best you could.”

“You still deserve to be loved.”

“You’re stronger than you think.”

“You can scream if you need to.”

“It’s not as bad as you think it is.”

“You’ve got this. I believe in you.”

“You’re allowed to have feelings.”

“No one’s going to hurt you here.”

“There’s nothing dangerous here.”

“Do you need someone to talk to?”

“Come here, I think you need a hug.”

“It’s okay. It’s okay. You’re safe, now.”

“Your past mistakes are not who you are.”

“You can squeeze my hand if you need to.”

“I know it’s scary, but I know you’ll be okay.”

“You deserve to be treated better than that.”

“You don’t have to handle this all on your own.”

“It’s okay to mess up. You don’t have to be perfect.”

“You don’t have to be scared anymore. You’re safe.”

“You’re better at this than you give yourself credit for.”

“You made a mistake, and it’s not the end of the world.”

“I’ll always be right here for you, whenever you need me.”

“You’re scared. It’s okay to admit it, there’s no shame in it.”

“I’m always going to have your back. You know that, right?”

“It’s okay to speak up. You should have a voice in this, too.”

“I’m here, whether you need hugs, or ice cream, or… anything.”

“I’m here for you. I will always be here for you, as long as I live.”

“There’s nothing wrong with looking after yourself. It’s not selfish.”

“You deserve to have someone you cares about and what you need.”

“How about I make you something to eat, and you can tell me about it?”

“No one expects you to be indestructible. It’s alright to break sometimes.”

“There is nothing you could ever do or say that would make me love you less.”

“You’re always tasking care of everyone else, but do you let anyone look after you?”

“Do you want to just order pizza, watch a movie, and forget about it all for a minute?”

“You don’t always have to be the hero. sometimes it’s okay for other people to save you, too.”

“Why do you always assume you’re a problem for me? I chose to love you, and all that comes with that.”

“You always feel like you have to carry the weight of everyone else’s worlds… why? It’s alright to look after yourself, too.”