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I'm gonna read this over and over again till I finally understand

MacTrump

Is this an idiot which I see before me?

mouth to my ear: Come let me punch thee.

I have seized thee not, yet I still hear thee.

Art thy face not, fatal moron, punchable

as well as ugly? or art thou but a hideous

hungover fever-dream? a vision of bullshit

spawned from my overheated imagination?

Yet you will not go away, remaining as real

as these words I find myself writing.

You convince me that perhaps I should

stab myself as I was originally planning.

My other senses laugh at my eyesight,

or my eyes are correct: you are still here,

in your hands and prisons buckets of blood

unprecedented. Or it is not at all real;

it is all your bloody deeds that are making

me see things. Now in this surreal half-world

everything is unnatural, and nightmares

destroy our sleep; your cult followers

celebrate your evil ways and even murder,

sanctioned by your guardian wolves,

who allow it on their watch every day.

As a corrupt nobleman, raping his victims

like a spectral intruder. The rational world,

listen not to my footsteps, which way I stride,

for fear that you will report my wanderings;

save me from these horrible current events

and his supporters! While I rave, he lives,

and talking about it cools my courage to act.

I have decided to act; I hear the ringing—

don’t listen, you dumbass; it is a bell

that will send you to heaven or to hell!

-GeorgeFilip

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THIS IS FOR OSCARS

hmm orv au where gamer yjh fans vaguely spot kdj in the background and try to track him across social media.

they discover that he only exists on the internet across a bunch of random videos, almost ALL from famous celebrities and influencers. Everyone who knows someone can't figure out who this man is irl. But he has a nice voice and all his acquaintances seem to be some degree of obsessed with him.

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「 you are a fool, dear star 」

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untouchable burning like the sun, when you're close I feel like coming undone ~ (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

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I started reading this novel last year, I was very caught up with school those days because our yearly semester was nearing to end back then, meaning, the activities are harder, the exams are much more difficult and such. my mental health wasn't really good those days. I can barely eat those times, and I spend hours reading this instead of spending the so little time I have for my health; eating, sleeping and resting.

But orv was my life. The teen Kim dokja was me, I saw myself in him. Mommy issues (lol), scared of reality, having fiction my hiding spot .. but then I stopped reading it. My grandmother's health was getting weaker and weaker those times, I had to help her with house chores ( we live with her ) and lots of things .. I had to stop reading, but I never forgot to greet my trio (kimyoohan) when their birthdays came by, by posting bday greetings on fb and such.

Then bermonths of 2024 came, I saw something about an ORV live adaptation. I IMMEDIATELY CRITICIZED THE LIVE ADAPTATION 🤚 I heard they do not have constellations there, dokkaebies and THEY SAID JIHYE USED A GUN IN THE TRAILER

I started reading it once more (year 2025) from the very beginning but this time; THE WEBCOMIC VERRR. I read it on the lowest point of my life, ground -0.

Read prologue of ORV the morning after my lola left for her angiogram. I can barely understand what I was reading back then as I was too worried. But as days went by, I was a bit composed. She was admitted in the hospital for what seemed like weeks, I continued reading to distract myself.

Then as I was nearing the salvation arc, this month .. march.

My grandma died. Septic shock they stated. I can barely cope, I can barely eat, I can barely sleep, but I am still reading. Reading and reading ( I am even rereading rn). Orv was my 2nd saviour, before and now.

I can very well remember the times where as she was seated by her favorite spot, I would cry with my head slumped on her lap, crying about my favorite manga characters dying .. I would tell her stories from the mangas I was reading, dandadadan, jjk.. I remember how she would scold me, smack the back of my head. But I never got the chance to tell her about my favorite novel, my favorite story; orv because she left too early.

Even now reading this and praying are the only things that I'm holding onto. I can barely cope, I've been resorting to distractions and orv is doing a very good job distracting me.

Reading theories and Novel readers (who finished the novel) spoilers from the internet, I can also prove that as this story became my saviour, it will also be the cause of my demise.

I will forever treasure this story.

The story that saves you, the story that kills you

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GUYS THIS IS A BANGER .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

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You know for all intents and purposes it was a mercy that Kim Dokja’s body was expelled after his death in the tenth main scenaio

Because how much more fucked would it had been if his corpse was left.

Like he’s died before, Dokja has left corpses before and came back alive. The time limits have changed in the past and his revival has been delayed before.

How long do you think the company would’ve held onto his corpse? How long would they hold off on that funeral?

Would they notice a difference when Dokja’s body went into rigor mortis?

Has his corpse went into rigor mortis before? Because if so they still may hold onto hope.

Would they wait for decomposition to start?

Would they set him up in the usual coffin and check in on it? You know, just in case?

How long would it take the others to get Dokja’s body out of Yoo Joonghyuk’s arms?

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how Can We dismiss saDness and instability? HAH eat rainbow

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YO WHAAATT THE FOFOFORJR AHAHAHA

WHY TF DID THEY REPLACE THE SWORDS WITH GUNS IN THE LIVE ACTION

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Mia's bro in law

My favorite siblings

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ooohhh he looks deranged, that's hot

dude please stop with the trigun wips you've got enough on your plate already bro pleeeeease

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The kids had to be stopped from doodling on their faces though