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29/05/24 | 11:27 pm | currently: 😌

maybe i will change all of my entries (from now on) into this font or whatever. i actually think i like it. I’m actually so proud of myself! i only ate 215 c@lories today!!! If i keep this up, i should be skinny, right?

ALSO!! i feel like my boyfriend (we are long distance) is smitten with me. Like a lot. (i know smitten is an old word or whatever, but i love to use it. [smitten: deeply affected with or struck by strong feelings of attraction, affection, or infatuation] ) WHICH IS LITERALLY LIKE THE BEST FEELING EVER!! OMG I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 😭😭😭 i never thought i would ever get a boyfriend, so this is a VERY pleasant surprise. Not only having a boyfriend, but a boyfriend who loves me and is honestly an amazing guy. i’m sorry, i could about him for hours.

ANYWAY, night.

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(PS:OHHH!! Straw out 😎 LMFAOOO)

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28/05/24 | 3:51 pm | currently: 😒

I thought when i booked my train ticket, i booked a train ticket back BUT it turns out, i had booked a bus. SO NOW, instead of sitting and looking at the water and farmland, im looking at the cars in the fucking freeway. i’m so pissed 😭😭😭 it was 19 dollars instead of the 27 that was (im guessing) the actual train. It said coach tho!! Whatever. Straw out. (does that sound stupid??)

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27/05/24

Today, I got told that my hips were getting bigger, so i decided it would be best if i starting losing weight. I found a calorie counter app that doesn't automatically tell me how many calories i need to eat. i've been looking at thinspo pics all day. I hope i don't fall down this rabbit hole, but i think i might have to..

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THIS IS A REPOST BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS ON MY MAIN 😅❤️

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28/05/24 | 3:04 am | currently: 🥱

i don’t know why i’m still awake. Maybe because im hot? Maybe because im hungry and i want to eat? i went over my calorie limit, which sucks. BUT it’s because my aunt made pot roast and she served me the food.. I couldn’t NOT eat it? right??

ANYWAYS, i miss my boyfriend so hopefully he’ll be up, but i doubt it. It’s 6:07 am his time. Also! i’m starting to really enjoy Invincible!! i’m starting to love Mark Grayson 🥰

ps : also forgot to sign my name on the last post!

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28/05/24 | 2:39 am | currently: 🥱

i think this is going to be my new format. First off, I just wanna say that I’m no longer stressed. I finished the paper that I had to do today exactly one minute before it was due. I got blocked by a random news anchor, I guess, on TikTok because I said “same”. That’s literally all I said. Someone said that they were still awake and that he was working and I said same and now I’m blocked. I’m so confused.