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ATTENTION
For all the ppl who care:
I’m going through some major MAJOR life changes so I’m taking a HUGE hiatus from writing. I’ve not written in months because I haven’t been inspired enough to even sit at my computer and write… that being said, I will keep my work on this blog UP for those who do enjoy my work/ like to reread it, etc.
I’ve been considering starting my novel up again however, once that happens I do not know how often, if at all, I will be posting here.
I’ve grown in skill as a writer doing this blog and I appreciate all the people who have followed me/ supported me through all of this!
As for the future, it’s uncertain. I could post here and there but who knows. I thank everyone 🫶🏻 your support and kindness means the world and more!
Until I see you again 💙
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straykids-97 · 4 months
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Hi! i’ve been binge reading your master list and i am OBSESSED like fr thank you for your service 🫡🥵✨✨✨
Thank you so much! I have a lot of stuff in my drafts that are incomplete/ ideas that sorta fizzled out while writing. I'm trying to get my current projects caught up so I can keep writing and working on what I've started!
More to come in 2024!
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Warnings: Cursing, slight manipulation, mentions of drinking. LMK if I forgot anything!
A.N: This is longer, so please bear with me! I needed to sorta world-build at the same time for context... Anyway, hope you enjoy it!
I wasn’t often spooked; startled by something as menial as my own reflection. Though, these days, I couldn’t seem to help it. I heard my friend, Mary, giggle at me as I placed the box of items on my bed, sighing, “Y/N,” she waved, covering her grinning mouth, “calm down! You act like you saw a ghost.” I can’t help but roll my eyes at her. “It feels like I did.” I grumble, rolling my shoulders as I sit beside the last packed box for my room. 
The unmade bed looked barren compared to the mess it had looked like earlier this morning. The pale walls looked oddly creepy now. My pictures, the clutter-filled shelves, and posters of various bands had been taken down before the movers arrived. The desk that once sat against the furthest walls was gone as well. Leaving the once cozy room with a dead feeling. 
Moving from the home Mary and I had shared for years back into my now-empty family home was jarring. I had tried to convince Mary to come with me, to live there for at least the summer while my parents traveled, but to no avail. She had her own apartment in the city, closer to where her job was. “Less to pay in gas,” she said. I couldn’t blame her. My family's house was a bit creepy to be in alone. 
I could thank my grandfather for filling my child-like brain with stories of ghosts and specters for that one. 
I placed a basket into the passenger seat before turning to my best friend standing a few feet away on the sidewalk. There was a brief pause before she held her hand up, “Alright- don’t even with that.” She shook her head, “It’s not like this is going to be the last time we see each other, and you know it. We’re literally moving 20 minutes away from one another.” Mary waggled her finger at me. I couldn’t help but chuckle at her, “I know.” I admit with a shrug, “But still… Kinda sucks.” 
Mary nods a few times, agreeing with my statement. “Well… Once the summer is over, you can move into my spare bedroom.” She offered, making me smile. “I know… I’ll think about it.” I offer her one last smile before heaving a heavy sigh. “Do you want me to wait for your Dad to come get you or-” 
“Oh no,” Mary interrupted me, shooing me with her hand. “You go on. My Dad will be here soon. Besides, I have to wait for the movers to get done with the last truck before giving the key up.” She held up the two golden keys that locked and unlocked your small two-bedroom home. The place that held all your college memories; right from the very beginning. 
“Alright… Well, I’ll see you…?” 
“Monday!” She held up her finger, “Definitely Monday for coffee! If I can weasel you out of your room, maybe even Saturday?” Mary wiggled her eyebrows at me, suggesting joining her and her other friends for a night out in the city. I huffed, “Maybe… We’ll see.” I can’t help but smile at her before climbing into the driver's seat, waving goodbye, and making the hour-long drive back to my family home. 
The hour-long drive home felt lengthier than usual. Even though I attempted to fill the empty car with music and a podcast, nothing seemed to make the time go by faster. Before I knew it, I was pulling into the long drive of the home my grandparents had built. Passed down to my father, who was planning on passing it down to me.
Though, when I got it, I would try to make it look more inviting. Adding fauna outside the front of the house would help the daunting appearance of the gray manner that sat in the middle of a small clearing. However, the failed attempts made by my mother made me reconsider even trying. She had tried, over the years, multiple times to plant different kinds of bushes, flowers, and shrubs. None had thrived for long. It was like someone had poured poison on them. One day, they would be bright and vibrant, alive. And then the next, they’d be shriveled, on the brink of death. 
I remember watching my mother stand outside in her rubber ducky robe, a hand on her hip and a running water hose in the other, staring down at her now-dead plants in a mixture of shock and defeat. “You think she’ll give up now?” 
As I climbed out of the car, taking a look at the wide three steps that led up to the house, I could see that she had yet to give up her endeavor of planting anything. And this time, it looks like she’s moved on to what looked like hydrangeas and some sort of fauna with white stripes. I take a deep breath, shaking my head as I stare down at the poor plants, knowing their sad fate. Even worse still, I was now their caretaker.
I heard shuffling by the door, causing me to look up and see my mother yanking it open. A wide, bright smile plastered on her face as she flings her arms open, “Oh! I didn’t know you were here! Why didn’t you tell us you were on the way?!” She rushed forward, coming down the stairs to greet me. I take a deep breath, inhaling my mom’s warm, baked good scent as she squeezes me gently. She pulls away and I can see her warm caramel eyes, something that I sometimes wished I had. However, that would mean I would be the one thing she never wanted me to be; a werewolf. 
My mother was a pure-breed, full wolf through and through. She even belonged to a pack, and had a bright, shining future ahead of her, until she wound up pregnant with me. She always says she doesn’t regret a thing, and leaving her pack opened her eyes to the world she never knew existed. But sometimes, I catch her staring out into the woods, and that’s when I see the part of her she doesn’t show anyone anymore. 
Once she found out she was expecting me, a child who didn’t belong to the pack, she ran. Being unable to shift, prevented her packmates from tracking her. Successfully integrating back into a hybrid community, she settled down with my stepdad, who was a hybrid himself. You could think of it as a ‘rogue’ pack, with no leader, no council, just a normal group of individuals who lived outside the formalities of their species, together. 
Throughout my childhood, I always wanted to know who my father was. I tried, desperately to figure it out without my mother’s help. But no matter how hard I tried, she was always there to stop me. Once I hit 16, my mother finally had had enough of me attempting to foil her nearly 17-year-long hiding spree and told me the story of the days leading up to her escape. I was shocked, horrified. How could someone just leave everything behind like that? I would never know the pain she suffered, alone, trying to navigate such an unfamiliar world with no help from anyone. Even so, the question still remained in the back of my mind, still, nearly 8 years later. Who was my father? And why did she run? 
I hear another shift from the house and see the hulk of a man who was my stepdad come through the door. He was a lycan hybrid, ⅓ wolf, ⅓ vampire, ⅓ human. Damien once explained it to me: “The human feeds the vampire, and the vampire feeds the wolf. A continuous cycle.” It was strange to see all those components together, forming the 6’3 man who wore a tight red flannel, struggling to get through the door. His cropped haircut did little to hide the greys that streaked his dark hair. Not that my mom cared, she said she liked it. The grey also sprouted in his beard, around his mouth and chin. His bright icy blue eyes were like the sky, and they hid what secrets he carried from his past life before he came to the community. 
Though Damien could never hurt my mother, or me, his massive body exuded otherwise. I could see he was tense. My mother didn’t seem to notice as she giggled up at him, “Look who just appeared on our lawn! A pretty little lady, looking for food and board!” My mom patted my shoulder and shook me gently before letting me go. Damien nodded, offering me a stiff smile. Something was off, I thought as I narrowed my eyes at him. “Won’t you help, Y/N, Damien? I need to water my plants before we start packing!” Mom clapped her hands and danced around the corner of the house, disappearing without another word. The only sound in her wake was the humming of a melody that I didn’t recognize. 
Damien and I turned to face each other, “Alright. Spill.” I snap, pointing up at him. I watched as he deflated, shaking his head as he came down the stairs toward me. “I’m worried, is all.” He admitted, walking passed me to my car, “This is the first time we’ve left home- ever. Not only that, but, she’s been acting… off?” He shrugs, “I’m not sure what it is…” 
“Maybe she’s just happy to do some traveling? You know how she’s always dreamed of this.” I reminded him as he handed me the basket I had put into the passenger seat. “I know- I know,” he stops, holding his hand up, “but… this is different. It’s just… Abnormal.” He looks past me as if his mind is elsewhere. His eyes scan the treeline, something that I’ve found both he and my mother did before. “It’s concerning, the two events. Leaving and her sudden uptick in her usual perky mood.” He shrugs, “I’m sure you’re just being a worry wort, Damien.” I sigh, balancing a small box that he had put on top of the basket in my hands. There was a long pause as I stood beside him, waiting for him to grab the boxes from this side of the car. 
He rights himself, sighing, looking at the ground. “I can’t explain this feeling, Y/N…” He trails off, his voice is eerily monotone. “Feels like something is about to happen…” He’s silent for a few moments before he shakes his head. “Maybe I am just being a worry wort.” Damien scoffs. “Come on. We should get going before your Mom comes back around the house. She’s got a huge sprayer and she’s not very good at aiming.” He warns, making me snort. 
Even though he was trying to change the subject, I could see that it was still weighing on him. There was something he wasn’t telling me, and I didn’t know if I wanted to find out. Sometimes, living in the dark was the best. That’s what my mom did, that’s how I’ve lived my entire life. Ignorance was sometimes bliss…
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The house was dark. Mom and Damien had gone to bed an hour ago, leaving me up alone to unpack the belongings that had come with me. The rest went to a storage shed in the city, where it would wait for me until the end of summer. 
Taking a deep breath, I decide to call it quits for the night. I gathered the boxes that I had collapsed and began to carry them to the garage to put them up. I struggle with them as I make my way down the stairs, trying to be as quiet as possible. Damien was a light sleeper, and I knew he wouldn’t be too keen on me waking him up. After nearly falling down the stairs and slipping on the flaps of the boxes, I make it to the front door. “Halfway there.” 
I put some of the boxes in a chair and closed the front door with one hand. Balancing the few I held as I gathered the rest, I made the trek across the driveway to the detached garage. Stumbling a few times over the mess of boxes, I grumble and curse. I should have just waited until the morning for Damien or Mom to help me. However, the independent woman in me told me that I could do it myself.
After a few moments, ones that feel like forever, I finally make it across the gravel driveway to the door to put in the code to open the garage. I have a gratified sigh as I lug the cardboard into the cold garage and shift my attention to the pile of what looked like file boxes. Temporarily forgetting the corrugated boxes in my hands, I step toward the stacked file boxes. It was like I was drawn to them, and I had no power over my feet as I opened the top box. 
Inside there were manila folders, papers, pictures, and dozens of newspaper clippings. Reaching inside and gathering some of the pictures, I turn to the light and reveal the black and white faces of people. They looked like they were walking through a crowded area. A dark-haired girl beamed, holding onto the arm of an annoyed-looking man. They looked like siblings; the younger girl grinning like a fool in the photo beneath it, and the man had his face turned away from the camera, turning his head to look at something over his shoulder. In the last one, he was facing the lens, his eyes pouring holes into my soul. I gasped, dropping the photos and shaking my head. 
I gathered a few of the folders and went to open them, skimming the contents before the sound of shuffling caused me to drop the folders labeled, “Bang”. I stare at the door and watch as Damien enters the garage, looking annoyed. His gray shirt was wrinkled, and his shorts looked like they were thrown on in haste. “God damnit, Y/N.” He shook his head, gathering the folders. “You can’t go around fucking skulking anymore, Y/N. You’re not a kid. I thought you knew better-” 
“What the hell are these, Damien?” I demanded with a shaky voice. “Who are these people that are in this box? How many more are there-” 
“Jesus- just stop! Ok- I’ll explain.” He huffed as he slammed the box closed. “Your mother has had a very interesting, very secret hobby that I recently discovered.” He reveals, leaning against the workbench a foot away, sighing in defeat. Damien crossed his arms, rolling his eyes, “You damn women in this family…” He shakes his head before relenting and telling me, “She’s been watching her old pack, your pack. I assume with help from someone. Who that person is, I don’t know. She swears it's just her. But, from the depth of the files she has… Doesn’t seem likely.” Damien hangs his head. “She’s been keeping tabs on the big three of her old pack, Gamma, Beta, and the Alpha. She won’t say why, only that she has her reasons. And that she’ll finally be free soon.” He grunted, “What do you mean ‘my pack’ and what do you mean by free?” 
“I think that whatever drove her away, the reason, the person, is about to shift out of power,” Damien reveals, causing my mouth to hang open. “And by your pack, I mean that there’s a chance that they could be looking for you… Since you technically have the opportunity to decide if you want to join the pack or not…” 
“You think… You think Mom was involved with one of the big three?” He sighs, “No… I think one of the big three either wanted to be involved with her or she was related to one of them.” I lean against the stool a few feet away. The jarring information I had just received caused my mouth to hang open. “I know, it’s all crazy… But then again, no one around here is normal.” Damien scoffs.
We sit in silence for a moment, “So…” I trail off, waving my hand over the files, “How much of this have you read?” He tossed me a quick glance before his icy eyes flitted away. “All of it- Christ, Damien.” I groan, pinching the bridge of my nose. “How many of these are there?” 
“There were-” 
“Were?!” I interrupted, but he kept going despite my shock, “12 boxes.” I start to count the remaining ones, “There’s still 5.” I say, glaring at him. “What happened to the other 7?” 
“Your mother agreed to burn them. Saying she didn’t need the information anymore.” Damien shrugged. “This was her version of a bargain.” I look at the boxes, a realization falling over me. “So… These that are left are files on the big three?” He nodded. 
The big three; Alpha, Beta, Gamma. The leader, the brainless brute, and the guide. Gamma acted as an immediate council to the Alpha, giving them intel, guidance, and opinions on matters that the Alpha would otherwise either be too busy to obtain on his own or need to think over. Beta’s, though are second in command, are bred to be the bloodhound of the Alpha. They carry out whatever deed the Alpha cannot do on his own and act as his right hand when needed. The role of an Alpha was explanatory. They lead their packs, not just as a superior or protector, but also guided them through difficult times. Whatever the pack required, the Alpha provided. He was an equal part protector to the provider. 
The fact that my mother had collected 5 file boxes worth of information on them was terrifying. And as much as I wanted to read through them, Damien would not allow it. 
“Damien- I could have family that I never knew I had.” I tried to bargain, but he wasn’t taking it. “That family didn’t care you existed, or at least not until 5 years ago. Let alone wanted you here in the first place. You must remember that, Y/N. That’s part of the reason she ran, remember that, always.” 
After Damien had caught me in the garage, he didn’t seem to trust me alone. Not that he seemed to be too keen on following me around as to alert my mother that I had discovered her dirty little secret. Or at least part of it.  
Neither of us did. 
As much as I wanted to question my mother about her stalking, I couldn’t. I didn’t have time to anyway. She left for her vacation two days after that, leaving me alone in the house. I hated being alone in that house, it was creepy. I always felt like someone was watching me, but I could never catch anything paranormal happening. So, it only made me feel paranoid and skittish to be walking around the empty halls alone. 
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Damien’s family was weird and had strange tastes as to what they considered to be ‘homey’. I didn’t know who would like the stormy gray exterior or why Damien and Mom would keep it that color either. 
I stand at the steps, watering my mother’s plant the evening after Damien and Mom left, staring up at the siding. Lost in thought, thinking about the hypothetical conversation Damien’s parents must have had when deciding what color to paint their house. I blink a few times, shaking my head and dropping the hose to turn it off. Thinking that I should drag the hose back to where it belonged, I decided against it. Because I would have to turn around and water the plants in the morning anyway. 
I took a few steps and realized that the door to the garage had been cracked open. I come to a full stop, forgetting about the running water as I gawk at the door. I remember distinctly that the door had been shut. Damien made sure to tell me he checked it and that he would know if I went back inside to look through the cases. 
So I know that it was closed this morning. 
I gulp, fear filling my bones as I stare at the cracked open door. Should I close it? Maybe it was a test that Damien had set for me to see if I could be trusted. I take a shaky breath and take a few steps toward the door, my heart thumping so loudly in my ears that I couldn’t hear anything. Not even the sounds of the cicadas buzzing in the trees. 
Before I know it, I’m standing at the door, raising a shaking hand to the doorknob. I take a shallow breath before gently pushing it open, peeking inside to see that nothing seemed to be out of place. I flipped the light on, took a timid step forward, and did a quick perimeter check of the garage. When I realized that there was no one there, I turned to walk out of the garage, freezing in place when I saw something rectangular on the floor, glinting from the sunlight that streamed through the now-opened door. I rushed forward, scooping the picture off the floor, and gasped. 
When I realized that it was one of the pictures I had seen in the top box- the one of the man staring right at the camera. In my panic, I dropped it as if it had caught fire. I ran out of the garage, slammed the door behind me, and sprinted straight to the house. I closed the door, locking both the knob and deadbolt. 
How the fuck did that get out of the box? When did it get out of the box? How long had the garage door been open? 
Who had been in the garage? Whoever it was, had done it while I was home, and sometime between this morning after I watered the flowers and evening. 
Taking a deep breath, steeling my nerves, I dart up the stairs to my room. I swoop my phone from the charger and call Mary. I could hardly breathe as I stared out my window into the backyard. My chest rose and fell rapidly and irregularly as I waited for Mary to pick up the phone. I gulped air as the phone stopped ringing, and Mary’s voice greeted me. 
“What’s up bit-”
“I need you to come get me.” I interrupt. There was a long silence. “Uh. Ok? Why can’t you drive?” I nod my head, “Ok- yeah. Can- can I stay the weekend?” Another long pause, “Uh sure. I’m down.” She laughs, not detecting the panic in my voice. “Perfect. I’ll be over in like 30 minutes.” 
“You better be. I’ll count down the minutes.” With that, she hung up. I scrambled to my closet and threw clothes into my duffle bag. I grabbed the essentials before scurrying to my car and throwing it into drive, leaving the creepy house behind me. 
Some would call it overreacting, but given what I had just learned in the last few days, I call it completely rational. It couldn’t have been a coincidence, them leaving and the garage thing. I knew someone, something was trying to give me a sign. But I didn’t want to listen right now. I was terrified. And I didn’t want to be alone in that huge house any longer than I had to be. 
Mary greets me with arms wide open, half-dressed. I had forgotten what day it was; Saturday. I sag, “Mary-” I start to say as I lug myself and my bag into her living room, which wasn’t even unpacked yet. “Oh, don’t even. You don’t have an excuse now.” She wiggled her hips at me, “Now, please tell me you brought something to wear, right?” I frown at her. She gapes at me, “Alright. I know you’re more endowed in the chest area, but we aren’t too much different everywhere else.” She takes my bag and drops it in the partially made-up second bedroom. 
Mary hauls me into the bathroom, “Plug in the straightener.” She waggled her finger at me as she left me alone in the bathroom. I groan, knowing full well that I am not about to get out of this one. 
I could use a night out honestly. After everything that’s happened in the last week, it’s needed. I try to convince myself, as Mary joined me back at the vanity, a tight, white crop top with long sleeves in hand. “You have jeans, don’t you?” I shrug, “I honestly don’t know… I sorta just threw things in a bag.” I admit with a shrug. She groans, hanging the white shirt on the back of the door, “One sec.” Mary grumbled as she went back to her room, the sounds of rummaging echoing down the hallway. 
I turn to pick at the tight shirt. It wasn’t something that you would find in my wardrobe. Although, I could see myself wearing it occasionally. “Here.” Mary hands me a pair of dark cargo pants, “Your sneakers will work with the outfit.” She gestured to my shoes, making me sneer. “Oh, sorry. I forgot that you were going out.” I playfully roll my eyes and let Mary pull the straightener through my hair as I clean my face to prep for basic makeup. 
The less makeup you wore, the less you sweated off. 
Mary squealed with glee, her mixed drink sloshing all over the place as he wrapped her arm around my shoulders, “I’m so happy you came!” I couldn’t help but smile at her, “You’re welcome!” 
“It’s going to suck not living with you!” She shouted over the music, making my smile grow wider. It was going to suck being alone in the big house too. Mary pulled me in for a long embrace, and I felt her bristle. I frown, “What’s wrong-” I start to say but in my ear, she whispers, “Hottie, 6 o’clock. He’s walking toward us.” She pulled away, nudging me slightly to look over my shoulder. I see a man with dark hair, his dark eyes watching us with intrigue as he slowly makes his way through the dancing people toward us. His tight black shirt did little to hide his physique, his broad shoulder and chest were evident as the strobe lights lit up his tanned skin. His full lips were shaped like a round heart, and a slight smirk teased the edge of his right side, pulling his lips thinner. 
He caught us staring. 
I whip around, face heating up as my heart thumped in my chest. What was this feeling? I swallowed the strange feeling in my throat as he approached us, a new one replacing it. He was intimidating as hell. His entire aurora screamed authority, making me take a step behind my fae bestie as a physical blocker. 
“Well,” Her eyes scanned his figure. Now that he was closer, I could see that his left arm was covered in inklings. They looked tribal, and that’s when it hit me. He probably belonged to a pack. Before I even attempted to tell Mary that we shouldn’t mingle with a packmember, he opened his mouth, and pure honey dripped from it. 
“Fancy seeing two little halflings in a place like this.” His words dripped with an accent that seemed a little diffused but still lingered in the vowels. “We’re new here,” Mary explained, face turning pink. Mary was a half-breed like me. But it was more common to find fae halfbreeds versus wolf or vampire ones. 
Fae was far more flirtatious with the opposite species and didn’t have rules or belief systems to keep bloodlines pure. Wolves and Vampires hardly ever breed outside of their species. Unless of course, their mate was not of their genus. 
“Well, allow me to introduce myself.” He took Mary’s hand, “Hello.” He gently kissed her knuckles before holding his hand out to me. My eyes fluttered as I held my hand up, trembling slightly as he gently took my hand in his. Electricity shot through my hand straight to my elbow, nearly causing me to yank my hand away. But the look in the strange man's eyes told me to stay still. 
He pressed his soft lips against my skin, for a few seconds too long. Long enough for Mary to notice- too long for me not to start squirming. His dark eyes looked at me from underneath his lashes as he pulled away, “I’m Christopher. Friends call me Chan. But you,” his gaze turned to me, my mouth falling open as he murmured, “Can call me Chris.” 
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straykids-97 · 4 months
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Sneak Peak
I've finished drafting part one! I'm hoping and praying to have it out next week!
“I’m Christopher. Friends call me Chan. But you,” his gaze turned to me, my mouth falling open as he murmured, “can call me Chris.”
Please let me know if you want to be tagged!!
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straykids-97 · 4 months
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This will be a four-part series!
Of Hybrid!Chan, please, bear with me. It isn't done yet. It's currently being written and as I am suffering major writer's block mixed with literally every possible test that life is deciding to throw at me ever so vehemently, I am trying!
Now that being said, this work with have mature themes, as per the usual. There will be trigger warnings EVERYWHERE such as stalking, manipulation (slight), and violence. This is going to be a wild ride, and I hope you all are ready cuz it's going to be intense.
That also being said, there will be a lot of other mature themes... heh. Anyway, I hope you all can stick with me as I am struggling. I'm hoping to have the first part of this before the first week of January, but these will be long parts.
In the meantime
If you want to dump whatever anons or thoughts in my inbox, I would love to answer/ make small drabbles in between my writing to sorta get the writer's juices flowing without getting blocked!
I hope everyone's holidays have been good! And that you have a wonderful rest of the year!
Also
If you want to be in the tag list, let me know!!!
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straykids-97 · 4 months
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Oh dear god-
HE KNOWS
Rip to all my fellow simps 😂😭
I wonder how much he’s seen? Does he have an account? HAS HE READ OUR FICS-
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Did you see the recent fancall of Bangchan saying he gets inspo for his insta posts from tumblr?! what else could he end up surprising us with atp. he’s really so bf material
NAUR I DIDNT CAN SOMEONE LINK IT PLS BECAUSE WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED??
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straykids-97 · 5 months
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Ateez Mingi fic rec
Can someone please recommend some Ateez Mingi x Reader fics? They can be either Fem or GN reader.
Two of my favorite series ended those past few days and I feel empty! I bet my fellow readers can relate to that.
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I'll also take this chance to recommend some of my favorites under the cut, in no particular order. I'll keep updating the list every once in a while.
Cause Baby You're My Muse - by @makeitmingi Genesis - by @songmingisthighs Mind Over Matter (smut) - by @mingisaddctn Room for two (smut) - by @jonghoslvt Voice of Temptation (smut) - by @sanspuppet Bonus: This Drabble I got as a birthday gift from @yourfatherlucifer (smut) This Mingi Drabble (smut) - by @straykids-97
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straykids-97 · 5 months
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Anon Request 📖📚
Taking anon requests if anyone wants to send one my way. I haven’t sat down to write in over two weeks and I need some inspiration🫶🏻
Can be skz or Ateez related 🫶🏻🩷
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straykids-97 · 6 months
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Take it Back
Once said, you can't take it back...
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Word Count: 1.03k
Warnings: rough/irritated Yunho, dirty talk, unprotected sex, lmk if I forgot anything!
You sat on the edge of Yunho’s bed, observing him as he played a game on his computer. He had one ear covered by his headset, the other exposed so he could listen to you talk about your day. Every so often, when he’d die in his game, he’d turn to put his long-fingered hand on your knee, capturing your eyes with his dark ones, “I’m glad you got everything sorted out.” He beamed at you softly. 
You could see the irritation from continuously losing- his team wasn’t the greatest. But you were easing the losing streak. 
Yunho was trying desperately to bring it around, but the last few matches were not going in his favor. And instead of putting his hand on your knee to calm himself down, he was balling his free hand into a fist. You couldn’t help the giggle that came out of your throat as you watched him sink into his chair, cursing out his team for not getting the site back after he sacrificed himself so they could win- not that they did. They lost. 
“It’s just a game, babe.” You murmured, putting your hand on his shoulder. He groaned, “I know. But these idiots aren’t taking it serious- they’re just messing around! They’re going to de-rank me.” Yunho was shaking his hand at the computer screen. “Well, when you loose, I’ll be on the bed.” You smile, kissing his forehead and crawling into his bed, watching his computer from afar. 
Yunho is basically boiling with anger as the game continues, his voice getting loud enough that even San comes in to see what the fuss is about. “His team sucks.” You declared as he peeked over Yunho’s shoulder. San nods his head, agreeing, “They’re throwing on purpose.” San pats Yunho’s shoulder, “It’s ok. I’ll get on later after I get back from the gym and we can get your silver rank back.” San waves you goodbye and leaves Yunho alone, causing you to sigh. 
You crawl to the end of the bed, seeing that there are only a few matches left before the end of the round. “Just throw so you can loose already. Everyone sucks you might as well suck too.” Yunho got downed and slowly turned to you, narrowing his eyes. “What did you just say?” You frowned, “Uh, you might as well just suck too?” You shrug, “They don’t care. You might as well just throw with them.” 
He slowly took his headphones off, pushed away from his computer desk, and turned off the computer completely. It was clear that you had said the wrong thing, at the wrong time. “Yu. It’s not that serious- it’s just a game.” You move back onto your butt as he towers over you, his eyes dark as he looks down at you. He was menacing, but you knew it wasn’t in a threatening way. Or at least, not in a scary, mean way. 
Yunho needed to release some energy.
You gulped, staring up at Yunho, panting as he tugged his black t-shirt over his head.  Maybe you shouldn't have said it, but you couldn't rewind time and filter your smart mouth now. It was too late. "Take it back, now." He warned, glaring at you, pressing hands on either side of your knees. Yunho leaned down, face inches away from yours. You could see the threat in them before it came out, "Now." 
You shake your head, “No.” your words come out in a squeak. Yunho’s eyebrow quirked, challenging you to keep it up. Your breath was caught in your throat as he inclined into you, pressing you onto your back, “Oh?” 
Yunho had you on your stomach in seconds, pulling your hips up so your ass was in the air. You wheeze, panting as he rips your legs to expose your lower half to him. Gasping, you peeked behind to see Yunho crawling between your legs, pulling his sweats down. He spat into his hand, dragging his hand up and down his length as he leaned into you, grabbing your neck to pull you into him. Whimpering, you twisted to look at him, “Yunho-” You tried to say but stopped when he thrust into you. 
Shuddering and arching into him, he uses one of his hands to press you into the mattress, thrusting shallowly into you. You tried to stop sliding against his sheets, whimpering and babbling as he angled his hips to fuck into you. He grunted, “Smart mouth,” he fucked you harder, sucking the air out of your lungs. “Oh- fuck!” You cried out, body tensing as an orgasm washed over you. Yunho knew how to hit that gooey spot every single time he thrust into you, making you cum so easily that it left you reeling.
You balled his sheets in your hands as he went faster, mind swirling as he moaned over you. You mewled, his movements not slowing as he pounded into you. “You- fucking- smart ass.” He growled, slamming into you harder, not relenting as you whimpered and whined. Your mind was goo as he bunched your ripped leggings into his fists, using them as a handle. 
He pulls out, pushing you onto your side and realigning into himself to your soaked core. You groan, digging your nails into his hips as he picks up his previous pace. You let out a loud moan, eyes rolling back into your head as another orgasm ripped through your body. Yunho hiked your leg on his shoulder, leaning forward to hold your breast in his hands. 
Even during sex, Yunho was a boob man. 
He pulled your bra down so he could play with your nipple, pinching your nipple as he moaned, biting your calf softly. “Take it back- take it… Fuck-k-k.” With one final snap of his hips, he groaned stopping. Yunho moaned into your leg as his hips slowly dragged in and out of you a few more times, before he slid out, a final satisfied sigh leaving his lips.
Panting, he stayed above you, observing your cute flushed face with a soft smile. He liked seeing you all flustered and hot after fucking you. He sat back on his heels, allowing his heartbeat to slow before he flopped down beside you. You remained on your side for a few moments until he dragged you into his, patting your hair. “Sorry baby.” He apologized, squeezing you. You giggled sleepily, “It’s ok.” You patted his chest, causing him to chuckle. “Are you sure?” You nod at him, “Yes, I’m sure.”
He giggled at you, “Baby’s fucked out, huh?” You laugh at him, nodding. “Good. Now, let’s get you covered so no one sees your pretty ass, hmm?”
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Candy Floss?
Never say no to cotton candy... Or is it candy floss?
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Warnings: food play, car sex, public sex, unprotected sex, kinda fluffy in some spots, lmk if I forgot anything!
The date was better than you ever could have envisioned. You supposed it was cheesy that Chris wanted to take you to a carnival, but you were having more fun than you cared to admit. You laugh as he gathers his most recent purchase and scurries away from the line. 
Not before making sure to snag your wrist to make you follow him. 
Chris directs you to an area that was much quieter, it appeared like it was set up for meals. However, he sat at the one closet to the edge of the park, glancing back at the crowd of people as they milled about the darkening festival. “Would you like some floss?” He questioned, swinging his leg over the bench as he settled. You were slightly taken back, insulted even, “Is there something in my teeth?” You asked, making him stare at you as if your head was on fire. 
“No- this? Do you want some of this- oh!” He realized the miscommunication, holding his head as he shook with laughter. “What? Why are you laughing?” You smacked his arm, sinking beside him. Chris turned his tear eyes to you, still giggling, “This is floss.” He held up a tuft of cotton candy, gesturing you to take it. You snatched it from him, your face going red, “No, this is cotton candy, Chris.” He shook his head, “You American’s are strange.” He sighed, the giggles subsiding. “But cotton candy makes sense.” You reason, taking some more of his light pink fluff ball. You watch as he shakes his head, “Nuh-uh. Candy floss.” He tittered, popping some in his mouth and shimming his shoulders happily. 
You can’t help but giggle at his cute, child-like antics. “It’s cotton candy, Christopher.” You make eye contact with him as you put some into you mouth letting some melt before snapping your lips closed, licking them. His dark eyes bounced down to your lips, a smirk teasing the edge of his. “I don’t think so, and I doubt you’ll win this argument, sweetness.” He scooted closer, moving his leg on either side of the bench so that he was straddling it. 
He propped himself on his elbow, eyes watching you carefully as he slowly pulled you between his thighs. You wheezed, your wide eyes darting around to see if anyone was watching. To your ease, no one was. Chris clears his throat, pulling your attention back to him. “So, you’re for cotton candy, and I’m for candy floss?” You nod, “Yes.” Two could play this game, and both of you would enjoy the outcome, no matter who lost. “It’s cotton candy because it’s soft, fluffy, and sweet like candy. It’s like a pillow.” You take some more and place it on your tongue, letting it melt and nearly drip off. His eyes watched as the now dark pink- nearly red, melted sugar started to drip off your tongue. You enjoyed watching Chris squirm, albeit slightly. Chris somehow managed to keep his composure when doing things like this. 
Until your clothes came off- then that man was like a rabid animal. 
“That may be,” He began, taking some of the confectionary between his pinched fingers, rolling it around into a ball, “But, when it’s being made, its thin, like floss. If you were to bite it before it melted, it’s almost got the texture of hair.” You observed as he rolled the ball around his two fingers, not missing his lewd innuendo. He made sure to place it gently between his teeth, pressing his tongue against the small ball before his pink tongue swiped it off, and he closed his mouth. You huffed out a breath, taking more between your fingers and pulling it apart, “That’s true. However, you’re a psychopath if you chew cotton candy.” You argued, snorting as you held your mouth open, catching the small pieces on your exposed tongue. “A true cotton candy connoisseur will let it melt. It's sweet- like candy. So, cotton candy.” You turn your gaze back to Chris, whose expression has visibly darkened. You watched as Chris clicked his tongue, vexed. He was getting flustered, and when he got flustered, he got desperate. And he was about to start playing dirty. 
You eyed him as Chris nibbled on the cotton candy, sucking your bottom lip between your teeth as he grinned knowingly at you. "Or is it... Candy floss?" You watched as he placed a tuft on his tongue, watching it melt. Your lips parted in shock as he leaned forward, pressing his tongue with the melted sugar against your lips. “Which do you think? Candy floss or cotton candy?" 
You were gasping for air as he pulled away, repeating his motions. “Come on connoisseur,” he purred, “which is it?” You wanted to tell him that it was cotton candy, but your brain was muddled, like the melted sugar on his tongue as he pressed his mouth to yours, his sugary tongue lapping at yours. 
You felt Chris’s hand dance up your thighs, the other holding the back of your neck. You were gripping his black jacket for dear life as the fingers stroked your damp panties. He froze. After a few moments, he pulled away, staring into your eyes. “Floss or candy?” 
“Floss.” You whimpered, “Floss. Floss.” You babbled, pulling him back to you as he kissed you harder this time. You let out a complaint as he pulled away, standing up and tossing the leftover cotton candy into a bin a few feet away. “Up.” His voice was low, unmoveable. No room to argue. 
Chris’s hands hold your hips as he slams the door closed to the back passenger side. You hold his neck as he pushes your skirt up, lips on yours as his fingertips dig into your flesh. You whimper, shuddering as he pulls your panties down to you knees. “Off.” He grunts, pulling his belt off as you free one of your legs. You were about to climb back ontop of him, but he doesn’t wait for you. Chris climbs between your thighs and lines himself up to your wet folds. He doesn’t waste time with foreplay, because you both essentially did that in public. 
Chris let out a breathy moan as his hips met yours, your nails digging into his wrists as he thrust into you a few times, testing the rocking of the car before grinning cheekily. “Better make it quick so we don’t get caught.” He winked, leaning toward you, resting his forearm on the door above your head. You bite your lip to hide your smile as he begins to thrust into you in sharp hard thrusts. You hold his hips, moaning softly as he grinds against you. You were already close, watching Chris be dirty like that in public did something to your brain, and you weren’t sure what it was. 
But it had you melting like that cotton candy… or was it candy floss?
Your toes curl as you feel pleasure course through your groin, moaning into Chris’s neck, “Chris!” You cry out, trying to be quiet so nearby people aren’t even more alerted to the shaking car a few feet away. You feel him shiver, his skin tacky with sweat as he chases his high, following soon after you. “Fu-fuck!” He hisses, digging his dull nails into your thigh, moaning into your neck. 
After a few moments, he leans away from you, pulling out and sliding behind you in the car seat. He pulls your knees over his as he stares at the ceiling of his car. You notice that the back windows are foggy, and you can’t help but giggle, “Fuck.” you cover your face as you laugh. 
“I can officaly mark having sex in public off my bucket list.” Chris chuckled, running a hand through his sweaty hair. “All because of cotton candy.” You can’t help but snicker. “You mean… Candy floss?” He quirked an eyebrow at you, making you both laugh as he squeezed you to his chest.
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STOP THIS NOW
I CAN'T PHYSICALLY SIMP OVER THIS MAN ANYMORE IT'S NOT HEALTHY
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Bang Chan ✧ 樂-STAR Jacket making 1/3
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no hongjoong masterlist? :(
I have some things in my drafts... :)
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Hiiii!! Can you add me to thr tag list for Friday?
Of course <3
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Candy Floss?/ Take it Back
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Never say no to cotton candy... Or is it candy floss?
You watched as Chris nibbled on the cotton candy, sucking your bottom lip between your teeth as he grinned knowingly at you. "Or is it... Candy floss?" You watched as he placed a tuft on his tongue, watching it melt. Your lips parted in shock as he leaned forward, pressing his tongue with the melted sugar against your lips. “Which do you think? Candy floss or cotton candy?"
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Once said, you can't take it back...
You gulped, staring up at Yunho, panting as he tugged his black t-shirt over his head. Maybe you shouldn't have said it, but you couldn't rewind time and filter your smart mouth now. It was too late. "Take it back, now." He warned, glaring at you, pressing hands on either side of your knees. Yunho leaned down, face inches away from yours. You could see the threat in them before it came out, "Now."
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I cannot stop thinking about Chan coming to your home in the states to meet your family and friends, you taking him to all your favorite places and everything is great! Great until you’re having a dinner with the family and friends and he can’t keep his hands off you 😉
OK BUT SAME?!
Like he’s a family man and a charmer so he’d fit right into your family dynamic quite easily.
But do not be fooled- Chan might be winning over your folks but he still has one goal in mind and that is to make sure you know he’s right beside you.
Even if that means holding onto your thigh, squeezing every so often. And even tracing an invisible circuit between your knee and the apex of your thighs…
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Fever
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Passion is a sort of fever in the mind, which ever leaves us weaker than it found us.
Warnings: Vampire/werewolf hybrid Jeongin, human reader, degradation, rough sex, dirty talking, unprotected sex, mentions of drinking, strangers to lovers,  lmk if I forgot anything!
Word Count: 1.5k
You were in over your head, as usual. Coming out to the middle of the woods to a party held by a pack of lycans was not the smartest thing you had ever come up with. But, then again, it wasn’t you who had been invited either. It was your friend who managed to secure the invite. As soon as you cross onto the pack grounds, you can hear the party. 
As you walk down the path, you can see a group of houses and at the center of the homes, you can see the lively party. There were more people than you expected, an equal amount of women and men enjoying the cool spring night. There were string lights connecting the houses above the heads of the crowd, a small fire in the middle where people were gathered around. There was a designated area for drinks and snacks, and a little DJ booth with a man standing behind it, fidgeting with the laptop and soundboard. 
“Oh, stop being so nervous. They’re not gonna latch onto you,” Your friend hissed, slapping your arm. You feel anxious still, despite her words. Though you knew they weren’t going to, it still made you feel on edge to be so close to such powerful creatures. “Here, have a few drinks and loosen up. You’ll see.” She put a drink in your hand. Taking a deep breath, you did just that. And true to her words, you did start to unwind. 
The two of you were dancing with each other when a pair of hands danced up your sides, causing you to turn and see a dark-haired man staring down at you, intrigued. His dark brown eyes were chocolate in the lights as they flickered above his head. “I don’t think I’ve seen you before…” He grins down at you, sharp teeth exposed in his white smile. You thought you would flinch, but you don’t as he chuckles, “In fact, I don’t think I have ever seen you around…” He narrowed his eyes before a fox-like smile spread across his face, “I like new faces, I’m Jeongin.” 
“I’m, y/n.” You introduce, “Perfect… Now we know each other.” 
You two dance for a while until you tap out, “I need a drink,” You wave your hand at him, causing him to chuckle, “Sure. We could take a break.” You could see a little bit of sweat in his hairline, and that made you feel better that he was sweaty just like you. Maybe not as much, but still affected. 
You grab a water and Jeongin guides you over to a quieter area, “Is this ok?” He asks, making you bob your head. “Yeah, this works for me.” You giggle, sitting down beside him. “Perfect.” He laughs, leaning back on his elbows on the stairs. “This is my house anyway,” He bats his hand at the house, “So, we don’t have to worry.” You can’t help the small laugh that comes out of your throat, “Ok?” He laughs with you, “What? You don’t believe me?” You shake your head, “Uh, no.” 
He suddenly stands up, offering you his hand. “I’ll prove it.” He grins as you slide your hand into his. “Prove it then.” You can see something dark flash in his eyes as you stand up. “Alright then.” With that, he gently guided you up the stairs and pushed the door open. 
“Kitchen’s over there, living room over there.” He moved down the hallway, and sure he was able to point out the right rooms, but anyone could do that. “This is my bedroom.” He opens the door and reveals a room with the shades drawn. Jeongin flips the light on, revealing a dark bed and a desk with a computer on it. It was bare apart from the small picture frame of what looked like Jeongin and a small family. 
“So… It really is your house.” You giggle, going to the picture, holding it up. “Why didn’t you stay with your family?” I question, making Jeongin snort, “Wolves don’t have to stay with their packs their entire life. I’m in a bachelor pack, with my friends. We all have the same goal…” He trailed off, biting his bottom lip as he closed the door. “And… what’s that?” 
“To find someone to bring home…” He licked his lips as he slowly crossed the room, taking the picture frame from you, and putting it back where it belonged. “Someone worth being with for the rest of our long lives.” His words were hot on your neck as his fingers ghosted down your sides. A soft whimper comes out of your mouth as he holds your hips, pushing you against the bed. 
He stares down at you, cocking his head to the side, “If you don’t want this, say something.” He breathes. When nothing comes out, he crawls to where your face is, “Do you want this, y/n?” You fervently nod your head, “Are you sure? Wolves tend to be a little rough…” A soft gasp comes from your throat but that only urges him on. “If you want me to stop, then just say so.” 
“Ok.” You squeak as he loops his fingers around your jeans, pulling them down your legs until they are off. You shiver as he crawls back up your body, hands running under your shirt until he is pulling that off too. Jeongin unclasps your bra with one hand, discarding it on the floor. “One last warning.” He murmurs, kissing your neck before growling. 
The heat in your groin wasn’t about to go away, and you knew if you went home feeling like this it would have been a long night. 
Your lack of response made him growl and lean away, quickly stripping off his clothes. “You humans are like putty.” He snorts, crawling over you and pushing your thighs up so he can run his erect length along your soaked folds. You whine, wrapping your hands around his wrists as he grinds against you. “I bet you can’t even speak right now your so fucked out.” He grunted with a laugh. 
He wasn’t wrong; your mind was like a puddle of goop. 
Jeongin groaned, rolling his now glowing eyes back as he pressed against your entrance. “Fuck-” He shoved into you, stuffing you so full that your toes were curling. “Holy shi-” You babble, clenching as he rubs against your g-spot. He stops, head sagging between his shoulder blades and a guttural moan comes from his chest. 
He liked this more than he expected. 
Jeongin rolled his hips against yours a few times, before faltering for a moment. You look up at him as he stares down at you, a sly grin on his face. He shifts his hands, pinning your legs to the bed on either side of you, your feet by his face as he angles his hips so that most of his weight is on his hands. 
You gasp as he starts to pound into you, eyes squeezing shut as he slams into you over and over. “F-f-f!” You stutter, unable to get the words out between his brutal thrusts. He was so deep, stroking you just right and to your shock, caused you to orgasm in seconds. Jeongin let out a throaty groan but didn’t stop, fucking you through your orgasm. 
“So stupid,” he grunts, “Can’t even talk. Huh? Like my cock that much?” You bite your lip as tears roll down your cheeks, nodding your head as you claw his forearms. He laughs, cooing at you, “Awe, I almost feel bad.” He picks up the speed, and you press your head between the pillows, crying out a broken moan that almost sounded like a sob. “You get any louder, I’m sure they’ll hear you over the music. But then again, I don’t think you care right now.” He moans, panting into your neck. 
You let out a disappointed whine when he pulls away suddenly, rolling you onto your side forcefully, and kissing your shoulder. Jeongin slides behind you, pulling your hips back and lifting your leg up. Your hand joins his, holding the back of your knee as he guides himself back into your weeping pussy. 
Your whole body shakes as he grinds into you, each stroke hitting that gooey spot inside you that made you sob into his pillow. “Fuc-” He grunts, holding your leg to your side as he pounded into you. “Your pussy is so fucking messy baby.” He groans, kissing your neck before biting it. You moan, another orgasm ripping through your body violently. Jeongin chuckles huskily but doesn’t say a word as he fucks you, his speed picking up as he nears his own high. 
After a few moments, his hips slam into yours, and warmth spreads across your womb, making you mewl as he slowly moves a few times before pulling out. He lets out a breathy pant, “Fuck. Tell me you live nearby.” He laughs, pulling you into his arms as he drops your leg. 
A.N: I hope you enjoyed it! Again, I’ve never written a fic about I.N. so I didn’t want to feel like I was rambling or anything.
Thank you so much for reading! ©️straykids-97
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Drabble ✍🏻💭
So I had a thought today about Yunho catching you reading a smutty book while hanging out with him. And so yeah… enjoy 🫶🏻
Oh?
You wiggle your toes and bite you lip as you flip the page of the book you had read a millions times, Haunting Adeline. You couldn’t get over how well it was written and well, the sex was in the book.
In real life, you’d never think to even ask your boyfriend do such things like choke you with a belt while throat fucking you or fuck you in front of a dozens of mirrors, in public.
But the thought still danced around your head, all the more reason you tried your hardest to not giggle as you finished the chapter you were on.
Yunho had been playing games, as usual, at the foot of his bed most of the day. He’d occasionally take a break to cuddle you or just check to see if you were still doing alright before diving back into his game.
You stand up, walk over to him and place a soft kiss on his cheek, “I’m gonna run to get a coffee, want one?” You watch as a hyper focused Yunho bobs his head slowly, “Americano.” He mumbles, causing you to smile.
Running down the street to the coffee shop was just the break you needed to gather yourself after the steamy scene you had just read. So, as you trudged back to Yunho’s room, pushed the door open to find him skimming the pages of your very naughty book, you couldn’t help but squeak.
“Yunho-“ you hiss, crossing the room and a rush, “what are you doing with my book?!” He holds up a finger as he reads and you attempt to take the book out of his hands, “Oh- oh- oh?” Clearly he’s reading a dirty part and you peek to find him reading the previous chapter of the main character getting her brains fucked out in a mirror maze. “My, my!” He chuckles, putting your book to the side.
Your face turns bright red as he leans forward, grinning at you. “I didn’t know you liked it like that.”
You were barely holding yourself together, from how Yunho had your back arched to the mirror in your face, you were overstimulated but in all the best ways possible. He growled behind you, wrapping his hands around your hair, pulling your head back for you to see how fucked out you looked in the mirror, “This what you wanted, hmm? Fucked stupid? I can do that any night if the week, babygirl. All you have to do is ask.”
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