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ANGELIZA obvi

who  is  more  likely  to  hurt  the  other?    um  …  angel.  need  i  say  more.  (but  that  shit  gets  fixed  quick,  so  it’s  fine.) who  is  emotionally  stronger?    i’d  actually  venture  to  say  that  it’s  eliza,  though  neither  one  is  emotionally  weak  in  the  slightest.  eliza  has  just  persevered  a  bit  more  in  the  context  of  their  relationship,  but  only  because  she  had  to.  they’re  both  blatantly  impulsive  &  all  heart,  so  this  is  pretty  equal. who  is  physically  stronger?    angel,  unfortunately.  eliza  still  threatens  to  whoop  his  ass  &  thinks  she  can  win  at  arm  wrestling. who  is  more  likely  to  break  a  bone?    both,  duh.  they’re  fucking  idiots.  maybe  eliza,  just  because  she’s  only  slightly  more  erratic  with  physical  movement  and  expression.  (if  not  just  from  jumping  around  on  stage.  and  off  stage.) who  knows  best  what  to  say  to  upset  the  other?    eliza,  i  fear.  angel  doesn’t  really  want  to  do  anything  to  upset  her  ever  after  the  Incident.  and  that’s  fair.  she’s  a  brat,  so  she  wins  this  round.

who  is  most  likely  to  apologize  first  after  an  argument?    both.  they’re  pretty  good  at  communicating  after  the  Incident.  and  even  if  they  aren’t  good  at  communicating  in  the  moment,  they  try  their  best.  an  argument  can  be  walked  away  from  and  then  come  back  to  with  level  heads  from  both  of  them  after  ranting  at  felipe,  danny,  ez  and  inez.  (they  make  up  and  make  out.  it’s  gross.) who  treats  whose  wounds  more  often?    totally  equal. who  is  in  constant  need  of  comfort?    BOTH.  EMOTIONALLY,  MENTALLY  AND  PHYSICALLY  DAMAGED  MOFOS.  they  just  constantly  want  to  crawl  inside  each  others  rib  cages. who  gets  more  jealous?    eliza  is  the  obvious  answer,  but  once  they  make  it  through  the  bullshit,  she  really  does  trust  him.  am  i  gonna  say  that  angel  loves  seeing  her  working  closely  w  miguel  and  other  hot  security  guards  (tess  and  nestor)?  probably  not,  but  he’s  also  got  no  reason  to  do  anything  but  implicitly  trust  her.  unfortunately,  from  the  get  go,  she  is  overly  physically  affectionate  with  everyone.  he’s  just  gotta  deal  <3 who’s  most  likely  to  walk  out  on  the  other?    neither.  they’re  together  forever.  angel  is  def  scared  that  eliza  will  for  a  lil  while,  but  she  wouldn’t. who  will  propose?    angel.  twice.  (it  works  the  second  time.) who  has  the  most  difficult  parents?    angel.  eliza’s  real  parents  are  1)  dead  to  her  2)  carlo  and  val  are  a  blessing. who  initiates  hand-holding  when  they’re  out  in  public?    both.  they  are  always  touching  in  some  capacity. who  hogs  the  blankets?    eliza.  she  gets  cold  24/7.  angel  just  has  to  deal. who  gets  more  sad?    mmmm  …  it  depends  in  what  context  and  capacity.  and  when.  they’re  2  highly  emotional,  reactive  &  impulsive  people,  but  they  also  know  how  to  read  one  another.  there  isn’t  ever  a  whole  lot  of  lingering  sadness. who  is  better  at  cheering  the  other  up?    both,  but  angel  probably  usually  doesn’t  mind  looking  like  an  idiot  to  cheer  up  his  wife.  (and  good  for  him.) who’s  the  one  that  playfully  slaps  the  other  all  the  time  after  they  make  silly  jokes?    eliza  slaps  angel  (while  laughing). who  is  more  streetwise?    angel,  but  this  is  still  pretty  equal.  eliza  just  …  acts  first,  thinks  second.  they  both  do.  they’re  made  for  each  other. who  is  more  wise?    eliza. who’s  the  shyest?    angel.  (u  know  what  i  mean.  he  can  be  the  world’s  biggest  and  loudest  idiot,  but  he  can  also  be  shy  little  boy  who  just  needs  to  be  told  that  he  is  loved.  it’s  both.) who  boasts  about  the  other  more?    BOTH.  they’re  so  grossly  gushy  about  one  another  in  every  context.  they’re  so  proud  of  each  other. who  sits  on  who’s  lap?    eliza  has  made  a  home  in  angel’s  lap.  this  is  common  knowledge.

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who is more likely to hurt the other? who is emotionally stronger? who is physically stronger? who is more likely to break a bone?  who knows best what to say to upset the other?  who is most likely to apologise first after an argument?  who treats who’s wounds more often?  who is in constant need of comfort?  who gets more jealous?  who’s most likely to walk out on the other?  who will propose?  who has the most difficult parents? who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public?  who comes up for the other all the time?  who hogs the blankets?  who gets more sad?  who is better at cheering the other up?  who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes? who is more streetwise? who is more wise? who’s the shyest?  who boasts about the other more?  who sits on who’s lap? 

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"mm,"  she  muses,  appearing  rather  unimpressed  by  the  resiliency  of  him  -  that  appearance  is  hardly  the  blessed  truth.  eliza  removes  a  bandana  tied  to  her  belt  loop,  closing  the  gap  of  space  between  them  as  she  extends  the  fabric  to  lee.

"you  wanna  know  what  i  think,  baby?"  she  steps  closer,  eyes  focusing  intently  on  the  affected,  bleeding  wound,  "i  think  you  wait  till  i  get  home  t'do  stupid  shit  -  like  tryin'  to  get  yourself  killed."  decorum  &  bedside  manner  is  ever-present  -  even  if  her  words  indicate  otherwise,  they  still  drip  with  affection.  she  unbuttons  the  top  button  of  his  shirt  and  examines  where  the  blood  drips  from,  gesturing  for  him  to  hand  her  the  bandana  back  so  she  may  stifle  the  bleeding.  "that  way,  i  gotta  stay  here  an'  take  care  of  you."  smiling  eyes  finally  turn  his  way.  "am  i  wrong?"

doctors and nurses, everyone insisted, on account of the extent of damage sustained, that lee dutton should be dead but perhaps this entire ordeal is proof john dutton's been generous enough to spare some of his stubbornness and pass it on to his heirs. 'least that would prove useful. he's slowly recovering, actually, though he's been warned the process would be twice as fast if he agreed to take it easy and rest but the call of fresh air and mountain breeze is too alluring to pass on, even from his bedroom window!

𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘴 — 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. @strnza. for lee.

at eliza's warning, his neck cranes to peer at shoulder, arm hanging in an annoying sling. ❝  ah, shit!  ❞ she's right, injury's bleeding again, crimson tainting both his bandages and a cherished plaid shirt and lee grimaces — probably more out of concern for lasting stains than the pain radiating through his shoulder. droplets of red start rolling down to the ground and he casts a troubled glance her way. ❝  you, ah. you got a hanky i could use, 'liza?  ❞

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unfortunately,  she  is  all  too  pliant  to  most  anything  that  ben  says  &  does  -  despite  her  earnest  protests,  this  would-be  (and  rather  pathetic)  altercation  is  no  exception.  eliza  keeps  her  eyes,  ears  and  limbs  to  herself  as  she  spots  ben  slip  his  guitar  to  his  back  out  of  the  corner  of  her  eye;  instinctually,  she  leans  into  him  upon  feeling  him  rest  his  forearms  over  her  shoulders.  (fuck  what  monica  thinks  -  she  can  come  up  here  and  try  to  forcibly  remove  ben  from  her,  if  she  likes,  but  it  won't  end  well.)

there's  a  truncated  &  honest  whimper  that  escapes  eliza  -  she  looks  to  where  the  earplugs  dangle  from  his  hands,  irritation  prevalent  &  written  all  across  her  face  …  her  forehead  rests  against  ben’s  temple;  "i  don't  like  not  bein'  in  control  of  what  i  can  fucking  hear."

"i have my own." despite the petulance - or, honestly, maybe regardless of - he's so fucking endeared. it colors all of his movements, from the way he slips his guitar to his back, freeing his hands, to the way he plucks the earplugs from his pocket. she's close enough that he can rest his forearms on her shoulders; he does, and it's a decidedly more than friendly position. ask if he gives a shit. "you need these."

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danny  bellucci  is  genuinely  one  of  the  most  mentally  healthy,  kindest  ppl  around  &  sometimes  i  don’t  even  know  what  to  do  with  him  bc  of  that.

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D.J. Cotrona as Sean Mathers in Windfall (2006)

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being a fan of a friend's ocs is actually so humiliating....... like yes my favourite character rn is tragically doomed and a pillar of humanity who i think is relevant to the current world. you can find information about them on discord dot com and sometimes in late-night conversations with this guy i know. what the fuck

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a kiss on the top of the head, after leaning against them / angel

there's  nothing  special  about  tonight:  eliza  meets  angel  at  the  clubhouse  after  her  gig  ends,  well  into  the  late  hours  of  the  night.  him  &  the  guys  had  a  late  enough  day  doing  something  that  she  isn't  supposed  to  disclose  to  anyone  else,  so  she's  shoved  it  to  the  back  of  her  mind  until  morning  -  folks  drink,  smoke,  flirt,  chatter  &  bustle  themselves  back  into  the  normalcy  of  civilian  life.  it’s  comforting  to  see  -  it’s  family,  in  all  its  glorious  dysfunction.

the  dull  roar  of  the  clubhouse  surrounds  them  as  angel  &  eliza  find  themselves  leaning  up  against  a  wall,  half  involved  in  a  passive  conversation  with  coco  and  letty,  half  drifting  into  an  enigmatic  &  honest  peace  of  mind  shared  wordlessly  between  them.  there's  nothing  special  about  tonight.

eliza's  arms  are  wrapped  slinkily  around  angel's  lower  torso  -  her  thumb  grazes  lazy  circles  below  the  fabric  &  over  his  skin,  ever  present  and  most  comfortable  with  him  at  her  side.  she  feels  angel  lean  back  against  her  and  she  happily  shoulders  some  of  his  weight;  the  kiss  to  the  top  of  her  head  is  nonchalant  and  anything  but  significant  to  anyone  else.  (by  default,  they're  inseparable.)  it  takes  a  beat  before  eliza  turns  her  chin  upward  to  him,  giving  his  skin  a  little  squeeze  -  once  she  garners  his  attention,  eliza  puckers  her  lips  until  she  receives  another  kiss  in  return.  to  all  except  them,  there's  nothing  special  about  tonight:  to  eliza?  things  finally  feel  good  again  -  feel  normal,  feel  safe.  her  heart  is  happy,  and  the  glow  radiating  from  within  her  chest  is  practically  palpable.  this  is  what  love  is  supposed  to  feel  like.  "c'mon  -  i'm  tired,”  she  murmurs,  leaning  in  to  press  a  second,  quick  kiss  to  the  corner  of  angel’s  lips,  “let's  go  home."

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❝ you’re ruining my childhood, and that’s hard because it already sucked. ❞

she  can  sit  through  the  petulance,  regardless  of  how  long  it  goes  on  for.  eliza  is  patient  with  absolutely  nothing  else  on  this  earth  except  kendra  kozik  -  let  that  fact  be  known  for  any  &  all  who  doubt  her  affection  for  the  girl  (as  if  such  a  thing  could  ever  be  said).  though,  as  time  passes  by,  it  isn't  eliza's  patience  that  dwindles  so  much  as  the  time  left  without  inez  present;  that  very  fact  makes  eliza  twitch  into  action.

"mhm  -  an'  i  will  you  make  you  whatever  you  want  for  dinner  if  you  just  help  me,  baby.  please?"  lips  turn  to  an  earnest  pout  &  eliza  is  all  but  desperate  as  she  slides  her  phone  in  kendra's  direction,  "show  me  what  the  sponge  an'  starfish  mean  -  before  inez  gets  home."

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🩷    O,  LOVE  INCARNATE  -  BLEEDING  HEART,  DEAD  GIRL  WALKING !      /      eliza  cecilia  kardel,    fandomless  original  character    FEATURED  in  verses  such  as  …  sons  of  anarchy,  mayans,  supernatural,  marvel  +  more!      private,  very  low  activity,  no  stress.    leave  drama  @  the  door.      loved  by  sophie.

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like  yes  little  miss  oral  fixation  is  haha  funny  but  im  so  deadass  when  i  say  that  eliza  is  at  her  best  when  her  mouth  is  occupied.  lollipop,  popsicle,  pen,  pencil,  cigarette,  holding  something  between  her  teeth/lips  -  it  could  be  the  dead  of  winter  and  if  she’s  actually  able  to  sit  still  and  do  nothing,  she’ll  put  on  an  extra  coat  and  suck  on  a  popsicle.  in  the  most  serious  sense,  it  really  does  placate  her.  (and  that  is  to  everyone’s  benefit.)

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eliza’s  volume  has  2  levels:  soft-spoken,  tender  &  intentional  …  and  yelling.  just  yelling.  and  quite  honestly,  as  dumb  as  it  sounds:  if  she’s  comfortable  enough  to  raise  her  voice  at  or  around  your  muse,  that’s  trust.

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hey hi ilysm and ur amazing and wonderful don't ever forget it. thats a threat <3