stuck-at-dusk-blog

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You know, you took the best version of me. I want an overdose. A train would stop me.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

I suppose it's what happens when you get stepped on by your own self. You either choose to lay down and sleep or get up. Guess what I'll pick this time?

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

Anxiety is eating me alive. It's destroying me fast, and I don't want to stop.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

What hurts the most is not having to deal with the pain. Is knowing it won't go away simply because I'm now lost, in my own shit.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

You are going to be so much more than ‘enough’ for someone someday.

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

I set you free from the crushing fear of losing me. I lost myself, a long time ago.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

Watching clouds and calling each other silly names. Watching my soul crumbling to the stupidity of my decisions.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

Hello, old friend. Swallow my mind and drown me in insanity. Free me of the pain, I hand thee my soul. Time is up.

wlfk

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Light up a cigarette, and watch your life burn away. How satisfying, a glimpse of vitality being lifted in smoke. One moment closer to death.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

Enchained by my lies, surrounded by my demons I ran. I ran far away, from all of my fears. I locked myself inside the silence room, never to be heard again. They found me. They haunt me. I can’t keep going.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

I’ve been blinded by ignorance, and chose the wrong path. I am in no conditions of opening my eyes. My pain cannot be eased.

wlfk

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I’ve been told suicide is the easy way out. The cowards way. It’s okay, I’ve never been brave.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

I'm a time bomb. A walking disaster, ready to press the button and relief others of such an insignificant existence. I'm crippled.

wlfk

[stuck-at-dusk-blog]

Here, my heart. My last wish; my dying breath. I wore the last mask. I wrote the last lie. I gave up.

wlfk