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“Trump isn’t taking intel briefings because last time they played games after he received them, so now he just isn’t getting the information.”

11/11/24

Not a direct quote but does that matter at this point

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Today I had some entertaining thoughts while I was peeing. Namely,

Why did Jesus choose to be born in the time that he was? Why that time period?

The obvious answer? Because he didn’t want to have to wear pants.

It’s not often that I come up with something I think dad may think is funny, so I ran it by him after talking to my sister about it. You know what his response was?

“Maybe you should be thinking less about *random* things like that and more about what Jesus says.”

“It’s an interesting question!” I said.

“It’s retarded.” he said.

“That’s a mean word.” I said.

“It’s an accurate word.” he said.

“You make it really hard to carry on a conversation with you sometimes.”

And then he laughed.

I don’t know what the fucking point of trying to interact with him is. Even when I bring something up that’s silly, he has to be an absolute asshole about it. Mom swears he can be silly and fun, but I doubt I’ll ever see that bit of him, if it does exist.

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July 6th, 2024

My sister and I can’t finish Poltergeist because my dad

“Doesn’t want things like that” in his house

And

“We, as Christians, shouldn’t dabble in things like that.”

“There’s a line between scary movies and Evil™️.”

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This isn’t anything my dad said, but it is him leaving for a trip and not saying bye even tho he knows I’m here.

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Honestly like. I try to not reject religion completely. I try to be okay with myself. I try to get along with my dad. I try to treat the all the world and people around me with care. But how does my dad expect me to care about what he thinks of me when it’s impossible to please him and live my fucking life?

“Maybe you should get a real job.”

“Wow your room sure looks like a mosh pit.”

“Why don’t you want to go to church?”

“You’re my daughter and my responsibility.”

“I don’t want anyone to get left behind after the Rapture.”

“You’re taking a big risk.”

I refuse to live my life in a way that he controls. If I do something that he approves of, that’s great. I doubt it will have been something that was intended for him. I’ve tried to be what he wants me to be. He doesn’t know me very well, (despite what he may think), because he disapproves of what little he does know. I’m not sure at what point I stopped filling him in on the details of my life. It probably wasn’t on purpose. It is now though. I can’t do anything right, and I haven’t been able to stop myself from yearning for a relationship with him despite that. I guess I’ll just have to get on with my life and get used to the fact that dad thinks I’m going to hell.

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This happened a few weeks ago, but it’s worth recording.

Dad was watching Newsmax and called Liz Cheney evil. Said something about how she should die. Did the clapping thing. I was a few feet off hanging out with mom. I tried to make a joke.

“Really loving thy neighbor over there, huh dad?”

He didn’t think it was funny. Half the reason I made the joke is because the previous Sunday I had skipped church and streamed it instead. I would have forgone it altogether but mom had had a talk with me recently about how she and dad were afraid for my soul and that’s why they pushed me to go to church. I actually absorbed more of the message than I usually do when I’m in the physical audience. Pastor Greg was talking about how we shouldn’t judge people, and love your neighbors and shit like that. He reminded us that the slogan for the church is “LOVE BIG”. Dad wasn’t aware I had watched the sermon.

“What did you say?”

“I said ‘Really loving thy neighbor over there, huh dad?’”

“So what, are you offended that I don’t like her?”

“I mean I just don’t see the point in my going to church if the ‘head of the household’ goes and doesn’t follow what he learns there.”

“Well I’m sorry I can recognize evil and you can’t Julianne.”

“Was Hitler evil?”

(I know, I know. Stick with me)

“I’m not going to sit here and debate with you whether Hitler was evil or not.”

“Look, I don’t like him either, but Pastor Greg said in his sermon on Sunday that even Hitler would have been forgiven by God if he had repented. I watched the sermon.”

“Good for you, Liz Cheney is evil.”

“Look, my point is, just Let It Go.”

When I said the Let It Go part, I tried to just lighten the mood a little. I wasn’t even trying to start a fight, and I knew that if the situation wasn’t defused then the volume would be turned up. And that’s exactly what happened.

“No, I will not let it go! That’s what’s wrong with your generation! That’s what’s wrong with this country! Everyone’s just letting it go, and nothing is getting solved!”

At this point, I realized I wouldn’t be getting any point through to him. So I turned to walk away. He kept yelling at my back.

“You let it go!”

“I am! It’s over!”

And then I went to my room and shut the door.

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“Hey there bed-dweller. Why don’t you get up and get ready and come with your mom [to church]. Your brother can do it, you can do it.”

- 8/28/22

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“[Stephen Hawking] is an idiot”

8/20/22

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“Biden is preparing for gas to be $10.00 around November ‘22”

- 7/2/22

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“God’s word always trumps facts.”