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ORPHAN SPIRIT :/

I'm not no damn doctor, do your own research :)

~ Operates out of insecurity and/or jealousy

~ Jealous of the success of his brothers/sisters

~ Serves God to earn Fathers' love

~ Driven by the need for success

~ Is usually in competition with others

~ Has a lack of self-esteem

~ Receives their primary identity through material possessions

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IMPOSTER SYNDROME :/

I'm not no damn doctor, do your own research :)

~ Extreme lack of self confidence

~ Feelings of inadequacy

~ Constant comparison to other people

~ Anxiety

~ Self Doubt

~ Distrust in one's intuition & capabilities

~ Negative self talk

~ Dwelling on the past

~ Attributing your success to external factors

~ Sabotaging your own success

~ Overachieving

~ Berating your performance

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The Breakthrough .

Although I'm not putting everything in order they have been significant to the evolution of my mental and mindset . Trading is mostly about psychology .... damn near 90% !!!

My biggest mental breakthrough was being exposed to the .... ORPHAN SPIRIT !!! ding ding mf'ing DING ! I was on Tyra Baruti prayer call around 8AM EST to be exact . Her calls have been a big part of my spiritual growth as well . There is a 9 part series on Youtube by The Garden Greenville, which goes into the depth of what the orphan spirit is and the characteristics of one who operates off of this spirit . Majority of the world operates this way . Check it out & make your own observations of self once you finish the series . This here was a huge breakthrough for me . Understanding that your worthy & deserving of a fruitful life and understanding that this is your birthright is imperative to trading . If you are afraid of being successful you may not think you deserve it . My love you do, you are worthy of success if you work & towards it everyday just like any other person who has become successful based off hard work & believing they deserve it . This also makes me bring up IMPOSTER SYNDROME along with SELF SABOTAGING . All of these put together how can you succeed ? We as people have to understand we shouldn't be living in poverty, we should be able to be fruitful to give to those who need . How can we ever become lenders if we're always borrowing ? Put yourself in a position to win & stay there & multiple it . Believe in yourself like no one ever has . Stop talking down on yourself . You are worthy . You are deserving of a better life . Why ? Because it's your birthright . It was already set in stone for you to win . Now you just have to align your mind to win & it's yours . Claim it . Praise it . Speak life into whatever you want & it'll come as long as you know how to manage it once it comes . You have to get over all of these to leave a legacy for the next generation . People are counting on you . Don't let your owns ways block your biggest blessings . God knows how great you are already, now it's just your time to find out . Much love for those who are battling to find themselves through this trading journey because it gets ugly on the mental aspect . They don't warn you about that though . Stand your ground and you'll rise amongst these questioning times . Peace & <3 .

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I don't even trade that sh** 🤐 .

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Mail from T.D. Jakes Ministries .

For a big part of my trading journey I've been following him and I received a piece about FEAR . What was in the letter is below:

What would YOU DO if fear wasn't holding back ? Whatever the answer is ... that's what FEAR IS ROBBING FROM YOU .

Dear Friend,

There is a force in this world that will hold you hostage if you let it ... It will hold you back from your dreams and your destiny . It's not the devil or his demons . It's not witchcraft, your roots, or your boss; and it's not your momma ... it is your number one enemy . It's fear !

Fear holds you back, while faith moves you forward . If you get what I'm saying today down in your heart, not just your mind, you can declare:

"Fear will never hold me back again!"

When you follow God and put your life in His hands, He will never let you down, but you will have to deal with fear when it comes against you .

The disciples were given a lesson on fear and overcoming faith while crossing the sea (Mathew 14:22-36) . It's a lesson that can change your life ... this is your moment of breakthrough!

A storm came up and the boat was buffeted by wind and water . Fear crashed in on the hearts of Jesus' disciples like crushing waves and caused them to do what many people do when the waves get high ... focus on the bad situation, instead of what God could do with it .

You will face some storms in your life, but your "boat" will float as long as the situation on the outside doesn't get on the inside .

You can ride out the worst conditions, sailing on the top of the waves --until that moment when the waves get inside and drag you down . People who survive the fiercest storms do so because they refuse to let fear in . They stay water-tight until God arrives to calm the tempest .

Some people became millionaires during the Great Depression because they didn't allow news on the outside affect their thought life on the inside!

Are you in the storm today? Take a look at your conversation, your speech, your thoughts and attitudes . They will reveal whether you are going through or going down . Luke 6:45 says, "For out of abundance of the heart his mouth speaks" (NKJV) . The abundance of your heart is either keeping the water out or letting it in .

Watch your associations . Listen to what is being said . There are always "bad news bearers" ready to fill you with doubt, "Watch out now! I wouldn't do that if I were you . Don't take a risk!" Negative people get near and scatter seeds of fear .

A fearful heart-- yours or someone else's can put holes in your bat and keep you from ever seeing your destiny and God's blessing fulfilled .

Fortify your heart with scripture--"waterproof" your boat . When the waves crash and the winds beat on you, cling to Proverbs 18:21, "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit" (NASB) . there is power and life, more real than any storm, in those words .

Take bake your life by rebuking fear and speaking peace over your past and present .

The Word is your security; it's proof of who you are and whose you are . You can defeat fear in the storm, but it's amazing to realize how many people also fear a solution .

Have you ever stayed in a bad situation because you feared what might happen outside the boat ? You want life to change, but you're afraid to take a step in the right direction ... terrified it's the wrong move . The big question fear shackles you with is, "What if God doesn't show up ?

Truthfully, most people, facing both fear of their circumstances and fear of a solution, do absolutely nothing . They cling to the boat, hanging on to the familiar, less-than life that God wants to deliver them from .

The devil comes "to steal, and kill, and to destroy" (John 10:10 NKJV), but there is another objective he'll settle for: status quo-- a mediocre walk of faith that keeps you stuck, disappointed, and scared .

Don't let the spirit of fear keep you stuck between the storm and the solution . Get out of the boat!

Feed your courage by risking everything on Jesus, because He always shows up .

Peter was in the same boat as the other disciples . He saw the storm and the waves, but he saw Someone else too . You might not always recognize the Lord in a storm, but you can hear His voice calling. "Come on, step out of the boat . Walk around toward me , I'm here for you ."

I'm talking to you today because you need refreshing to get back on track -- to once again feed your faith and dream . It's time to take that step . God will not let you sink or stumble .

Finally, don't be afraid to break free of your past .

God's best for you is out in front of you . The past behind . God is calling you to newness of life, and fear wants you chained to all those painful yesterdays . When it is time to act, many Christians hesitate and wonder if this new thing God is about to do will hurt .

That's your past creeping up--it has no bearing on where God wants to take you . When God stretches you, He pulls in the direction of your future . If you let go of the past the stretching is wonderful, but you've got to say goodbye to some things before you can say hello to new opportunities .

Psalm 27:1-2 says, "The LORD is my light and salvation; whom shall I fear ? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whim shall I be afraid ? When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell" (KJV)

God is our liberator and defender . Hear the Word of the Lord today; reject fear and accept freedom! Bet your life on God today, and shout down your fears . God gave you a voice-- use it!

I've got more, so much more, in the series "A Fear Free You." I want you to experience this outstanding multimedia resource, which contains two messages on DVD, and a study guide of life-giving scriptures you can read and keep with you .

What I've written you today comes from my heart; I've seen what God can do with a life completely given to Him . Fear tried to stop me from fulfilling God's destiny, but instead I chose life . What He did for me, He can do for you "God is no respecter of persons" (Acts 10:34 KJV) .

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4'25'21 .

Yesterday was the day I decided to remove all the titles that I gave to myself and simply label myself as a human being . Nothing more . Nothing less . Titles make you overthink, have anxiety and depression . A DOPE ASS HUMAN BEING !! Society puts so much meaning to our physical characteristics that it has made us forget about the internal aspect of each individual . I will no longer live under a label, title that someone else gives me . It brings too much pressure when you don't move or produce what you're supposed to do or be . Life has many twisted emotions and obstacles to just label yourself as one or several titles . Be whatever and whoever you want to be without the pressure of the outside world .

Love, A Dope Ass Human Being :)

Love yourself @ all times, bad & good .

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Tyra Prayer Call 3'26'21 Spiritual Prepping.

~ You are authorized !!

~ You have authority over demonic spirits

~ Any issue you have you have authority over it and can speak new behavior

~ You are certified to move in God's name

~ We exercise our authority by faith not feelings

~ Decree that all needs are supplied

~ Loose up every opportunity

~ You must exercise authority

~ Take, use, manifest authority

~ Repent, restore, operate w/ your shield

~ Things will break and shift for you

~ Everything is already done, now act on it

~ Take authority over your life

~ Thank you God !! for the ultimate sacrifice

~ Repent to God, forgive yourself

~ Cleanse our heart, hands and restore

~ Get a revelation, decree & speak to things

~ More God, more praying, the enemy is real, warfare is real

~ Prep and pray to get close to God

~ Take refuge to God

~ Open the door

~ Renew character & integrity

~ Clear depression & heaviness

~ SPEAK !!

~ Silence enemies, have the victory over mental illness

~ Stay in position over doubt, naysayers

~ Leave our house & leave our lives

~ MORE LIFE

~ What you ask you'll receive

~ God is moving fast in this season

~ War w/ words & prayer

~ Protect us against the enemy

~ Our home will be the alter

~ Pray over finances and family

~ Thank you for blessings

~ I am not one of THEM !!

~ Thank you GOD !!

~ Spend time with GOD today

~ LOVE GOD walk in your power !! :)

~ Book of Daniel Chapter 1-6

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Worst Prop Firm !

Funding Talent went out sad af ;/ Like huh ? Weak A** Servers and owner . I blew mad accounts (at least 18) with them though sheesh :0

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*REIGN AMBIANCE*

Believe you will be better than yesterday . Life is abundant and you deserve what is coming your way . Be mindful of your attitude at all times :)

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I vow to love myself a bit more each and everyday . Life is too short to be mean and angry with myself . More self care, more gentle thoughts and more self love . Protect your energy at all cost because you have to be here and continue the mission at hand . Mind your business at all times and continue to be a positive influence not only for yourself, for others <3 .

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THE TIMEFRAMES ARE HOLDING HANDS !

LV <3 .

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I really don't know what I want to do I just know I need to keep trading to have the money for it ! So I'll be trading until then ;)

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DON'T BEAT UP ON YOU BECOMING YOU !

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Old/Not Current

I believe GOD ! Fast Pray for a month .

It's healing time ! What is it that I need to learn in this season ?

Def didn't do a fast for a month :/

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Matthew 6:5-13

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All Tha Same Sh*t !

Accumulate Trap Shift

Induce Trap Shift

Consolidate Expand Retrace

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