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My mom.

I'm missing my mom so much tonight. I don't know how it began. I just started thinking about her and well...I miss her so so much. Now, before she passed away she was in huge pain, so I wouldn't want her to expirence that again..and I know it's selfish to want her back but holy fuck I need her here. She was the main reason I was still here. Now really, the only reason I'm still here is because of a few friends. I really only had her the first 13 years of my life. I'm still not used to this change. I'm not used to not staying up at 3 AM just watching horror films with her or gushing over guys with her haha..Now I'm usually doing this by myself..unless i'm with a friend. I miss her hugs, her smile, her laugh..everything. I miss when she used to pick me up from the bus stop and sitting there for atleast an hour just making fun of the bullies that shit talked or pushed me around that day. I miss helping her cook and us fucking it up because we weren't paying attention to it. I feel so empty and broken without her.

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just rewatched the birdcage and forgot how legitimately heartbreaking it is when albert walks out in the suit and sits down while trying to suppress all his mannerism and pass and just doesnt know what to do with himself

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The Birdcage (1996) dir. Mike Nichols

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"I know who I am....It took me twenty years to get here, and I'm not gonna let some idiot senator destroy that. Fuck the senator, I don't give a damn what he thinks."

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My family is kinda fucked up.

Family. It's complicated . :/ - Right now, my aunt is going through tough shit right now..and she literally has NO ONE right now. She's been doing meth for over 30+ years and she hasn't been doing good at all..She's been randomly calling me saying that I abandoned her and that she's seeing spirits, and that she lost her phone (the one she's used to call) etic..) Tagging me in really questionable things, and constantly asking for help to get out of her trailer (which she is living alone in.) - She's been on live streams just asking for help. She's been in and out of mental hospitals-And today...She posted a picture that was just..ew. It was of her leg bleeding. Which is totally out of the blue and is Not like her at all to post.. I'm scared. I don't want to lose her. I don't know what to do and no one is getting her help anymore. I feel lke I can't do anything about this situation.

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Look at this cinnamon roll 😭

the golden pig has returned

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I'm basically Billy Bibbit but a girl.

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So it’s been a minute.

I’m basically turning this page into a ranting corner for me whenever I just need to W R I T E .    :)

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me.

bobby zimmeruski is the only man i’ll ever love 🕺🏻

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We’re experts in the ancient craft of close-up magic.  It’s all about misdirection.

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I love it so much, I always get a smile on my face every time I read this <33

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me

TERRI AND TERRY ARE MY FAVORITE THINGS EVER

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Based on this post

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Cause of death: couldn’t stop drawing dorky monsters

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little child: are there monsters in your closet?

me: ahaha i wish

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Brotherly game night. Terry is using a cloche because he feels more comfortable with it than with a regular controller, for some reason. Also, the bottom bed is theirs, the top one is Art’s. I also just really really really wanted to draw them with their tentacles crossed.

I’m having fun drawing lately, and for someone who spent almost a full year feeling totally numb this is an amazing thing. Even if all i want to draw is cute monster boys.

ALSO! The file quality is hella low for some reason, but don’t fret, my lovelies! By the time this is scheduled to post, i should be around a computer again, so i’ll probably either edit the file (and this description) or repost it later, maybe with some nifty color on. :)

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don’t look at me with those confused eyes i just really like them