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Melodrama

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Counterpart

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Xeroma

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Infidel

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Vu

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Spark

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Antidote

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Repulse

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Zeal

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Grim

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Nude

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Nude

I practice death every night

I practice hell every day All I know is hindsight Then turning the page I’m not trying to go through life Simply day after day All I know is hindsight And then tearing the page All I know is hindsight And then burning the page An empty vessel is the loudest. Disregard every word I say. Every thought becomes so groundless. Your spirit slowly drifts away And then we dance, and no one knows An empty vessel is the loudest. Disregard every word I say. Every thought becomes so groundless. Your spirit slowly drifts away Weakened by your lies Plastic mask for a disguise Not a single tear in your eyes Ripped apart from the inside You, Oh you What else can I say to You, oh you What else can I say?

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Grim

Water seeping up through the fabric My ears are ringing with the static I- Wasted all my energy no need for any sensory I’m like a specter curse any who enters You’ll catch me dancing in the dark Dangerous waters we embark Floating closer to the ceiling Running low on air that I’m breathing Steal the light with a pinch Of the candle at my final inch Steal all the light Steal all the light Fill up fill up My lungs with what with what you wish Ill choke ill choke I won’t I won’t even resist You can take my soul Take my soul, can you please? Take control take control Infect me with the disease Because I’m still ill from life Take away my will to strive I need something new Even if it’s nothing Show me a new design Even if it’s not stunning Somewhere I never been Even if it’s nowhere Without a care Ill drop Don’t give a fuck about getting on top Digging ‘til I hit bedrock Life is a gateway drug to death like the floorboards To a hollow basement no dirt no foundation Emptiness deplete the breath Collapse along with the fire Combust until total desolation Total desolation Crooked words Leaking through crooked teeth Pharynx dry Bite your tongue hand print on the glass Get your balance back Either you get the noose or the noose gets ya. Cause in the end life doesn’t play catch up Yet I live another day just to tell you I’ve died one too many times So much more mountain left the climb But I’ll probably run out of breath like the rest And fall down with the avalanche of Without a shred of a chance Won’t get caught on a branch Last seen doing the gravity dance I’m out.

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Zeal

Vocalizing nervously You got lies to provoke Never cared for the stories you spoke Always passing by when you Needed me the most Needed me the most Looking at me pissed with that bag you hold Frosty breath blowing from a heart so cold Cold lips latch on like a leech when you Needed me most Needed me the most Face locked in a cage Bird’s gotcha key Laugh at your face then peck at your feet Always swooping down when you Needed me the most Needed me the most Just give me another chance yeah right Chow to the center like a termite ‘Til you find the animal burrowed within Now where’s that appetite You got me comparing myself to trees Pick an apple take a bite I’ll have you on your knees Now who’s the hollow one With the poison in their blood No end in sight? To be completely honest I’m honest, except for when I’m not Let the match burn so you can encompass the thought Compass spinning like a dog and his tail Screaming like a lobster in a pot Skin pigment turns to a pale Thread the needle without the needle Sew my eyes shut I don’t need to see you I don’t need the vision I know its evil Vocalizing nervously You got lies to provoke Never cared for the stories you spoke Always passing by when you Needed me the most Needed me the most Looking at me pissed with that bag you hold Frosty breath blowing from a heart so cold Cold lips latch on like a leech when you Needed me most Needed me the most Face locked in a cage Bird’s gotcha key Laugh at your face then peck at your feet Always swooping down when you Needed me the most Needed me the most Just give me another chance yeah right Sink the venom in the blood like a snake bite Bite whatever nails are left Get whatever bullshit off your chest I stopped listening back when you failed the test Pseudo depression taking its toll The demons finally ate you whole No surprise, another severed soul You done teeter you totter You reeking of slaughter Tonight You done killed my vibe You think it’s alright Intestines like intentions You full of shit You hocus pocus Mother fucker I’m focused To be the downfall of the both of us. Vocalizing nervously You got lies to provoke Never cared for the stories you spoke Always passing by when you Needed me the most Needed me the most Looking at me pissed with that bag you hold Frosty breath blowing from a heart so cold Cold lips latch on like a leech when you Needed me most Needed me the most Face locked in a cage Bird’s gotcha key Laugh at your face then peck at your feet Always swooping down when you Needed me the most Needed me the most.

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Repulse

Getting picked apart by randoms on Their glass and plastic covered Silicon interfaces Attention span like a squirrel Doing spins on a tree to avoid Any contact of other faces I used to pick my mind apart Until I dug too deep and found my heart Pumping the wrong liquids Like an addicted man to his weakness Causing many afflictions Yet so tolerant of the meekness I was staring into empty-ness Ceaselessly, aimlessly I fire it up without any decency Chilling like we villains cause we villains Trying not to follow all these conditions Mother fuckers dying before we even killing ‘em So don’t come around trying to create coalitions cause I’m not Fucking with you unless you got the passion and ration They hear these words they dashing, crashing back to their old lives in a flash They out here Playing with their yarn Whilst I’m out catching the mice Fangs in deep blood spraying Get the salts and the spice cause- Myself and I don’t have time for self-loathing I myself am not one for expensive clothing for the temporary fix Upon the brains chemical mix First chapter of the oldest book of tricks I read it all and burnt every fucking list Of rules I spent studying since the midst Of my existence Curb stomp on your head top Fuckin take the crown Blood falling like a raindrop Stain on the chain make you frown like a sweatshop Out the window into the net Get robbed East side but I’d rather not define the style One bullet two minds Gottem floating down the Nile Pollution undisputed these sounds are fucking vile So swim into it and drink the water Cause trust me I won’t stop ya. But they don’t get it. This is a complex: I rip apart every ego-trip I part away from the context I tell them my dreams and all they are thinking in nonsense While I’m writing thousands of words like a multi-order process And I just haven’t stopped seeing the signs. Isolate Counterfeit Attitude like a pacifist Shout out to my deviants Lacking all ingredients Just trying to feel free again Born alone die alone Don’t know what to call their home What have you gained from one second to another? I don’t think you see the vision I’m trying to uncover But maybe I need to go blind Not a second to go by Without a sigh Hide behind your masquerade lies Fall into the cascade ‘til your body starts to rise.

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Antidote

I found the antidote in a room of black lights and lamps A synergy immersed in the DNA of these plants Seemingly extra terrestrial We getting baked Like the sun magnified on some ants Elementary like Watson Mystery like a romance At first glance on a slow dance We finally lose ourselves When we feel there’s no chance But les be honest Without this shit we’re nothing But a vague promise Enrooted in the nostalgia Of a time where love lost us On top of the world Like Marianas Trench A mirage in a single Grain of sand In an hourglass We push aside the world No matter how it pains our hands A lack of care Catches up when there seems to be a lack of air But my tolerance hasn’t heightened And I’ll never be enlightened Because the receptors are still binding With vibrating spheres strangely Arranged and intertwining Universe a mystery But I don’t question I keep grinding Chilling Wood glistening Radiation Sun blistering It’s this chair I’m melting in Trying to understand the birds chirping But I can’t get the message What is it they’re expressing? Nicotine buzz and a little THC Not a cloud in the sky Still looking for negativity Just sit back appreciate What a day to be alive Yet hesitant to proliferate More words on the archive Just an attempt to distract myself From being distracted I don’t know how I See myself now days So I’m just sitting in this chair And enjoying the rays I’m just enjoying the rays Lucy, lucy, lucy. Woodpecker out of control Controlling my breaths Breaths heavy Heavy body Body being pulled to the ground The Ground spinning Spinning cat blind in one eye Eyes all on my face Face numb to the feeling Feeling hesitant to move Moving too slow Slow up time Time stops so I observe Observe my surroundings Surrounding myself with the unknown Unknown to what comes next Next I collect my thoughts Thoughts are beautiful Beauty outshines the rest Rest on the grass Grass changing color Color of warmth and love Love fills the air Air polluted but I can see right through it It speaks volumes Volume of reality Upward to my head Head out before I’m found Found a 3 leaf clover and I’m ecstatic Ecstatically grinning while walking Walking through earth’s art Art so bitter-sweet Sweetest sugars always melt Melting sky ahead Ahead of what’s in front- In front of the sun Sun setting beyond my reach Reaching out towards it It’s so inviting but always denies Deny it will come back up Up from behind is a light Lightly held me up as I wait Waiting for the feeling to wear off Off switch needed Needing switch off Off switch needed Needing switch off “I certainly am not interested in living forever, whatever that might mean because I suspect that if you live forever, you miss the point.”

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Spark

Selling lighters at the gasoline reservoirs Hoping for a spark Instance leading to the next Hoping my existence leaves a mark We’re all connected Feet on the same ground Yet I’m hell bound For painting a new image that Consciousness is a privilege We get for doing nothing No choice to be here but Free will like my blood pumping Through the chambers we label on the diagrams That wouldn’t exist without the chambers Yet we call this life a hologram Even considering the dangers Of cutting off circulation I need a spark Give me a light I’m in the dark My minds stuck Not in thought but the bone- Never ending When times a sundial made out of stone This shit’s endless Like the stars we can’t count but we keep counting Distracting ourselves by flipping coins into a fountain Making wishes when our lives are drowning Take a breath - Just distractions to your true purpose Keep working on your shit ‘til it’s no less than perfect I should take my own advice Cause I’ve been chasing the same old price Halfway gone rolling the same old dice On my bullshit I’m smoking the same old spice Searching for a passion in the same old heights I need the new nights, new lights, new sights Don’t think twice This aint no suicide Not enough life to suffice Got an open mind with the closed eyes Cast a shadow on the world fuck a sunrise Upside-down then drown Can’t avoid the capsize The shit is closer than it appears Eyes peeled at the horizons light When I got no sleep I’m reapin' that shuteye Look into my mind Insomnia got me up Fuck it’s obvious Sublime nausea Excuse my sloppiness I’m done with all this shit I’m done with all that shit Call me a bitch for all the bark I said fuck it I guess I’d rather be in the dark. Hit the switch.