I like my man how I like my woman, fictional. A weaboo in rest. Reading IF as escapism. 22yo | She/Her | INTP | A thot
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Well, it's been a long time, hasn't it? But I caught a break at work and threw myself into writing so I could finish this one in time.
So, without further ado, let's see what's new for this update:
💀 Added a lot of new content to old content, largely in chapter one, but also in chapter two and a couple of new choices. So old saves won't work.
💀 The first part of chapter three is here. It has nearly 25k words of brand-new content.
💀 Meet Éoin and a chubby little lady.
💀 For the Solmancers. New choices related to Sol. Friend!crush, Nemesis!crush and Lover!Sol routes.
💀 Choices focused on Death's new dominion. Choose wisely.
💀 Fixed typos and tweaked a lot of scenes for better flow.
Update Schedule:
Public release: July 31
Patreon Mortal tier early access: July 28
Patreon Immortal tier early access: July 26
Patreon Demigod tier early access: July 24
Patreon Divine tier early access: July 21
Patreon Creator tier early access: July 18
As always, thank you for your support! 🖤
FORUM | PATREON
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It's happening, folks. It's happening.
The first episode 1 update is out and adds over 82k words with code to the game. This is just the start of the first night, but I hope to release a lot more in August or September (once work calms down and I'll actually have something resembling free time).
Anyways, please enjoy 😊
PLAY HERE
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The most beautiful pearl

That was the day I met Dana, a maid with commoner blood.
It wasn’t common for maids from lowly backgrounds to work directly for me, but apparently she started working in the estate years ago and slowly rose up in the ranks thanks to her diligence and determined personality.
Dana was nice, she would always pay attention to my needs and work extra for my comfort. Personally delivering all my meals, helping me dress up and preparing my bath all by herself, staying by my side until I fall asleep…
“I really appreciate you Dana…” I say sleepily, my body engulfed in the soft blanket Dana prepared for me as she sits by my side.
“You do my lady?”, I nod.
“I don’t have many people I’m close with, but you’ve been so nice to me for the past 3 months…”
“I’m your handmaid, my lady. That much is to be expected.”
“But you’re so much more attentive than any of my other maids. It has barely been 3 months but I don’t know what I would do without you…”
“…I’m glad to hear that my lady.” She stops for a second as if to think. “Don’t worry I will always be by your side…” Dana answers me gently. My tired eyes fail to read her face in the dimly moonlit room, but I go to sleep with a smile on my face, imagining her doing the same.
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I look down at her, watching her slowly breathe in and out with that foolishly innocent expression on her face. The suffocating uniform I had to wear to hide my adam’s apple and chest is unbuttoned to let me breathe. A sharp knife shines in my hand, reflecting the moonlight decorating her fancy room.
516 times. I’ve tried to kill this woman exactly 516 times. I raise my knife. “This time I will do it” I think to myself. You shift in your sleep, probably deep in your happy dreams. You don’t sense anything, unaware of the danger I hold.
“I will do it… I will…” I repeat in my head yet my hand won’t stop shaking.
“Damn it…”
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“She has so many openings, does she have no survival instinct? It feels like she could die if she fell down tad too hard” I think to myself as I pick up her dinner. A small bottle of poison I’ve failed to use so far and my knife are tucked deep in my apron. There are a few servants around chatting but no one seems to suspect anything from the lady’s personal handmaid.
“Hey did you see what Lady y/n was wearing today? Haha is she trying to catch someone’s attention going out like that?”
“Right? If she bent down a bit we could even see her cleavage!”
Huh?
Those two… are they new recruits? I did hear that despicable man hired a new batch. What do they think they are doing spouting such nonsense?
“She already looks so naive, I bet she wouldn’t be able to do anything if I just cornered her right?”
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“Dana, did you get some of the tomato sauce on your sleeve?” you ask innocently, happily enjoying your lavish dinner.
“It seems so my lady. I will clean it tonight don’t worry.” I quickly answer with my usual smile.
“Haha don’t tell me you wanted to try some! You could’ve just asked me, here.”
“I-I couldn’t possibly my lady-“
“My arm will get tired if you don’t take it~”
I sigh and lean down to eat the bite you so graciously offered, it doesn’t have poison anyway…
It truly is delicious, enough to drive a commoner to tears, but this quality is just the norm for you.
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I once again stand above you. “This time… this time for sure…” repeats in my head as I raise my knife. This is the 520th attempt.
You sleep peacefully under me as I clench my teeth, my hand refusing to go down.
It’s always the same thing. I stay by your side until you fall asleep, I get up and raise my knife, I watch you sleep without a worry in the world and go back to my room after another failure.
I sigh and prepare to get up, I’ve despised you for longer than you know for making me feel this way.
“Dana…?”
“!?” You’re awake? Why are you awake!? You never wake up at this hour!
…What are you looking at?
My eyes follow your gaze and land on the knife I’m holding up.
“W-what are you doing Dana!? N-no someone help-!”
My free hand quickly covers your mouth as I whisper yell “Be quiet!”. You continue flailing your arms and legs, trying to push me off. Since my other hand is still up I can’t hold you down properly.
“Stop fighting me! You don’t have the right to-!”
You manage to push my hand off your mouth but your nails catch my open collar, accidentally ripping a button. For a second your eyes widen and before I can register what’s going on you grab my clothes.
“!!”
In a moment of panic I throw the knife and pull away to cover myself.
“D-Don’t look!”
If you do they’ll take you away from me.
“Y-you are a man?” You ask while sitting up, clearly on guard but you make no motion to run away. Maybe seeing my panicked state made you feel less scared.
I don’t answer and just stare at you. I wonder what my expression looks like? My panic and anger must reflect on my eyes as I cover my chest. My knife… is at the other side of the room, tsk.
“B-But why…? A-and that knife… were you trying to…? I… D-did I do something to offend you…?”
Your voice is shaking as you ask questions after questions, tears slowly spilling out. I’m sure you must feel so scared and betrayed. Good, that’s what I wanted.
Yes, what I wanted…
What I wanted?
Anger boils inside me. A part of me feels satisfied for making you experience such betrayal, but the other half feels anger. A privileged person like you who lives life without a single worry doesn’t deserve to cry like a victim.
“Stop crying!” I lunge forward to grab your neck and push you down. You look up to me, clearly scared but my hand doesn’t squeeze your neck.
“You don’t know anything!” I bite my lip, wanting to scream but also not. I hate this, once again my body refuses to listen to me.
“You don’t know anything about me! You don’t know what your family has done! You don’t know what you have done to me!!”
My hand presses down harder.
“I already had nothing but you ruined me beyond repair!” I try to keep my voice low to not alert the other servants yet I can’t prevent it from shaking as I let my anger out.
“You don’t know anything…”
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“Dana”
A name unfit for a boy, and this disgustingly beautiful face that resembles hers were the only things that wench left behind with me.
I didn’t know anything about her. All I knew was that she treated me like the girl she always wanted to give birth to and that I must never leave the wooden box she called “home”.
She hated me, it was only obvious. Even when I was barely able to speak it wasn’t hard to understand she actually wished for a girl. Although, maybe thanks to this face of mine, she enjoyed putting me in dresses and forcing me into the life she dreamed of.
“Dana, mommy has to deal with some surprise visitors so stay in this closet and don’t make a noise just like how I taught you before alright?”
Those were the last words she uttered before kissing my forehead and closing the rusty closet doors. Then it was arguing, screams, red and silence.
The fact that she used to work in your estate because she was in debt to your father, that she ran away pregnant without actually paying it back and was being hunted down were things I only got to know later in life.
It seems they were unaware she was even pregnant and didn’t notice the child she so hurriedly tucked inside the old compact closet.
Such sad excuse of a life, at the end she wasn’t able to accomplish anything. All she had was a son who believed she hated him and thus hated her back. A son who didn’t even care about the effort she put into keeping him hidden and safe.
A son who returned to the estate she once escaped from.
It wasn’t too hard to get registered as a maid with such face and height. My plan originally was to slowly go up in ranks until I reached that filthy man and stab his chest the same way his henchmen stabbed that wench’s.
But then I met you.
The precious young lady of the estate, loved by all the workers and her parents. A lovely person who was sailing through life with no hardships, a being sure to be missed if lost.
I thought if I killed you the same way they killed that wench, that filthy man would experience so much pain he wouldn’t be able to forget about it for an entire lifetime.
So I started working to be your handmaid instead, and you quickly inflicted another type of anger into me.
I hated that you were oblivious to the pain others felt, I hated that all you knew was comfort and love, I hated that you never experienced what a broken heart felt like.
I hated how you smiled at me like you couldn’t do without me, I hated how your hair felt so soft in my hands as I brushed it, I hated how you happily ate the sweets I secretly took from the kitchen just so you could have some more, I hated how good you smelt right after I washed you, I hated how soft your skin felt against my fingertips as I helped you dress up-
“UGH!”
I gasp, sitting on the bathroom floor. Looking at the toilet seat filled with my insides and wiping my mouth with a shaky hand before flushing it down.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this…
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You look up to me with shaky eyes, body barely moving.
“I-I’m sorry-“
“Don’t pity me! I’m not someone who needs your pity!”
You flinch as I raise my voice. I feel so disgusted, my voice shaking with anger.
“At least I still had control over myself when all I had was hate… At least I was somewhat “normal”…”
My eyes never leave yours, your gaze only making me feel more agitated.
“I wasn’t supposed to feel like this… why did you have to wake up now…”
A tear threatens to fall from my eye.
“If only you just continued sleeping… then I could’ve continued staying next to you… I could’ve continued being good for you…”
“Dana I’m sorry-“
“I said I don’t want to hear it!”
I lower my head, not wanting to see the face you’re making.
Then an idea comes to my mind.
“Are you really sorry? Do you want to make up for it?”
I grab your face before you can answer.
“!?”
I slowly pull away to speak, your taste lingering in my lips.
“Then don’t report what happened today and let me continue staying by your side.
I lean in closer and look into your eyes.
“The only way you can atone for your sins is by accepting this twisted love of mine”
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🔥 It’s official — Crown of Exile is now on Steam!
I can finally share this: the store page is now live, and you can wishlist the game here: ➤ Wishlist Now!
If you're into choice-heavy fantasy with lots of politics, war, trauma, family drama, and the occasional divine blessing... this one's for you.
Your wishlist helps the game get discovered and pushes it further on the algorithm — I’m a solo dev, so every bit of visibility counts!
💬 Demo still available on itch.io 🗓️ Full release planned for Q2 2026
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Sanguine Sky: Chapter 3 Pt. 2 is OUT [Patreon Update]
Important note: The current update temporarily does not include R's and T's scenes [these scenes will be added within the month. Read more below].
Hello. I apologize for the delay and the lack of promised communication. This past month has been very difficult for me, and for most of it, I wasn't able to sit at my computer at all.
Still, I've decided to release what I've managed to finish so far [83k words], even though I had really hoped to release the full update all at once.
Here's the link: [Early-release DEMO]. Word count: 83k words [excl. code] | 92k words [incl. code].
You can find the attached sneak peeks at the end of the post.

What the current update [Chapter 3 Pt. 2] includes:
A return from the crime scene to the department [main story evening scene].
Evening scenes for the ROs [K, L, M, I, S].
Important notes:
S's scene includes a sex scene, but currently, only the "fade to black" option is available [it's tone down, but still remains detailed up to a certain point]. More explicit options for the scene will be added next Friday instead of the usual "Progress Update".
The option to view the code is turned off and will remain disabled until the update goes public.

What remains unfinished and will be added:
R's scene [I was unhappy with the rewritten version and don't want to include it until I feel more confident about it].
T's scene [not finished].
S's scene [an additional branch for the sex scene for virgin MC].
The content listed above will be added within the month, as I expect to also need time to fix bugs and address error reports from readers.

Sneak Peeks.

Author's Note.
I'd also like to thank the beta readers who sent back massive error reports, which I still need to go through. If you find any error and will send it using an error report, please know that I will be grateful for your help as well.
Thank you for your suppport! I hope you'll still enjoy the update!
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me: wish games had choices that actually mattered
me when games have choices that actually matter:

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Suevi is an interactive fiction WIP - Release date: Prologue out now!
This story is about finding love and surviving in Ancient Rome... as a Germanic slave.
[Demo Link]
Prologue - 5.4k words (without code)
[genres: romance, historical fiction, low fantasy, dark]
This book is for mature audience only (18+). It's currently still in early development and everything released is subject to possible change. The book will contain mature themes like slavery, abuse of any kind, sexual content (mostly optional), death of people and animals (the latter for food and sacrificial purposes), diseases, suicidal ideations, homophobia, transphobia, body dysmorphia, possible self mutilation, swearing, attempted non consensual intercourse (this is not a definitive list of triggers!).
There will be trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter.
This is a work of fiction. Wherever possible and plausible, I incorporate information that is available about how Germanic tribes lived, how Germanic slaves were treated, what life in a Roman city looked like etc.
However, especially about the Germanic tribes, and about the timeframe I chose, there is only very little information. They did have runes but only used them for ritualistic purposes, never to write anything down; they had no written languages. Because of that, actual legitimate information is extremely scarce, and the information that we have is mostly written from an "enemy" point of view - the Romans.
I might somewhat substitute with things we know about the vikings, which technically also were Germanic tribes, but they lived quite some hundred years after the timespan I aim for the main story of this IF to be set in (which is essentially shortly after/around 31 CE).
Other choices and possible changes of actual facts/information about the historical times and people are made for flavour and for the readers' comfort.
After a skirmish close to the Roman border, you are captured and transported to a city. Your capturer forces you into slavery and sells you off to a patrician family - wealthy Romans, in social and political standings only underneath the Emperor.
Desperately you try to adapt to these new circumstances - you don't even speak their language, know nothing about their culture... It's a whole different world for you. At first, you struggle to even communicate with the people that call themselves your "familia". Will you manage to live amongst them or will you refuse to obey to rules and orders you are unfamiliar with?
What will your fate be? Will you stay with your new family, will you try to escape to your old family, or will you look for a better future elsewhere?
Will you try to abandon old beliefs and adapt to new ones? Or is the hold of the old Gods too strong on you to let go?
And what role does the person who enslaved you really play in all of this?
Customize your own Suevi - choose your sex, gender, sexuality, looks, the God you mainly pray to and your former occupation (depending on the tribe you are from).
Pick one of five love interests:
Ing-, the quiet and angry Cherusci servant (m/f) [Tropes: Friends (to Enemies) to Lovers // Clueless Love // Secret Trope]
Aquila, the cheerful, friendly Roman artist (m/f/nb) [Trope: Sex first, feelings later - Fast burn fling, Slow burn romance]
D-, the Gaul weaver with a tragic backstory (m/f) [Tropes: Rescue Romance // (Not so) Secret Admirer]
Nefer-, the chronically tired, sarcastic Nubian merchant (m/f) [Trope: Secret identity/Dark secret]
Xen-, the gentle and wise Greek teacher (m/f) [Tropes: Single Parent // Child as matchmaker // Age gap]
Find love, have a good time with no strings attached (flings!) or just do your own thing (and hopefully escape slavery).
Physical description RO's
Play the demo here!
Immersive playlist (Youtube Music)
More information will be shared soon.
Also, this is my first IF and I haven't written anything major really for the past 10 years - so I might be somewhat rusty in some parts and completely new to other parts (namely, ChoiceScript). If you have tips, tricks, resources to learn/get better and constructive criticism, or you found any bugs or mistakes once the demo is out, I'd love to hear from you!
Thank you so much for reading, I hope you'll enjoy my story!
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Update!
Folks, sorry for disappearing, three months, I know. Some things happened, and I had to sort out others, but here is the update (this update is the one that was available on Patreon, but I’m bringing it here, and no, unfortunately, it doesn’t bring the things involving the old demo and the trip to the faerie lands; that will be for the next one). I won’t go into detail now, but I am returning. For now, Patreon remains paused as I still have to finish translating and wrap up some other things. But I intend to bring news later.
And I updated some links too.
The update is small, but the next one will be bigger. (Really)
Update: 12,000 words. (With corrections on some things)
Total demo: 203,000 words, including code.
Link
And of course, thank you all for your patience, and I hope you enjoy it, even if it’s small. And again, feedback, suggestions, and constructive criticism are always welcome, okay :grin: See you soon.
Ps: I got the count wrong and forgot to update, but I’ve just corrected it now.
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TRG is in-progress, 18+, Interactive Gothic Horror Novel
1890s. The Earl of Crestwood is hosting an out of season party at his estate, a historic occasion that marks his inheritance and engagement. Your father was invited, but illness kept him confined to his estate. By fortune - or fate - you've just returned from America, and Society is eager to welcome you. A perfect arrangement is made.
But that's not who you are.
You are an investigator, a spy sent to gather information and follow up on rumours surrounding the estate and this is merely your cover story that should serve you for the short time you will spend in Yorkshire.
What will you uncover? How far will you go? Perhaps your stay will take longer than you think…
➤ Extensive protagonist customization!
➤ No skill checks! Only important choices (with checkpoints)!
➤ Multiple endings!
➤ Immersive environment which reacts to you!
➤ Romance - genuinely, or not!
DEMO (SFW)
Wordcount: 30K

ROMANCE
Edward W. Chastel (M) - your host. Good-looking, charismatic and well-positioned man in his mid 30s. Engaged.
Anthony/Anthonia M. Chastel (GS) - Edward's brother/sister. Mysterious law student who quickly grows fond of you, for better or worse.
Raoul C. Barnet/Briar B. Woods (always same-gender) - Your partner. Temperamental but loyal to a fault.
Are there Flings/SubROs?
Yes. But for now they'll have to stay in their spot, as side characters, to avoid any mess before the first draft is finished.

FEEDBACK
Do you have enough of choices? Is your MC's personality expressed?
Typos, errors, bugs, pronoun errors etc.
All suggestions will be recorded.
tags: @interact-if @interactive-fiction-recs-for-you
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What's new:
A screen that lets the player decide the appearance and personality traits of MC when they were a human.
Derek and Max's POV is added to the end of the prologue. It shows how they turned MC into a vampire.
The second part of Chapter One.
A new achievement.
A tutorial screen is at the beginning of the game.
Added a new page on the Journal (CONTENT IS STILL IN DEVELOPMENT)
Changes:
The background image for settings, saves, and alerts is the same as the one on the lateral menu.
Corrections on the prologue.
Special icons appear on the choices during the game (from Chapter One and onwards), indicating which personality stat will affect the player's personality.
Special icons appear on the choices made during the game (from Chapter One and onwards) to indicate when a choice affects a character's relationship.
The icons of the menu and header: animation and shadow effect.
The icons of the choices: animation and shadow effect.
In the Journal, hovering over a personality stat shows the description.
YOU MUST START A NEW PLAYTHROUGH
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me every day without fail: I'll do [chore] when I get home
me when I get home:

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Spices of the Heart Update!
Four chapters now available to play—full of smut, drama, and kitchen shenanigans.
You can have sex with your ex and then tell them it didn’t mean anything. You can go to an orgy and let Céline watch while you have fun with Eve. Or you can keep things simple and just have fun with Eve/Evan while the orgy plays out in the background… Or convince them to skip the chaos entirely and play cards instead.
Hope you enjoy it!
My goal with this game is to dethrone All Pro Wrestling and its five chili peppers, so let me know how I’m doing spice-wise.
Also—please share your stat page on the forum! Here I have a feeling some of them might be way too high already, making most tests automatic passes. That could lock players out of some failure-path content, so I’d love feedback on that.
As always, point me to any grammar and continuity errors. Thank you!
Demo Here
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CT:OS Update #9 public release is now live!
Here’s the link!
Hope you guys enjoy it, I’m looking forward to reading your messages and comments/feedback.
I’m hoping that I’ve caught and fixed most of the bugs but if there’s still things that don’t work, let me know here on the forums/ on Tumblr (@allieebobo) or drop me an email at [email protected].
Features:
This chapter has a pretty beefy/substantial word-count (total wordcount is now 898k!)
Features:
Fall festival (mini-car trip to a nearby town: hang out with your hallmates, feast on doughnuts and pies and apple cider, kiss in a corn maze with G)
Experience the fall-out and consequences of your Halloween Hookup (if you’d done something with Felix…) this got a lot lengthier than I thought (and very branchy)
Extra fall dates with Tobin/Rayyan (if romanced). This includes a hike or a run + dip in a frigid lake, respectively — you can commit to them on these dates!
Gear up for the National Doubles Tournament — including some friendly matches to decide who’s picked to represent Cargill, and who your doubles partner ends up being (Felix is an option…)!
Play the first three rounds of the Doubles tournament (win all of them, and you’re through to the quarter-finals!)
Bump into a certain redhead who’s now more foe than friend (technically, anyway)
Spend your first night in the hotel room (pre-match shenanigans with one particular character, for the brave and the lucky…)
Extra scenes added:
Challenge match re-match against the player you’d lost to e.g. Deepal, which means the highest possible rank is now No. 3
Valentina’s Tacos now plays Mexican music (Son Jarocho)
Conversation with Tobin the…intimate scene at the Halloween party (their first queer experience! <3
Sam POV scene after returning home from the weekend at Cargill (3 variations: open, rejected, and committed branches)
A new hookup achievement if you hook up with two people on Halloween...
Extra note: Also! For the supporters who asked to be alerted to when the update should be mostly safe to play with minimal file changes/ disruptions to the save, I think now is the time!! (I hope). Sorry and I hope to be better about early beta-testing next round <3 Thank you for your patience!!
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When tumblr refreshes itself and the fic I was reading fucking disappears forever 💔

I’ve been searching for a smau I was reading for three days 😔
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