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Struggling with life .

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Omg! Yes! I'm 5'10 but I'm now dedicated to wearing the heels ice always wanted to. This community is so supportive. Thank you guys! Yall are everything !

Sugaring for me

Even though I am a newbie and I haven’t really started. Sugaring is going to be pivotal for me. It’s a double life in a sense but also its apart of becoming who I want to be. I don’t wanna sugar forever just make some ends meet and save so I can travel and do things I want/need to. But it’s also going to help me and my self esteem. Most sugar babies I follow have this A1 love for themselves and their money. The “I love myself and I’m the baddest bitch walking” mentality is what I want. You gotta start somewhere, even if you’re pretending in the beginning. I’m not looking to love myself through my encounters because I can easily see how In the beginning it could be some guilt. But while I’m researching and planning my approach I get to start a new attitude. Don’t let anyone talk to me any kind of way, realize what I’m worth. Even pretending in the beginning to have confidence in myself while dealing with these men will better me. It’s business. I think being on this journey alone (not having my friends or family know) will force me to fuck with myself harder than I ever did. But I want to believe in myself before I start. I don’t want sugaring to break me. I just want to love me and put time and effort into myself. For once in my life…

I stand by my decision to sugar and I can’t wait to be the woman I always wanted to be.

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😍😍😍 I'm just seeing this from being gone so long but thank you! Following you back!

That made me feel so good

To feel like you’re not always alone. Yall are so supportive on Tumblr. I love it. 😁😁😁

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The only thing I’m committed to right now is bettering myself.

(via phuckindope)

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Note to self

You should put yourself out there more

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Anyone from the DMV

If you're a SW in the dmv hit me up! I need some sugar baby friends that's on their grind too!

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Im backkkkkkkkkkkk

So reality hit me again. I told a friend (more like three) that I wanted to be an escort and a sugar baby and that totally went bad. So much negativity people saying no you won't be the same. So I kept working my dumb jobs, dealing with supervisors and customers who are rude as fuck and now I'm back here. Back at the same epiphany I had months ago. The system is shit. I have dreams. My dreams require money. I have debt, my debt will go away with money. I need to graduate, I need money to graduate. So I'm going to continue with my original plan. Lose my 20 pounds build my website and begin searching for SD's and clients for escorting in September/ October. These 14-15 dollar jobs is not cutting it and barely pay for one class at an HBCU. I'm done. I'm going to work for this shit my way and get everything I need and save the money I need until I graduate and can fully support myself and my dreams. I'll be reaching out for more advice on little things on Tumblr but for the most part I see a lot of sugar babies say it's a learning thing. Well, I'm def ready to learn and put in the work. This is perfect timing in my life because I still need to raise my self esteem and learn to love myself. I'm ready to be HBIC in my own damn life. I'm just ready to live. I'll be writing on my journey just in case someone is in the same position I am. Love you ladies!

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I hate when my thoughts about being a rich hoe keep me up at night

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Why even live ?

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Sometimes I think it's not worth it

That I should just quit everything ...

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For the past few years, I’ve been settling for dead end jobs, useless men, weak aesthetics, and I am MISERABLE!Today, I take control of my life. My ultimate goal is to be a trophy wife while owning a...

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It takes 21 days to form a habit.

(via factsandreality)

I'm ready! Let's go

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Tomorrow I am taking my pictures

I have to start something tomorrow! I'm gonna borrow like 50 dollars from my mom. Buy a nice outfit. Pick out another outfit I already have and my best friend is going to take really nice pictures of me. I'm going to get the SB thing started asap. I'm desperate but I know nothing will happen for awhile...but at least I put something out there right? I have to make some money smh. I have somewhere special to go at 7, so a lot needs to be done. And I will get it done. I have to get out of this money situation ASAP...I am going to figure out my current vanilla job situation. Go visit another job that I actually want. Take my pictures. Update my SA and AM accounts. AND go for a run ( I gotta drop these 10 pounds). It will be done. No longer standing in my own way...

I'm tired of crying at night because of my debt and inability to do things I love because of money. It's stops now.

Sugar babies, you can chime in if you want...You guys are always welcome. 

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Act as though I am, and I will be.