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all i do on here is post about missing my faves and then disappear again for another 6 months

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I miss my hero academia

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i want suguru to be with a reader who is shy but lusts for him unabashedly on the inside while he berates himself if he so much as pictures you making out with him

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the sooner people understand x reader as a literary device and not a blank slate for you get mad at for not actually being a blank slate, the more fun we’ll all have. the reader-insert will never be a perfect empty canvas. even without character and world motivation it’s just the sheer fact that these things are written by imperfect humans—some of them do it better than others but all of them will leave their dirty filthy thumbprints on ur precious mirror of a entryway, that’s literally just how creation works. it will never perfectly include everyone, it’s not meant to, they work exactly the same as other characters—the degree to which you relate to them will depend on the story, what they do, and who’s writing it (and you who’s reading it, of course).

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persona 5: phantom x is like a drug. im addicted

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Being a girl is: wanting to go to bed early but deciding to just get on tumblr/wattpad/Ao3 for a little bit and then end up finding a fic series that you really like and read until well past your usual bedtime then keeping on because it’s already past your bedtime. Then being mad when you wake up in the morning because you overslept your timer.

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“I don’t do math because I’m gay” “the gays can’t do math” “If I explain math on tumblr I’ll lose my gay card” all of you apologize to Alan Turing right now 

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being left on delivered but seeing them active and posting in real time is crazy work

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im so hungry, i could eat oomf

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hi guyz! so, it's been a while—regarding my neighbor! toji fic. im sure people are over it and i was too. i definitely lost my interest and decided that i probably wasn't going to continue it due to some hate and critique i got from it. at first, i was discouraged from the comments and asks i received over it but after thinking it through, i wanna clear some things up.

TOPIC OF GR**MING UNDER THE CUT ⬇️

1. in no way was it my intention to make this fic feel like there was any themes of grooming involved.

i sincerely apologize to anyone who's read this fic and gotten uncomfortable because they felt that the themes ive stated above was present in my writing.

therefore, i want to restate that i wrote this with the intention of doing a twist on the dad's best friend! trope and that toji did not care for the reader or saw her in any romantic/sexual way until she came back to the neighborhood a few years later.

i wanted to try my hand at writing a reader that was pining over someone older—someone they couldn't have. it's not unrealistic to have a crush on someone much older than you.

my mistake was making the reader 19. id like to preface this by saying the reason i made the reader that age, is because i was 19 when i first came up with the idea for this fic. secondly, a majority of my followers were that age during the first time i posted the fic back in 2022-2023.

with all that being said, ive changed the tags and edited some parts of the fic to make it clear that the reader is currently in her 20's (however old you see fit) and that toji did not have any interest in her until now.

if you read this far, thank you. i hope you'll still find it in yourself to support my work, if not, thank you anyway 🫶🏼

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the urge to send asks towards my favorite writers to let them know how much I love them is strong tonight

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btw that sinners movie,,,never seen so many munches in one film before. bless.

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𓆩 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐂✘𝐍’𝐓 𝐑𝐄✘𝐂𝐇 𝐘✘𝐔 𓆪 ᶠᵗ. ᴹᶦᶜʰᵃᵉˡ ᴷᵃᶦˢᵉʳ

𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞? 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.

𓆩❦𓆪 summary. As a foreign exchange student in Japan, you’re ready to embrace the uni experience and start a new chapter in your life—and maybe even love. When swiping right on Michael Kaiser, you assume that his profile is fake so you’re quick to block and unmatch him. But when you cross paths on campus, he opens up a world filled with obsession and possession. You find yourself drawn to him, unable to resist the pull he has on your heart yet the question of “Is this real love?”, plays on your mind throughout—So what happens when the devil can’t let go instead?

𓆩❦𓆪 warnings/tags. 18+, female! reader, angst, smut, manipulative love, toxic romance, toxic relationship depictions, college/uni au, slow burn (ish), love triangle, another love interest, the usage of [y/n] (as little as possible), all characters are aged 19-20, miscommunication, slight mutual pining, alcohol n smoking usage from others, death, violence, slight bllk au with slight tweaks, mention of U-20 match n NEL arc = spoilers

𓆩❦𓆪 warnings 2.0. Reader’s dad is her only family as mum passed away when she was born, Shidou is your old online best friend, Chigiri n Bachira are your besties, word count on chapters will be around 3-6k so apologies if long fics aint your thing!

𓆩❦𓆪 status. Ongoing

𓆩❦𓆪 word count. 31.2k

𓆩❦𓆪 taglist. @chuua-l0ver @werfiedeii @shigirakiswhore @kr3ideprinz @nakidoriii @sh4do3 @pctterheadd @hainge @x-averagelife-x @xerophyides ⌞ OPEN ⌝

𓆩❦𓆪 chapter Index.

ch. one ➜ Should’ve Swiped Left From The Beginning

ch. two ➜ Unmatched Encounters

ch. three ➜ Lingering Feelings

ch. four ➜ In The Devil’s Company

ch. five ➜ You Don’t Know Me

ch. six ➜ In Too Deep

ch. seven ➜ ⌞ Pending… ⌝

𓆩❦𓆪 a note from yours truly. Lo and behold, the fic that I’ve been working on for a while now ⋆˙⟡ ‘When The Devil Can’t Reach You’ is my first ever long fic n pretty much I’m just excited for you guys to join along the journey with where this spiralling story goes — 🐉 ⋆｡°·𓂃🖊️

𓆩❦𓆪 series tags. #wtdcry

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being in your 20s and not having a group of girl best friends to hang out with is so real and so incredibly painful

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will you complete part 3 of your how to seduce your neighbour series? it’s so good!!!

tbh im not sure (т т) id have to change some stuff in the story cause its not rlly resonating with me anymore,,,

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RAHHH YOUR THEME IS SOOO CUTE AND CLEANNNN 😩🩷🦅 the layout that you have for the jjk dating post is *chefs kiss*

KAHDWLDJ THANK YOU SO MUCHH MWAH 💋💋 *ignore that i answered this hella late*

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OH MY GOD YOURE BACK LMFAO

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HIII 🎀 tbh im not rlly back, just lurking 🐿️