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parents that try to guilt trip their kids for feeding them and providing a roof over their heads are disgusting like that is ur responsibility as their parent, as someone that chose to raise them, that’s part of the damn job description and in no way do ur kids owe u for that, not even a single bit

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you can be high-functioning and still have depression

you can do things and still have anxiety

you can eat even if you have an eating disorder

you can smile and still be so sad inside

you can struggling and still wear make-up

you can have good grades and still have mental health problems

you do not have to fit a specific stereotype

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Went shopping yesterday for new clothes as ive lost some weight, ended up in tears and tried to kill my self i didn't release that was going to be such a big trigger. Feeling disgusting, fat and ill

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I wanted to kill myself and you were yelling about dirty dishes

12 word story, d.m (via i-need-a-cure) (via pvnkslut)

wow… this just hit me on a very personal level.

(via kiefeon)

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Scale: congrats! You've lost 7 lbs!

Me and my fat body: bitch where?

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me: *obsessively weighs myself* me: *counts every calorie* me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly* me: *lies about eating to loved ones* also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it

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I want thinner wrists and I want a thinner waist and I want a little bubble butt and I was my breasts to fall perfectly into cute bralettes and I want a flat stomach to show off with high waist jeans and I want a defined jawline and protruding collarbones is that too much to ask for

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i want to forget what you did to me

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Depression has been killing so many people lately. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t afraid of it killing me too.

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I'm so done, done with everything feeling fat, sad, overwelmed, and everything else. Why should i have to continue on living i feel more of a problem than a person now its all to much and i cant do it anymore, no going back now

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Person: Anorexia kills you, you recover or you die

Depression: Okay but like, would dying really be that bad?

Ana: Yeah I'm with this guy, at least you wouldn't be fat.

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You don’t understand, I’ll never be happy. That’s why I can’t live anymore, no matter how much you want me to.

(via stillawfullydepressed)

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Fighting Depression. Is hard when you have no real reason to fight it. Why pretend everything is fine, when everything pretty much sucks?

(via suicidalproxyy)

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Can I die now please?

Life (via sad-empty-lost)

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