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Noone asked her. Noone ever ask her anything so she has to inorganically insert herself into the conversation. She just wants to be part of the group and she's seen as weird for it because she just doesn't fit in because she's not friends with anyone. What if I kms

Ragatha drops some lore on where she grew up, and what her family was like. And by her own admission, her mother was...well..."a lot". Enough that Ragatha gets visibly shaken when talking about her.

Ragatha: I'm sure she doesn't miss me. I certainly don't miss the yelling...and the berating...and guilt-tripping...and the...[quickly downs her drink and laughs unconvincingly]'' Yeah. Just kind of a farm girl. Nothing too out of the ordinary.

Notice that unlike all the others (Jax included), Ragatha is never asked to talk about her life, she’s the one who brings the subject on the table. You can feel she’s craving to be opened about her true feelings to someone, but because everyone else sees her as the "happy-go-lucky" one, they don’t even bother asking, and after she talks too much, she brushes it off like if she did something wrong.

Take note of Jax's reaction after hearing Ragatha’s story. He doesn't tease her about any of this, like he did with Zooble's own past. He just quietly studies his own drink, as if he recognizes that this is a sore spot for Ragatha and doesn't want to mock her over it.

It's hard to not feel bad for Ragatha after what happens throughout the episode: After the series of adventures, the other Circus members all go hang out with each other, with Gangle, Zooble, and Kinger together, and Pomni and Jax starting to bond with each other, leaving Ragatha all alone. Because Ragatha embodies toxic positivity to the point where the others are uncomfortable around her due to finding her positivity to be annoying or insincere, combined with how she desperately craves love and affection from the others around her, this scene shows that deep down, Ragatha doesn't have any true friends.

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A good meal and good friends keep the nightmares away.

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My take on a falingon inspired formal gown. I was gonna draw more but I have already so many wips

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New pfp!

Original

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ice cold take, but the one thing that does bother me with farcille shippers and people who thirst over falin is the general lack of understanding of falin's preferences and character. People use and see her as an object of desire rather than a character with her own personality. Either just as a giant monster to fuck or as a curvy woman but completely shooting over the fact she is canonically uncomfortable not having her boundaries respected. She canonically dislikes tight and overly feminine clothes despite marcille enjoying it. It's also seen in kui's drawings that the clothes falin actually enjoys are clothes marcille disapproves of. I just don't enjoy falins treatment as a character with her own preferences personality and boundaries overlooked. I think it's objectifying her at worst. (which she is fictional) but if you truly love falin you know what I mean

Like i get sexy falin shit but sometimes i can't help but feel like that's not even the same character anymore

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I just rerembered how much better the Manga version of this scene was and then this happened low-key inspired by this one analysis of the bath scene iykyk

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Too mushy for main

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Pony mithrun because I'm obsessed with the idea of him as a unicorn with a broken horn.

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Thinking about the touden siblings hugs during and post canon.

Stilted. Emotionally reppressed. One sided.

Stilted. Emotionally heavy. One sided. Half-heartedly reciprocated.

Enthusiastic. Mutual. Warm. Emotional. Happy. Light-hearted.

It just show how much those siblings healed.

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This short film reminds me so vividly of marcille and falin. The difficulties of accepting changes in both your life and your relationships. The nostalgia of childhood. One girl clinging to the past and the other moving forward.

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The difference between l*bru and laimar in one picture

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What if I started to love you because you witnessed the worst of me and didn't run away? What if you saw the terrified little girl inside of me and comforted her? What if I saw the monster you've become and fought to save it? What if I was indifferent to you until I realized you were a freak, and I was shocked, ofuscated, but somehow I always ended up smiling around you? What if you thought my smile was the most comforting sight that ever was? What if the image of me committing atrocities to save someone I loved was forever inprinted into your brain? What if the things that made us different from other people was the things that brought us together? What if I made you realize that humans aren't so bad because I'm human too? What if you asked me if I wanted to work by your side, and when I said yes, you stood up to terrifying authority to make it happen? What if we were both freaks who gave each other a home and a purpose? What then???

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"...I wanted to know what it tasted like"

Hooray for finishing a drawing in one evening and not caring if it's ugly

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A hearty serving of (all sorts of) Falins!

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When they're discussing chimeras in chapter 3, laios start gushing about chickens for no apparent reasons. The arrows indicate "reptilian features" and "surprisingly dangerous".

The foreshadowing game in dungeon meshi is on a whole other level. It's actually insane.

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Laimay day 10: beach episode

My first late contribution to laimay ☺️ it was a lot of fun, i'll try to do more prompts. By trying to mimic the ryoko kui's chibi style, it ended up looking bee and puppycat. Make me feel nostalgic.

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Marcille being put off by laios's behavior isn't the default of their relationship: here's why

The thing about marcille's initial "dislike" of laios is that people don't put it in context.

I belive that after her resentment regarding falin faded, marcille didn't have any particular negative feelings for laios. Here's two pre-canon interactions as shown in the first ending

Marcille is happily engaging with both of the siblings. Laios is even sitting a little closer. That's not to say they were very close, they were still just "my sister's best friend/my best friend's brother" to each other. But I believe their interactions were at least cordial and respectful before falin was eaten, as shown in the first chapter.

t changed the moment laios suggested the idea of eating monsters. It got worse when laios revealed his fascination, his obsession with monsters. That he has been waiting to eat monsters for a long time. It's something he had never opened up about before, something he had always kept in his mind, never to come out.

And for marcille, who was already in a stressful situation, learning that she'll have to eat "demonic beasts" the whole trip because that's what her party leader is into? Obviously, that was too much for her to handle at the time. She was hit full blow with the real laios and it was just too much

But that didn't stop here. Marcille started to accept the real laios he revealed to her,to understand why monsters mean so much to him, to genuinely like him for all he is. she also revealed a guarded part of herself in return. Her penchant for dark magic, her fear of outliving her loved ones, and was met with acceptance and understanding from laios.

Marcille being put off by laios isn't the foundation of their relationship, it was a temporary bump in the road before they became truly closer as people. Several moments not yet adapted cement their unique friendship, divorced from their mutual bond with falin. (spoiler under the cut)

Me and bestie enjoying a late night drink in a room full of corpses uwu