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[sunarinniesgf]

Shut up and Come Over pt 2

I rolled down the window to blow the smoke out the window. Since I do not have pockets, and every time I have a purse I lose it since I never want to carry it. Because of that, Kenma will have my cart in his pocket tonight. So I need to get in my hits now before I lose him for hours. When Ivy and I drink too much, Ivy and I, or just us as individuals, walk around by ourselves without any sober supervision and usually make weird or stupid choices. 

I was on the aux, thankfully, and I played Fashion Killa by A$ap Rocky and queued up some Chase Atlantic songs and some 070 Shake. 

“So, is there going to be anyone new at the party tonight?” Ivy asked, turning towards Kuroo.

“Hmmm ...I don’t think so but I know Bokuto will be there tonight” Kuroo said cockily with a smirk then appearing on his face at the mention of Bokuto. I couldn’t help but burst out laughing as Ivy swatted at him for pointing that out. 

Bokuto and Ivy have been sleeping together for a minute. She calls him “her man that isn’t her man”.  The rest of the car ride is just gossiping or singing songs. I see the grand mansion as we pull up the hill. I see Uber's dropping people off in front of the door. Kenma parks the car, and we all step out. I slip my faux black fur coat on since it is a little cold outside. Usually, I wouldn’t wear a coat in fear of losing it or leaving it here and someone else mistakenly taking it. But I am pretty good friends with the twins, so they usually let me store my things in their closet. 

As we open the grand doors, we see lots of people drinking and smoking while mingling. We showed up a little late to avoid helping but early enough to show up before things got too crazy. I run upstairs real fast and throw my coat into Osamu’s closet, then run back down to go take more shots with Ivy. We giggled as we walked into the kitchen while Kenma and Kuroo followed behind but eventually stopped to talk to people. We took three shots of tequila back to back. Ivy spotted Bokuto and decided to go talk to him, which I don’t mind at all. I think they are actually, really cute, and I’ve never liked any guy Ivy was interested in, so it’s pretty refreshing. 

Super Rich Kids start playing loudly throughout the house. There's a crowd of people dancing and singing along in a huge group in the living room. I start feeling the confidence and buzz from the tequila, so I join the group and dance around through the song and then a few more. I sway my hips and really feel the music, forgetting everyone around me. After a while, I leave the dancefloor to take a few more shots and try to find one of my friends. 

I quickly realize Ivy and Bokuto have already disappeared from the party altogether. After walking around for a while, I just want some fresh air. Since everyone is in the pool in the backyard or by the firepit or in the hot tub, I go up to the balcony of Osamu’s room since the twins’ rooms are off limits alongside their parents. I trudged my way upstairs, passing people making out and one of the long lines for one of the bathrooms. I finally make it to Osamu’s room, Slowly I push the door open, making it noisy in case I walk in on something I don’t want to see. 

“Hey, this room is off-limits,” a deep male voice says nonchalantly.

“Um, I’m allowed to be in here actually… My name is Lynn. Nice to meet you,” I say, smiling as I walk over to the open balcony door where he’s standing.

“Oh, you’re Lynn. I’m Suna, but you can call me Rin,”  he says as he hits his joint. I smile at him and sit down on a couch by him. It’s a little cold, so I wrap my arms around myself. 

“Are you cold?” 

“Yeah, just a little…A dress like this isn’t the best attire for being outside during nighttime.” I rub my arms with my hands to warm me up a little. 

“Hold this, you can hit it if you want,” He says as he hands me the joint. I take a few hits since I haven’t smoked since I got here. He walks back out with a blanket and hands it to me. I take one last hit before handing it back to him and grabbing the blanket from him. He sits down next to me on the couch.

“Thank you,” I said, smiling at him sweetly. “You’re the one who records the twins when they fight, right?” I ask, looking out into the beautiful view ahead of us. 

He chuckles to himself. 

“Yes I am. You’re the one with the shitty ex right?” he asked expressionless. 

“Wow. Uh- Yes, I am unfortunately.” That comment made me sober a little. 

“I don’t mean it in a harsh way or as a jab at all. The twins just think the guy is a douchebag and an idiot. I agree with them, but they need someone to let their frustrations out to and unfortunately that person is me.” He offers the joint to me, and I take it. I nod as a response. 

Rin and I sit in silence for a long time, just staring at the view and smoking. It wasn’t an awkward silence plus you can hear everyone being loud in the backyard. 

“Lynn, can I ask a very personal question?” he asks, breaking the silence 

“Sure” 

“Why did you stay so long?”

I sigh. That’s a question I ask myself all the time.

“It wasn’t all bad and he also wasn't the worst I’ve dated. I’m honestly still trying to figure that out for myself.” He looks at me listening to every word. He nods when I finish talking. 

“I understand that.” 

I’m still drunk and now really high. Rin has such a comforting presence. 

“What about you? any relationship horror stories?” When I ask, I turn to face him, my leg landing on his thigh. 

“I’m not much of a relationship guy.” he leans forward to put out the blunt. 

“Why am I not surprised?” I say, smiling and shaking my head. I comfortably drape my legs over his thigh. He places his hand on my leg. 

“Is this okay?” I nod at him. 

All of a sudden, my phone starts buzzing on the outdoor side table next to me. I sigh when I see who's calling me. 

“Hello?”

“LYNNNNNNN”

“Helloooo Kuroooo” 

Rin laughs beside me. 

“OH MY GOD ARE YOU WITH A GUY??”

“Um. It’s really not what you think it is.” 

“Kuroo, give me the phone,” I hear Kenma's distant voice say sternly. 

“Whaaatttt nooooo” 

“Kuroo, give me the damn phone- Hi Lynn are you alright?” 

“Yes, I’m okay, Kenma. I’m not ready to leave yet, though.” 

“That's okay. We still don’t know where Ivy is.” 

I laugh at that. 

“She definitely left hours ago. Let me check her location. Yeah, she's at Bokuto’s.” 

“Okay, see you later.”

“Okay, bye.”

“BYEEEE LYNNNN”

“Bye Kuroo,” I say laughing. I hang up the call and turn my attention back to Rin. 

“Sorry about that, they worry….” I say, laughing a little

 “Wanna go downstairs and dance?” I was nervous to ask, but why not? He nods, and we make our way downstairs together. The music is loud and fast as we reach the dance floor. Rin grabs my hips and pulls me close to him, his face finding the crook of my neck. Everyone else disappears, and I can only feel him. He lightly plants a soft kiss on my neck, and I place my head back to rest on his shoulder as our hips move in sync. His hands gently roam up and down my body as I sway to the music. I haven’t felt this alive in forever. Ivy was right…going to this party was a good idea. I get a call from Kenma asking if we can leave now. I reluctantly said yes. Should I ask him for his number or anything? 

“I have to go…” I yell to him over the music

“Before you leave, can I get your number?” He asks with a high smile. I nod my head with a smile and put my number into his phone. I meet my friends in the car and actually slept at my own place tonight. 

[sunarinniesgf]

Shut up and Come over

“I love you so much I’ll never hurt you you’ve already been through so much”

“Stop acting like a bitch”

“I don’t know if I even love you”

“Harm yourself see if I care”

“I brought this to eat for breakfast since I know you didn’t eat anything”

I open my eyes, to darkness and silence, I sigh. I’m thankful that was only a dream but why do my dreams keep reminding me of him. I sit up, placing my face in my hands. I need to make sure I didn’t wake up Ivy, I glance over at her and she's peacefully sleeping. 

“I need to get out of here” I murmur to myself getting out of bed to get dressed trying not to be too loud. I throw on a hoodie over my cropped tank top and throw on some plaid pj pants with some fuzzy slippers. I sneak out of my room without waking up my best friend. I try to remain as quiet as I can until I reach my car. 

I put my head on the steering wheel and call my guy best friend knowing he’s still probably up playing video games. While it rings I feel tears escaping my eyes cascading down my cheeks. Finally the ringing stops.

“Hello? Why are you calling me it’s like 2 am”

“Kenma can I come over” I ask sniffling

“Did you dream of him again”

I stay silent, not wanting to admit the truth. I hear him sigh.

“Yes you can come over. Just try not to wake Kuroo up” 

“I won’t thank you” 

I quickly hung up the phone and started my car. I put on my playlist and feel a little joy as Right Here by Chase Atlantic fills my empty and dark car. I’ve never minded driving at night. I do kinda enjoy about driving to Kenma’s after I have a nightmare like this. Kuroo’s family is never home and he doesn’t like staying in their big ass house by himself so he’ll usually crash at Kenma’s just like how Ivy is with me. They don’t live too far away. My parents are usually gone on business too as most rich kids in our neighborhood also experience. I’ve never minded it anyways. I never had much of a relationship with them.  It’s our last year of high school and we’re all adults which is crazy. I pull into Kenma's driveway and text him that I'm outside. I hate having to interact with the people who tend to the estate. Not because I think they are beneath me but they also deserve their rest at this hour and I’m just an awkward person. I see the front door open and make sure my cart is in my pocket before getting out of the car to walk up. 

Once I reach the door I throw my arms around Kenma's neck and his arms snake around my back. 

“Come on inside it’s cold” he murmured into my hair.

 I release him from my grasp and follow him to his room after he shuts and locks the door. I take my slippers off and flop on his bed as he turns his attention back to the screen, not before wrapping his arm around me so I can be in his grasp while he plays. A few tears slip from my eyes again as I fumble with my pocket trying to get my cart out. I finally find it and take a few hits of it. Usually I’d offer some to Kenma but he always declines since it’ll affect his performance on his game. I decide to text Ivy.

Hey babe♡  I had another nightmare and didn’t want to wake u so I’m at Kenma’s if you head over in the morning I’m sure Kuroo will let you in…Love u

“Are you gonna sit here on your phone or are you gonna sleep” I hear his deep voice say. I roll over to be able to look at his face.

“I don’t want to fall back asleep and just hear his words echo in my head” I look him in the eyes as I talk since he surprisingly ended up pausing his game. He sighs, putting down the controller and pulling me closer to his body. 

“He never deserved you” He said, sincerely rubbing my back. I nuzzle my face into him for comfort. 

“Do you want to watch Courage the Cowardly Dog?” he asks, monotoned.

 I smile. I love when he does stuff like this. I nod my head at him with a stupid smile on my face. He shakes his head as grabs the controller to open Max and puts it on. Kenma lays there with me watching my comfort show until I drift off into sleep. 

“WAKE UP IVY IS HER-oh” I hear Kuroo yell while opening the door I’m guessing. No one has ever seen me and Kenma hold each other like this, especially not Kuroo. I told Ivy about it because naturally, I tell her everything. I’m the first to sit up between the two of us. Kenma’s arm hangs loosely over my thighs since it naturally fell there after I sat up. 

“Kuroo will you shut the fuck up you’re so damn loud all the time” Kenma groans next to me. I giggle as I climb out of the bed. 

“Where is she?” I ask looking at Kuroo who has this dumbass shocked look on his face. I don’t find it all that shocking. Kenma and I sleep in the same bed at least once a week sometimes every night of the week. 

“She's in the kitchen” Kuroo said, clearing his throat trying not to act like a child about what he just saw. I nod my head and walk past him making my way to the kitchen. To my surprise he follows after me and doesn’t stay to confront Kenma. I feel like I’m about to be ambushed. As I enter the kitchen I see my best friend grinning ear to ear. Oh no. This shit can't be good then. 

“Lynn, Kuroo and I came up with an amazing Idea and you can’t say no” I groan loudly. No way this shit is happening to me.

“Hey! You haven’t even heard it yet!” Ivy exclaims, offended.

“I don’t think I need to if you and this bozo came up with it together” I say pointing my thumb at Kuroo. 

“Look babe, We just think it would be a great idea for you to come out to this party tonight…” Ivy looks at me for a reaction. Surprisingly I’m not opposed to the idea. 

“Fine but I’m not gonna be designated driver. What’s the dress code or theme?” I state my condition and she and Kuroo start smiling ear to ear. 

“Don't worry Kenma will be designated driver” Kuroo said, putting his finger in the air and smiling. 

“Excuse me?” I see a sleepy shirtless Kenma rubbing his eyes and walking in behind Kuroo. Kuroo’s smile immediately drops. 

“Kenma pleaseeee” I say, giving him pleading eyes. I know he’ll give in. He sighs, shaking his head. I know that's my yes. 

“Thank you” I say, giving him a hug not caring if they see since they both know we’re a little touchy now. 

“Oh and the dress code/theme thing is based off of a song” Kuroo says “It’s like a volleyball party plus friends and the twins are throwing it so obviously Astumu picked the hardest theme, a literal song” he chuckles to himself. 

“What song?” I ask releasing Kenma from my grasp and turning to face Kuroo who is now sitting at the kitchen island. 

“Super Rich Kids by Frank Ocean” I hum at the revealed theme. 

“Interesting” I say already trying to plan an outfit in my head. 

“So dress snobby?” I ask, looking at him. Kuroo nods in response. 

“We can do that,” Ivy said, getting up, putting her mug in the sink. 

“It’s 2 pm, we should head home” I say looking at her. She nods at me and we say bye to the boys and head back to my house. 

As soon as we get back to the house I open my closet doors and step in looking around for something to wear.  I want to show out for the theme since everyone does at these parties. After moving here I've only been to a few. Usually I'll just stay home with Kenma while Ivy and Kuroo go. This is my chance to meet new people and put myself out there. I decided to go with a dress I’ve never worn before. It was expensive so it’ll fit the theme nicely. It's a v-line black skin tight silk dress that dips a little low in the back with a little strap of diamonds wrapping around my back that the dress exposes. I picked out a long black fur coat to go with it and some black strappy heels. I helped Ivy pick her outfit then we just watched tv until 6. 

At 6 we decide to start getting ready. I take an everything shower and start curling my hair since I feel like that’ll fit the vibe nicely.  I love that the dress shows a little bit of my spin tattoo. I do my makeup which consists of a full face, smokey eyeliner, lashes, and some lip gloss. I put on some jewelry and slip my heels on. Ivy and I decided to pregame without Kuroo since we wanted it to be a girls thing to celebrate me starting to go out again. After a few shots of tequila Kuroo and Kenma were at my house. 

“Hi Kenma Hi Kuroo” I say smiling at them. Kenma’s eyes look like they are going to pop out of his head while Kuroo just smirks at me. 

“Wow Lynn,  you clean up fucking fantastic” Kuroo said looking me up and down 

“Thank you but no, cowboy” I say with a small smile pushing past him. 

“Lynn gets in the passenger seat because she gets car sick” Kenma said Opening the door of his Audi for me. I smile at him as I get in, for thanks. “What no fair” Kuroo says while pouting