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Cheering You Up

Dear Awiel, I know you probably kever check tumblr anymore. But, I weally want to write you this. You were very down with not being able to go somewhere you really want and I feel very bad cuz I know you felt terrible. I felt like ot was my fault because to be honest, as much as I want yoh ahppy I never want you to ever leave. I told you this before and it's pretty lame. I just can't get over myself with being too far from you. Enough about me, let's cheer you up. There are many things I don't tell you, Awiel. Yknow how I first go the word ILYA? Well, I read a book and got it from that. I've been writing a lot of diary entries for you to read when you get my journal this year. Im4 trying my best to write daily. Sometimes I wrote stupid comments in between when I really hate myself or am very guilty (probably you know this already). I have a folder filled with hundereds of your voice messages. I kiss my doll every night and pretend that it's you. Now you know most of my little dirty secrets, you must be thinking I'm very crazy. Well, indeed I am. I am crazily in love with you. These days I really miss you and I really want to meet you, but I know I have to wait. I am trying to get used to being far away. I'm trying to be less clingy, easily emotional, and all the other things you might find annoying. Because I'm sure I'll die by the time you go to college if I stay this way. I'm scared I'll just nag and scold you everyday. I want us to stay so I'll have to change. I have those days where I really don't feel anything and again, I'm scared I had lost feelings for you. I know it's pretty stupid. Sometime I wake up in the morning and I forgot that I had you. I am taken, I have the greates, one and only sun buddy there is. Sometimes I find it remarkable you still want to be with me and that you want meee. It really does flatter me a whole freaking lot. I want you to feel the same way and show you as much love as I can. although sometimes I'm not in a mood and I've been having bad moods these days because idk I just want this school year to end already. I guess that's why. Sorry about all that. Anyways, that's all for this entwy awielll. I hope my nonsensical writing cheerssss youuu uppp!! ♡♡♡ Love, Lilith 🌻

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Is it cheesy to say Ive dreamt of us getting married together?

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via weheartit

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cute date idea: we make out for three hours.

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Hey Awiel, Im sowwy I'm a disappointment. It's been awhile since I wrote something too. I also really miss you, to be honest I extremely miss you. It kinda hurts just thinking about it, I'm sowwy. Sometime I just have days where I weally wanna go back or I have days that I want you to comeback, but I know that's never going to happen. This is a challenge for us, rite? I'm sure we can pass this test for our love. Every night I always dream and think about you falling asleep by my side. I can feel ur breathe, feel ur face. It felt nice. The real thing would be perfect.I weally weally want us being officially together to be a real thing someday and I'm gonna work hard to achieve that. I am trying my best and I hope you are too. I'll do anything to be able to achieve that dream cuz that's weally want I want in the future. To finally be yours, officially and yknowwww araaaaa. I miss your laugh, your smile, your cheeks, your hands, everything. I miss every aspect of you, Awiel. I weally do. I wish I can be there for you 24/7. I'm sowwy if i had not been very supportive or loving. Just know my love for you is endless. My love for you is like the sun, it's always there for you but sometimes you can't see it. Anyways that's it for this entwy, sowwy for making it short. I hope you read it Love, Lilith

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Hey wawa, So well I’m writing another paragraph right now since you asked me to. It’s actually been quite a while since I’ve done this so might as well do it now.  I miss you wawa, I weally do. Ever since the day we moved away I’ve missed you so much. All I want is to be with you wawa, I always wanna be with you. You’re the only person I always want to spend my time with, I want you in my embrace wawa. I wanna hold you in my arms tightly. I want us to stay together. Everyday I think about you wawa, about being with you. I can’t wait for the day we can finally be together everyday, when the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing i see at night is your face, your beautiful face. I hope you’ll still be with me when that day comes, pwease be with me wawa, I wuvv you, I don’t want you to leave. I never do. Pwease know that I’ll always try my very best for our future wawa. I’ll always love you no matter what happens. You mean the world to me wawa, even more than that. You’re the most pwecious thing in my life right now. I hope you try your best too wawa. Thank you for being with me all this time. Thank you for always supporting me, loving me, caring for me, and so many other things you’ve done to me. I don’t know where I would be without you to be honest. So, from the bottom of my heart, Thank you.

Love,  Zepar

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Hey wawa,

You wanted me to write a paragraph and well I haven’t written in here for quite a long time so I might as well write it here. Y’know, I think about you a lot wawa, everytime I do anything chances are I’m thinking about you. There’s always something that reminds me of you in a way everyday wawa, and y’know what I’m not complaining cuz I like thinking about you. I like thinking about the wawa I wuvv and care about so much. My sun buddy. Throughout the one and a half years we’ve been together, you’ve changed my life wawa. I don’w know what I would be like without you, without everything you’ve done for me. I don’t know what I would be like without your love, care, or support. Thank you for doing all those things to me wawa, I weally appreciate it. Thank you thank you thank you thank youuuuuuu. I can never say it enough so thank youuuuuuu. I want to spend an eternity with you wawa, I want my future to have you in it. I want us in the future to be together. And well, the future is full of uncertainties but I still believe we’re going to make it there together. Even though I’m still scared about what might happen in the future, just the possibility of spending it with you cheers me up. Whenever I feel unmotivated, I would remind myself that I’m doing it for you, for us. I want you to feel the same way too. I want to do everything I can to ensure our future together, no matter what it takes, I’ll try. I hope you would too. Anyways, I think that’s about it this time, sowwy if its bad or not long enough but that’s all I have in mind, baiiiiii <3 <3 <3

With Love, Zepar