sundaymourninss

[sundaymourninss]

I thought I’d be alone till death but this past year I’ve been blessed with the most kind, sweet, beautiful women.

Love is the answer.. fuck the rest of it and take the risk of letting someone in cause what you gotta lose when your life already be a misery.

[sundaymourninss]

Being based is harder than I thought.

[sundaymourninss]

Indefinite truth is appealing yet unattainable.. this makes me feel uncomfortable.

[sundaymourninss]

It’s Monday, 19th of May and I am content.

[sundaymourninss]

Body is failing

But the mind is prevailing

[sundaymourninss]

Everything feels wrong

[sundaymourninss]

It’s Monday, 2nd of May and I feel numb.

[sundaymourninss]

Do not dwell in darkness as the shadows are addictive.

I’ve been here for 6 years and the path back fades with every pressing month.

I grow tired and worry how long I can keep going in the quest to exist the labyrinth..

I feel deaths presence so it seems I need to get a move on as I do not wish to walk with him.

[sundaymourninss]

Lusting for connection but letting someone in makes me feel physically sick.

[sundaymourninss]

I admire authentic people

[sundaymourninss]

These Malevolent deeds have soul breaking tendencies.

[sundaymourninss]

I often contemplate my own existence and the fact that I don’t have a real personality without external stimuli.

[sundaymourninss]

It’s Sunday, 1st of May and I am empty