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remember hockey player Eren? Mikasa going to one of his games with a sign “EREN #19 I sucked ur dick in high school!”

AHAHAHAH STOP I LOVE IT !!!! AND SHE'S HIS FIANCEE THE WHOLE TIME LMFAO !!!! I forgot about hockey AU omg lol but i love this idea, like Eren is just minding his own business and looks out onto the crowd, sees his soon to be wife with the most UNHINGED sign ever in the crowd and he's like omg, SO EMBARASSED LOL AND THE ANNOUNCERS ARE HAVING A HAY DAY !!!

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Girlie pls tell me your darkblog!! You can delete the answer later 😫

YES BUT HOW DO I KNOW WHEN U SEE IT AND WHEN TO DELETE!! U can message me if u want and I can attempt to give u hints, but honestly I don't use it that much anymore anyway, I'm very much minimally involved in the fandom now

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hes doxxing again and now making threats https://x.com/AkiyamaYoshifu

It's giving ✨cyber attack ✨

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hey i’m reading „maybe masquerades don't suck” i think it was chapter 9?? about hair, and now i’m scrolling through tik tik and I stumbled upon this 

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMBvXqL46/

it’s so funny lol I think this video and chapter exists in the same universe or something.

Omg hello my friend!! AHAHAH MMDS WHAT A THROWBACK OMG !! I had to go and reread the chapter lol, I was like wtf did I write??? I COULD SEE IT THO AHAHAH !! HE DOES LOVE HER HAIR!! No doubt he'd be ruined with it short or long lmfao, she comes home with a new hairstyle and he's like EXCUSE ME I HAVE TO JUST GO AND JACK OFF FOR A BIT, THANKS ITS BEEN REAL!!! Mikasa looks cute with all hair styles, short or long ! Pixie cut is peak tho, bc it shows off her pretty face !! I hope ur enjoying the fic ahahaha, it was fun when I wrote it :)

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https://x.com/kasumi_kasa/status/1916470174875627690?t=fBmShhDLn37fsqt15bbEeg&s=19

AHAHAHAH IM CACKLING WHAT IS THIS!! HES SO FUNNY HE JUST SITS ON HER DESK LIKE A LITTLE GOOBER !! THE MUSIC LMFAO !!

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lysssss pierre lost !! we cheered 🥳

FUCK PIERRE I HATE THAY GUY!!!! HIS FACE IS SO PUNCHABLE!!! LET DADDY MARK RISE!! HE WAS LOSING HIS OWN RIDING TOO WHICH MAKES VICTORY THAT MUCH SWEETER LMFAO

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Feminist mikasa asking frat boy Eren what he wants for his birthday and he goes “the titties”

HE WANTS A TITTY JOB!! AND ALSO TO FALL ASLEEP BURIED IN HER CHEST!!! NO DOUBTS, NOTHING !!! HE GETS TO DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO THEM !!!

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Its Eren’s birthday and in the frat boy au, feminist Mikasa is doing her best to fulfill all his fantasies “just for today”! Which might include some deepthroating and not wearing condoms as birthday presents

ofc!! It's what he deserves!! And alsso Mikasa prancing around in nothing but his t-shirt and like MAYBE some socks! MAYBE !!! but also u know they have some kind of celebration with the family and he spends the ENTIRE time making thinly veiled innuendos that Mikasa has to scramble to cover up and later during cake he makes her sit on his lap while he cuts the first slice like an asshole !LOL

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https://www.tumblr.com/sunlightandsuffering/779336301925302272/soo-since-you-came-back-new-alpha-chapter

What abouuuuuuut THE SWITCH

SWITCH !!! NOT GONNA LIE I WOULDN'T HOLD UR BREATH !!!!

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HOT UPDATE I TOOK ONE LOOK AT THE BITE ME SMUT, CRINGED AND PROMPTLY LEFT THE CHAT, SO IM UMM JUST GONNA PRETEND IT DOESN'T EXIST !

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https://www.tumblr.com/sunlightandsuffering/779336196305321984/i-may-be-in-the-minority-in-your-category-of-abo

But i (remember precisely) that you ever wrote such a (short) sequel about Bite Me in this very tumblr of yours back then, Lys.

It’s like… Eren and Mikasa finally run away (or sort of?) from their pack, and they built their very own new pack where they both are the leaders. Both Alphas, and spouse (?). Yeah, completely break the conservative rules of their old pack.

Then they have Jean and Marco to asked join their newly built pack. And Eren who might notice it, like, deliberately interrupt the moment when Mika and Jean are right in the middle their meeting to discuss about it… in nothing but shirtless and just pants, maybe to show horseface a little of his possessiveness over Mikasa, and to distract her mind…

Something like that.

So, i thought… well, maybe you’d developed a little from that and give such sequel, even if it’s not that long. I guess… 😅

OH yes! I think I remember this! I'm shocked y'all have such good memories!! I don't even know where it is now lol!!!!! I highly doubt I will elaborate on it anymore tho, If i find it i can post it here tho for u to have !! But I think when I first wrote that it was when I was still like in the process of writing bite me and I think it sort of conflicts now with maybe how I ended it?? Idk i'd have to go and reread lol!!!

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omg eren talking while his mouth is on mikasa's pussy in ruin. that totally sent her over the edge. 10/10 eren is professional pussy eater lol

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE NEVER WRITTEN IT BEFORE REALY LOL!!! HE WOULD BE THO BC IT'S WHAT SHE DESERVES AND U KNOW SHE'S THE PRETTIEST !!!!!! I think i see it so much in fics that I got desensitized to it and was like WHATEVERRRR

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Sorting AO3 is actually a research skill that can come in handy for writing a paper. You’re actually sorting a database by looking for characteristics of your fanfic whether by filtering tags or directly searching.

Librarian: “Where did you learn how to search like that?”

Me: “Uhm a literature website.”

Millennial librarian behind me stifling a laugh.

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This is so random but like I aspire to live like you. You’re in grad school and you still find the time and energy to go out, exercise and cause chaos on the internet all at once! lmao

BABE THIS IS THE NICEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER SAID TO ME I LOVE YOU, I CAN'T PROFESS MY LOVE AND AFFECTION ENOUGH!! IN HONOUR OF YOU I WILL TRY TO KEEP BEING CHAOTIC!!!!! IT'S MY GOAL IN LIFE, HOT GIRL SUMMER ALWYAS !! I think that I must ramp it up actually, I MUST LIVE UP TO THIS VERSION OF LYS WHO HAS HER SHIT TOGETHER AND CONSISTENTLY CAUSES CHAOS I DON'T CAUSE ENOUGH I NEED TO CAUSE MORE !!! MORE ~!!!!!!

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Soo since you came back

NEW ALPHA CHAPTER WHENN??

PEOPLE NEEDS POSSESIVE EREN

I HAVE NO EARTHLY IDEA!! ITS THE NEXT DOC I HAVE TO OPEN AND STARE AT FOR WEEKS ON END UNTIL SOMETHING STRIKES ME !!!!

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the doxxer is 19. one of his 'victims' is 28 rofl

BRO WHAT ARE THEY FEEDING THE KIDS THESE DAYS LIKE FUCK!! FEED THEM SOME FUCKING JAIL TIME JESUS CHRIST, WE NEED TO SCARE CHILDREN MORE WITH INTERNET SAFETY!!

I sound like a grandmother but like THE CHILDREN SHOULDN'T BE FUCKING AROUND WITH THAT SHIT LIKE BRO!??!?! U GO ONLINE AND U MIND UR OWN BUSINESS, DO U KNOW HOW MUCH ANXIETY JUST STARTING THIS BLOG CAUSED ME?!?!? LIKE WHAT !!! BRING BACK FEAR 2K25

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I may be in the minority in your category of a/b/o stories, but I'm sorry: I still much prefer the dynamics and plotting of Eremika in ‘Bite Me’ over Alpha. I’m so sorry… 😭🙏

Eremika in ‘Bite Me’ is so incredibly exciting, and made jaw-dropping in every way, from start to finish, that it makes me want to keep screaming the encore: "Lys, I want more! I want more!!”

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THE WAY THAT I CAN NO. LONGER REMEMBER THE EXACT PLOT OF BITE ME IS HILARIOUS !!!! It's okay we got some OG shooters here u know I don't begrudge my original ABO fic AHAHA 🤣 I MEAN U NEVER KNOW !! I was vry pleased when I firstg wrote it and i do remember the running up the stairs scene I think I felt smug about it if I recall correctly !