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still stuck in 2016

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alternatives to “i want to die”:

i want things to change

i want a different life

today was a shitty day/week

i don’t want to live like this

i want to be somewhere else in life

i’m not where i want to be yet

+ much more

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this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass

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Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Mary Magdalene”

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when susan sontag wrote “I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it”

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Love is a miraculous journey. A journey we all need to take whether we like it or not. It can lead you to the darkest tunnels there are, filled with vile creatures and deviations that blind us, but it can also lead you to the most mesmerizing gardens filled with flowers you’ve never saw or felt before. The journey is unpredictable, but it must be taken.

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Talking too much is dangerous

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In the club saying shit like "frankly" and "in all honesty"

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Thanking God everyday for being on my side, seeing me through the darkest of days, educating me and loving me. When I think I can’t go on you always give me a reason to be great, my biggest supporter & teacher even when I think you aren’t here or it’s too much you show me the path. I love you God, please stay with me forever.

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Words by Rune Lazuli /Jerzy Kosiński from The Devil Tree

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Cho Giseok

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People will be like, "MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS!!!! SUPPORT MENTAL HEALTH!!!!!" but will treat you like an actual piece of human shit whenever you show signs of said mental illnesses.

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"No one remembered my birthday-" Well, but did YOU tell anyone it was coming up and you wanted to celebrate it with them?

"I wish someone would see through it when I tell people I'm fine-" Well, but have YOU considered not lying when people ask you how you're doing?

"I am so resentful of my friend because they keep doing this thing that really bothers me-" Well, but have YOU directly communicated that the thing is bothering you?

"I am burning out because my friend keeps expecting me to help them with serious struggles-" Well, but have YOU tried to establish the boundaries you need to feel okay?

"No one ever asks me about this thing I really care about-" Well, but have YOU brought it up yourself?

"I miss my friend but they haven't texted me-" Well, but have YOU been reaching out to them?

Sometimes people are mean, uncaring assholes, in which case you get to be mad. But sometimes you just need to communicate better. Try communication before you assume someone doesn't care!

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Organic

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growing up with a psychologist for a mother was so funny because my sister and i would be like “mo-om why do we have to go to bed now” and she would respond with a long explanation of the research on the effects of sleep on the brain and body followed by another explanation on permissive vs. authoritarian vs. authoritative parenting styles, with citations