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The sudden urge to become an anime blog 😞

[sunoooism]

ᯓ✦⭑٠ ࣪⭑★⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝑴𝒀 𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑻 ━━ 𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐈-𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀'𝐒 𝟐𝐊 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓

in celebration of hitting 2k followers (thank you !!) i've decided to open up an event !! it will run indefinitely (until i make an announcement about closing it). the event rules, characters, and prompts are listed below the cut !!

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒

i only write for male/gn readers (this includes trans readers); fem reader asks will be denied

i will not write smut or hurt/no comfort content

i will write romantic or platonic relationships

fics will be written in second person

fics will be ~200 words per person/character

send asks with the character(s) and prompt (either from my list or create your own !!) clearly listed to my inbox

ex: "can you write gojo with "dancing in the rain" please"

posts will be tagged with #★⊹ ࣪ ˖ niki-phoria 2k event

please be patient !! i will do my best to write every request in a timely manner

feel free to send any questions to my inbox and i will answer them as soon as possible

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑...

jujutsu kaisen ━ itadori yuuji, fushiguro megumi, inumaki toge, okkotsu yuuta, gojo satoru, geto suguru, choso

enhypen ━ ot7

tomorrow x together ━ ot5

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (please choose 01-02 prompts per request !!)

dialogue

"come back to bed"

"did you eat today?"

"can i stay with you tonight?"

"i brought you something" "why?" "it reminded me of you"

"you're blushing"

"i'm here. i've got you"

"is that my hoodie?"

"you're staring" "you're pretty/handsome"

"you remembered?"

"i thought i had lost you"

"just let me take care of you"

"i hate you" "you love me"

moments

playing with/styling their hair

wiping their tears away

patching up their wounds

dancing in the rain

stealing bites of their food

helping adjust their outfit

stargazing

falling asleep together

caring for them when they're sick

sneaking out to see them

waking up next to them

tropes

friends to lovers

secret dating

forced proximity

childhood friends

oblivious best friends

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› summary : what txt do when you're feeling sad ! (separately)

› fluff , comfort / wc: 691

› warnings : mentions of sadness, little bit of crying, a few kisses, hand holding, not proofread, gn!reader. muias writing comeback ?? 😓 literally praying this shows up in tags caused it's queued. ALSO, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY PORRIDGE SLANDER.

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choi yeonjun

→ cooks for you

you sniffle as yeonjun places a bowl of porridge in front of you, wiping your watery eyes with the ends of your knitted jumper. "thanks, 'jun."

"of course, pretty." he smiles, leaning down to dab at your damp cheeks. you let him do it for you, his touch so delicate, as though he thought you'd crack without it. he finished his ministrations with a tender kiss to your puffy cheek.

"'m gonna get some jam for your porridge."

your face lights up a little. "raspberry ?"

you can hear yeonjun chuckle as he rummages around your cupboards, fetching an unopened jar of jam before he makes his way back to you and your steaming bowl of oats.

"duh, what else." his lips quirk up as he let a dollop of the sweet spread melt into your food.

choi soobin

→ takes you on a walk

you let out a yawn, the chilly air filling your lungs as you continued strolling down the narrow road with your boyfriend. his gloved hand was tightly clutching yours, making sure to keep you on the inside of the pathway and away from moving cars.

"you look so cute, all bundled up like that." soobin chuckles, staring down at you with his scarf and earmuffs practically swallowing you whole. and a fluffy coat that fell past your knees just like he insisted.

"I really think you should have worn gloves like I said..."

"binnie, I'm fine, I promise." you smile lovingly, leaning against his side as he kept your hands warm in his. with him, you already felt better and your heart a little lighter.

choi beomgyu

→ tries to cheer you up with his jokes

"what ? you didn't think that one was funny ?"

he's grinning, and you're trying your absolute hardest not to as well. your hardest wasn't enough though, apparently.

as soon as Beomgyu sees your lips quirk up —even if it's the smallest smile to ever exist— he's wrapping you in his arms and squeezing tightly.

"ah, see ! you do think I'm funny !"

it's not even the joke itself that makes you laugh. his smile is contagious, and even if you wanted to stay sad and wallow in self pity some more you couldn't, he wouldn't let you.

"mmm, maybe a little..." your arms slip around his waist, squeezing him back as you sigh contently into his warmth.

kang taehyun

→ reads to you

you gazed up at taehyun as your head rested on his chest. just simply admiring him while he read to you. his voice was gentle and soft, adoring brown eyes flicking across the page. you had always loved when he'd read to you, especially when you were feeling down. he always managed to help.

he stole a quick glance at you, wondering if you'd maybe fallen asleep because of your stillness and silence. but when he caught you staring he let a small smile stretch out on his lips.

"do I have somethin' on my face ?" taehyun chuckles, placing a thumb in-between the pages of the book so as to not lose his place. you smile in return and brought a hand up to the hair which framed his face, tucking it away from his eyes and behind his ear.

"no. jus' wanted to look at you."

he grins, pressing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose before continuing to read to you.

huening kai

→ doesn't let go of you

your room was blanketed with darkness, soft breaths and whispers of sweet nothings filled your head. the gentle scent of kai's cologne wafted around the cozy room. your boyfriend had you pressed against his chest, and he made sure to keep you close when he tangled his legs with yours.

"are you feeling a bit better ?" he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper as he let his thumb draw circles on your lower back. you hum at the soothing action, sighing contently into his chest.

"mhm, 'm feelin' a little better. thank you, hyuka."

kai smiles and presses a warm kiss to the top of your head, pulling you even closer until your nose was pressed into the juncture of his neck. the two of you lay there with one another in a comfortable silence, exchanging tender and chaste kisses as the melancholic feeling faded from your body.

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[sunoooism]

heres a song for you, from my playlists, purely based on vibes

Omg I listened to it and it's so good <3

[sunoooism]

> summary : txt groupchat ft.reader, part three

> warnings : I haven't posted anything in like 50 million years sorry, crack ? profanity, yeonjun being old, suggestive jokes, kys jokes, Beabadoobee stans rise up, for some reason u need to zoom out a lil to read everything.....gn! reader lmk if I missed anything

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> summary : bsf!txt as texts me and my bsf have had, part two

> warnings : crack ? profanity, me & my friend aren't that funny, suggestive jokes, reader not understanding 'Heathers' references, reader is a vegetarian bc i say so, mentions of a gun being held at Kai's head, gn! reader lmk if I missed anything REST OF THE MEMBERS UNDER CUT !

⊹

→ choi yeonjun, choi soobin & choi beomgyu

→ kang taehyun & huening kai

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> summary : bf!texts with Jiung <3

> warnings : cute Jiung obvi, cursing, ik Halloween has passed but I saw the opportunity so I took it, lil bit of arguing, Intak is involved ??, petnames: sweetheart, sweets, ml (my love) & love, gn! reader

📞. . . brr brr . . . . brr brr, hello?

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> summary : txt group chat (+ yn)

> warnings : cursing, mention of drugs, piss in cereal ? soobin is mad, Yeonjun says he'll sleep on train tracks, Kai is favourite again, it's all platonic guys, gn!reader. lmk if I missed anything lol.

I was bored

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> summary : txt group chat (+ yn)

> warnings : cursing, mention of drugs and alcohol, yeonjun is high (and maybe drunk), kys jokes, suggestive ?? Idk sex jokes, soobin threatens to shove a remote up yeonjuns ass, it's all platonic guys, gn!reader. lmk if I missed anything lol.

Idrk what possessed me to do this

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[sunoooism]

6teen, he they, nonbinary, I love my floor potato

⊹ info; carrd, dni/byf, masterlist

( matching bios w @/deadaldipshit-jpg )

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> summary : bsf!txt as texts me and my bsf have had

> warnings : crack ? profanity, me & my friend aren't that funny, mentions of murder, light hearted threats of kys (it's a joke), taehyun like your grandma a little too much, gn! reader REST OF THE MEMBERS UNDER CUT !

⊹

→ choi yeonjun, choi soobin & choi beomgyu

→ kang taehyun & huening kai

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I was down ; you picked me up

› summary: in which Taehyun finds you in a pit of despair and helps you climb out.

› angst, comfort / wc: 1,628

 › warnings: mental health issues, self doubting thoughts, suicidal thoughts/intentions, eating disorder & depression, crying, mentions of throwing up, angst, comfort ending, some sort of higher education au (they live in dormitories), if you're ever feeling like this please reach out to someone (my dms r open), I'm not at all romanticising this kind of behaviour but it's comfort writing and very much self indulgent, don't read if you don't like, gn!reader.

everything around you felt dull and dark, felt like it was suffocating you, dragging you down into its grey mass. it had this horrible feeling of loneliness splashed into the mix, filling up your lungs until you were drowning in it. and what was worse, nobody cared enough to pull you out. you supposed it was nobody's fault but your own though. summer was the chance you had been waiting for, the chance to erase yourself. unanswered texts, missed calls and unreturned letters piled up for too long and eventually your friends stopped trying all together. it hurt, but you had achieved your motive in the end, so you didn't understand why you felt so unpleasantly about it. unfortunately rumours were now circling about the school, the hot new subject being that you thought you were too good for your old friends and that's why you ghosted them. ironic, your mind that loved to torture you so with your low self esteem was laughing at you. yet, today you didn't seem to care enough to express it outwardly.

hair askew, uniform crinkled, eyebags that felt ever so heavy, you dragged yourself to the library. earning a few glares and nudges on your way, you had guessed they were fueled by the rumours. and despite looking worse than death itself, no one seemed to notice the longing for it behind your lifeless eyes. as you passed through the many hallways, you spotted your friends, now ex friends, all laughing together through a window. the usual numbness you felt was replaced by a wave of hurt that almost swallowed you whole when you saw how unaffected they were by your absence, even though you knew you didn't have the right to, not after you purposely cut them off. although there were many students blocking your view of them, Soobin still managed to clock you gazing at them with wistful longing and regret.

in an act of panic you jumped at his sudden attention and sped away from them, but not before you heard Kai call your name. fortunately for you a study period was last on your schedule, so you made your way to your dorm, trying to look as inconspicuous as one could when speed walking away from a group of people. the footsteps managed to follow you through buzzing crowds until you reached the hall of which your dorm was located, you breathed a sigh of relief when you could no longer hear their thundering stomps.

warm tears were already making their way down your cheeks by the time you'd collapsed on your bed and hidden yourself amongst the many blankets and cushions sitting upon it. you let your sadness consume you once again, choking on your gasps and sniffles.

your room was your only outlet of peace, every student at the school knew that, which is why you didn't understand why someone was now banging on your door when they were meant to be in class anyway. you didn't have the energy nor the care to open the door. not leaving your dorm in three and a half days had made you feel like jelly whenever you moved, that and all those days depriving yourself of food, water and daylight didn't help either. you had hoped it was punishment enough for pushing your friends away, but apparently something in your body wanted for you to suffer more, curled up in your bed staring at a blank wall until you fell asleep. the showers and the cookie basket your mother sent were calling to you, almost as inviting as a siren song. but with most things these days you couldn't find it in yourself to want to or care enough.

the incessant knocking on your door continued, as well as the now overuse of your name being called. in all honesty the thought of someone seeing you like this made you want to throw up, probably what they would do at the sight of you. ah, your mind was torturing you again, enough to make you teeter and sway at the edge, but never enough to push you over and watch you tumble down until you hit rock bottom.

you heard your doorknob turn and someone walk in. you thought you had locked your door? not knowing who it was you were ready for some judgemental looks being thrown your way when they saw your state. you were hoping it was an axe murderer coming to end your pathetic and dreary life but apparently not as kang taehyun was all who flooded your vision.

"y/n, what the fuck? everyone thought you were dead" the sentence had come out more venomous than he'd of liked, but right now it was hard to sound soft as he stared at his friend looking like they'd been drained of all life.

"might as well be" your throaty response came out quiet, but he heard, and it broke his heart more than when you'd dumped him right before summer. though it was the first time he'd heard you speak in 9 weeks, he could hear all the self loathing and resentment your tone held. taehyun laid a hand on your arm, rubbing soothing circles that spread the first warmth you'd felt in weeks through your body, then he asked the question everyone who felt like you dreaded and hoped for at the same time.

"are you okay?"

somehow, you still had enough fluids in you to push down your stoic barrier and let everything pour out. tears began to stream down your cheeks, which only worried the boy that knelt beside you further. "y/n?" the call of your name passed right through you, too busy gasping between sobs to acknowledge he was talking to you.

"y/n? can you sit up for me?" his tone was mellow, just as soft as his touch that had now trailed down to your hands. you supposed he didn't want to upset you more than you already were by sounding angry. despite the gnawing thought of wanting to curl up in a ball and die because someone had seen you like this, you manoeuvred your body languidly so you could lean against the wall, because you knew that this was best for you right now.

after a moment of putting the deep breathing exercises Yeonjun had taught you to good use, a tissue was held in front of you. your shaky hand reached out and grasped it, barely strong enough to hold it up to your face.

"i'm sorry" the words escaped you before you could even choose to say them, a frown etching its way onto taehyun's brows when he heard. "why are you apologising?"

"I-" the words died in your throat once you realised you weren't quite sure why, was it because you dumped him? because of the fact you ignored him all summer only for him to be the person comforting you at your lowest? both?.

"you don't have to apologise for feeling things'' you didn't quite know how to respond to that. your lack of reply gave him another opening to speak. "do you want to talk more about it after some food and a shower?" nodding hesitantly, you followed his slow movements to walk towards the door, planning to grab clean clothes and a towel on the way. that plan was quickly brushed to the back of your mind when your vision clouded over with black spots, weakening you until you collapsed back onto your bed with a shaky breath that alerted taehyun to your troubles.

"woah, you alright? want me to grab a nurse?" all that followed was a brisk shake of your head and tears making their home under your lash line once again.

stupid. you couldn't even walk right.

"i'm sorry" you squeaked out, voice quivery with the sniffles. "hey, it's okay. there's no need for apologies over this, yeah?" your body sought out refuge as it leant into his palm he had placed gently on your cheek, his affection burning your skin with the familiar warmth that had always come to you when the two of you were dating. you wondered how he felt about all this, watching his ex fall apart multiple times in ten minutes for a reason that was unknown to him. god, you must have looked stupid.

"i'm sorry, taehyun" you finally spoke after an awkward silence, both waiting for the other to say something. "hey, what did I just-"

"no. it's, it's not for that," he watched you carefully, as if he looked too hard you might crack under his gaze. you hated that, but nevertheless you were grateful he cared. "i'm sorry for ignoring you this summer, it wasn't fair to you, or to anyone else I ditched. I just, I want you to know it wasn't because of you. i just thought it might hurt less for you and me when i…."

the rest was caught in your throat as you couldn't bring yourself to say it in front of him, the boy who'd said he would give you the whole world if he could. the boy who treated you like royalty every minute you spent together, the boy who used to love you more than anything else. the boy who still does love you more than anything else. he didn't deserve to hear what you were about to say.

"when you..?" one glance up into his curious brown eyes was all it took for him to understand. you could see him trying to mask the pain for your sake, hiding it so you didn't feel guilty. but you already did.

"i'm sor-" you were promptly interrupted when taehyun spoke over you, eyes gazing fondly into yours. "hey,"

"no more sorries, 'k?"

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› summary: in which all you have left of beomgyu is remnants of a shooting star.

› angst / wc: 699

›  warnings: mentions of cheating, kind of asshole gyu, profanity, lying, gn!reader.

when you'd met Choi Beomgyu you had believed it was courtesy of the wish you made the day prior, under the night sky and upon a shooting star. he surely seemed like a wish made once upon a time. patient, loving, charming, humourous, intelligent and kind were all traits of Beomgyu. so naturally, you couldn't help but fall in love with him.

he was your favourite person. well, he was then. being with Beomgyu was the definition of first love, thrilling but all too bittersweet in the end. he was there for you when you had tough days, when you felt like nothing was worth it he reminded you of what and who you had. he was your person, promising to stay by your side for eternity.

and just like he'd made you happy, you tried to do the same for him.

you spent time with him often, made him meals, bought him gifts and thought about him almost 24/7. wasn't that enough? apparently not. the lazy mornings didn't cut it for him anymore. neither did your saturday dates it seemed. his excuse was work, like always. you worked too, and it may not have been as time consuming as his job but it was still a hard schedule to maintain, and you always made sure to love him. you always made time to check in on him, asking if he ate, if he'd slept, how he felt. you always made time to be with him. but apparently you just weren't worth the time of day anymore. it felt as if you slept next to nothing but a friend now, even if that. last night had been the last straw for both of you.

“why does it feel like you have no love to show me anymore?” it wasn't something he'd expected to hear, obviously. the leather couch was chilling under your bare legs, but you didn't mind if it meant you'd get an answer to the question that had been festering in your mind for a couple weeks. “pardon?” he asked with a dry chuckle. he looked so tired. not physically, just of you maybe.

“why does it feel like you have no-

“i heard you, y/n”

for a while there was only silence. the regret slowly crept up on you while you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, anxiously awaiting his answer you knew you probably wouldn't like. but this was Beomgyu, surely he'd be gentle with it.

“honestly?”

oh. perhaps not.

dread now swirled around in your stomach. you willed yourself not to cry, he hadn't even given you a proper answer yet.

“i care for you, I really do. but-

don't say that. no.

“just, not in the way I used to”

why? you wanted to ask, but all that escaped you was a shaky breath.

he looked at you with so much pity then, like he could hear the fragile pieces of your heart he just turned to dust.

“i know it's cruel, I'm sorry-

it is, and you're not.

“i…..

I've been seeing someone else"

oh? “oh”

It hurt. everything hurt. "I'll promise to stay. forever." what a load of fucking bullshit.

“what happened to forever?”

“it…. didn't seem as important as him”

ouch.

was it guilt that was swimming in those mesmerising brown eyes? you hoped so. and it may seem petty, but you hoped it ate him alive.

was it bad you couldn't cry anymore? your pillow was damp, and your face and hair faintly smelt of salt. you hadn't slept at all so you knew your eyebags would be accentuated and your eyes bloodshot. you wondered if Beomgyu had gotten any sleep, probably not. you locked the bedroom door so he was forced to sleep on your uncomfortable couch. a fit punishment but not merely enough.

when you left the comfort of your room, you found the apartment empty and in silence. the only indication that Beomgyu had ever been here being the clothes In your room and photos scattered around the place. ones that held smiles.

a note was left on the counter, and against your better judgement you decided to read it.

dear, y/n

I'm sorry I did this to you, I truly am. call me a liar, but I still care for you

- Beomgyu

you didn't believe him, because the nature of liars is to lie. and because of that now all you had were remnants of a shooting star, leftovers of a wish made once upon a time.

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your favorite color is green 🕊 ˚✧ ₊˚ʚ

✧˚ ༘ 🐍⋆｡˚ it reminds you of the summer you turned three

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◉﹒now playing . ıllı ៸៸ chaconne ! by enhypen ! ›  ༚.°

> text scenarios/smaus

random bf texts → k.s

sending bf!enha bad pick up lines → ot7

© sunoooism 2023 || translation or reposting of the author's works is strictly prohibited. tumblr is my only platform, if you see my work posted elsewhere, please report it and let me know right away ! do not plagiarize my work !

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RANDOM BF TEXTS - kim sunoo x gn!reader

୨୧ . . . content- established relationship, fluff, slight angst, crack, profanity, mention of a falling out, gn!reader.

📞. . . brr brr . . . . brr brr, hello?

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