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hii ! I've made the decision to leave this blog behind <3

I'm not leaving Tumblr completely, but I don't really write anymore, and this blog was centered around txt/kpop and I'm just not that involved in moablr anymore !! I do still listen to txt and kpop in general though <3 I think I've had this account for a good few years now ?? I used to write for Stranger things, Wednesday, Teen wolf and MULTIPLE anime series so it's definitely been through a lot of fandoms and themes 😭 overall I think this account is just very cluttered and it's just not my favourite place to be, I've met a lot of people and the majority were really nice and I'm grateful to still be in contact with some of them !!

@ffinnamon will be my new account from now on ! It won't be a writing blog, probably just a mix of everything I'm interested in tbh. I won't delete this one, I just won't be logged in anymore :))

For my moots of course I'd love to still be your mutual ! I'll probably follow a few of you from my new account but if I miss anyone I apologise 🤞🏻🤞🏻

[sunoooism]

hii ! I've made the decision to leave this blog behind <3

I'm not leaving Tumblr completely, but I don't really write anymore, and this blog was centered around txt/kpop and I'm just not that involved in moablr anymore !! I do still listen to txt and kpop in general though <3 I think I've had this account for a good few years now ?? I used to write for Stranger things, Wednesday, Teen wolf and MULTIPLE anime series so it's definitely been through a lot of fandoms and themes 😭 overall I think this account is just very cluttered and it's just not my favourite place to be, I've met a lot of people and the majority were really nice and I'm grateful to still be in contact with some of them !!

@ffinnamon will be my new account from now on ! It won't be a writing blog, probably just a mix of everything I'm interested in tbh. I won't delete this one, I just won't be logged in anymore :))

For my moots of course I'd love to still be your mutual ! I'll probably follow a few of you from my new account but if I miss anyone I apologise 🤞🏻🤞🏻

[sunoooism]

› summary : what txt do when you're feeling sad ! (separately)

› fluff , comfort / wc: 691

› warnings : mentions of sadness, little bit of crying, a few kisses, hand holding, not proofread, gn!reader. muias writing comeback ?? 😓 literally praying this shows up in tags caused it's queued. ALSO, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY PORRIDGE SLANDER.

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choi yeonjun

→ cooks for you

you sniffle as yeonjun places a bowl of porridge in front of you, wiping your watery eyes with the ends of your knitted jumper. "thanks, 'jun."

"of course, pretty." he smiles, leaning down to dab at your damp cheeks. you let him do it for you, his touch so delicate, as though he thought you'd crack without it. he finished his ministrations with a tender kiss to your puffy cheek.

"'m gonna get some jam for your porridge."

your face lights up a little. "raspberry ?"

you can hear yeonjun chuckle as he rummages around your cupboards, fetching an unopened jar of jam before he makes his way back to you and your steaming bowl of oats.

"duh, what else." his lips quirk up as he let a dollop of the sweet spread melt into your food.

choi soobin

→ takes you on a walk

you let out a yawn, the chilly air filling your lungs as you continued strolling down the narrow road with your boyfriend. his gloved hand was tightly clutching yours, making sure to keep you on the inside of the pathway and away from moving cars.

"you look so cute, all bundled up like that." soobin chuckles, staring down at you with his scarf and earmuffs practically swallowing you whole. and a fluffy coat that fell past your knees just like he insisted.

"I really think you should have worn gloves like I said..."

"binnie, I'm fine, I promise." you smile lovingly, leaning against his side as he kept your hands warm in his. with him, you already felt better and your heart a little lighter.

choi beomgyu

→ tries to cheer you up with his jokes

"what ? you didn't think that one was funny ?"

he's grinning, and you're trying your absolute hardest not to as well. your hardest wasn't enough though, apparently.

as soon as Beomgyu sees your lips quirk up —even if it's the smallest smile to ever exist— he's wrapping you in his arms and squeezing tightly.

"ah, see ! you do think I'm funny !"

it's not even the joke itself that makes you laugh. his smile is contagious, and even if you wanted to stay sad and wallow in self pity some more you couldn't, he wouldn't let you.

"mmm, maybe a little..." your arms slip around his waist, squeezing him back as you sigh contently into his warmth.

kang taehyun

→ reads to you

you gazed up at taehyun as your head rested on his chest. just simply admiring him while he read to you. his voice was gentle and soft, adoring brown eyes flicking across the page. you had always loved when he'd read to you, especially when you were feeling down. he always managed to help.

he stole a quick glance at you, wondering if you'd maybe fallen asleep because of your stillness and silence. but when he caught you staring he let a small smile stretch out on his lips.

"do I have somethin' on my face ?" taehyun chuckles, placing a thumb in-between the pages of the book so as to not lose his place. you smile in return and brought a hand up to the hair which framed his face, tucking it away from his eyes and behind his ear.

"no. jus' wanted to look at you."

he grins, pressing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose before continuing to read to you.

huening kai

→ doesn't let go of you

your room was blanketed with darkness, soft breaths and whispers of sweet nothings filled your head. the gentle scent of kai's cologne wafted around the cozy room. your boyfriend had you pressed against his chest, and he made sure to keep you close when he tangled his legs with yours.

"are you feeling a bit better ?" he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper as he let his thumb draw circles on your lower back. you hum at the soothing action, sighing contently into his chest.

"mhm, 'm feelin' a little better. thank you, hyuka."

kai smiles and presses a warm kiss to the top of your head, pulling you even closer until your nose was pressed into the juncture of his neck. the two of you lay there with one another in a comfortable silence, exchanging tender and chaste kisses as the melancholic feeling faded from your body.

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[sunoooism]

› summary : what txt do when you're feeling sad ! (separately)

› fluff , comfort / wc: 691

› warnings : mentions of sadness, little bit of crying, a few kisses, hand holding, not proofread, gn!reader. muias writing comeback ?? 😓 literally praying this shows up in tags caused it's queued. ALSO, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY PORRIDGE SLANDER.

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choi yeonjun

→ cooks for you

you sniffle as yeonjun places a bowl of porridge in front of you, wiping your watery eyes with the ends of your knitted jumper. "thanks, 'jun."

"of course, pretty." he smiles, leaning down to dab at your damp cheeks. you let him do it for you, his touch so delicate, as though he thought you'd crack without it. he finished his ministrations with a tender kiss to your puffy cheek.

"'m gonna get some jam for your porridge."

your face lights up a little. "raspberry ?"

you can hear yeonjun chuckle as he rummages around your cupboards, fetching an unopened jar of jam before he makes his way back to you and your steaming bowl of oats.

"duh, what else." his lips quirk up as he let a dollop of the sweet spread melt into your food.

choi soobin

→ takes you on a walk

you let out a yawn, the chilly air filling your lungs as you continued strolling down the narrow road with your boyfriend. his gloved hand was tightly clutching yours, making sure to keep you on the inside of the pathway and away from moving cars.

"you look so cute, all bundled up like that." soobin chuckles, staring down at you with his scarf and earmuffs practically swallowing you whole. and a fluffy coat that fell past your knees just like he insisted.

"I really think you should have worn gloves like I said..."

"binnie, I'm fine, I promise." you smile lovingly, leaning against his side as he kept your hands warm in his. with him, you already felt better and your heart a little lighter.

choi beomgyu

→ tries to cheer you up with his jokes

"what ? you didn't think that one was funny ?"

he's grinning, and you're trying your absolute hardest not to as well. your hardest wasn't enough though, apparently.

as soon as Beomgyu sees your lips quirk up —even if it's the smallest smile to ever exist— he's wrapping you in his arms and squeezing tightly.

"ah, see ! you do think I'm funny !"

it's not even the joke itself that makes you laugh. his smile is contagious, and even if you wanted to stay sad and wallow in self pity some more you couldn't, he wouldn't let you.

"mmm, maybe a little..." your arms slip around his waist, squeezing him back as you sigh contently into his warmth.

kang taehyun

→ reads to you

you gazed up at taehyun as your head rested on his chest. just simply admiring him while he read to you. his voice was gentle and soft, adoring brown eyes flicking across the page. you had always loved when he'd read to you, especially when you were feeling down. he always managed to help.

he stole a quick glance at you, wondering if you'd maybe fallen asleep because of your stillness and silence. but when he caught you staring he let a small smile stretch out on his lips.

"do I have somethin' on my face ?" taehyun chuckles, placing a thumb in-between the pages of the book so as to not lose his place. you smile in return and brought a hand up to the hair which framed his face, tucking it away from his eyes and behind his ear.

"no. jus' wanted to look at you."

he grins, pressing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose before continuing to read to you.

huening kai

→ doesn't let go of you

your room was blanketed with darkness, soft breaths and whispers of sweet nothings filled your head. the gentle scent of kai's cologne wafted around the cozy room. your boyfriend had you pressed against his chest, and he made sure to keep you close when he tangled his legs with yours.

"are you feeling a bit better ?" he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper as he let his thumb draw circles on your lower back. you hum at the soothing action, sighing contently into his chest.

"mhm, 'm feelin' a little better. thank you, hyuka."

kai smiles and presses a warm kiss to the top of your head, pulling you even closer until your nose was pressed into the juncture of his neck. the two of you lay there with one another in a comfortable silence, exchanging tender and chaste kisses as the melancholic feeling faded from your body.

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[sunoooism]

> summary : bf!texts with Jiung <3

> warnings : cute Jiung obvi, cursing, ik Halloween has passed but I saw the opportunity so I took it, lil bit of arguing, Intak is involved ??, petnames: sweetheart, sweets, ml (my love) & love, gn! reader

📞. . . brr brr . . . . brr brr, hello?

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피하지 마 절대, you just gotta face it

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› summary: in which all you have left of beomgyu is remnants of a shooting star.

› angst / wc: 699

›  warnings: mentions of cheating, kind of asshole gyu, profanity, lying, gn!reader.

when you'd met Choi Beomgyu you had believed it was courtesy of the wish you made the day prior, under the night sky and upon a shooting star. he surely seemed like a wish made once upon a time. patient, loving, charming, humourous, intelligent and kind were all traits of Beomgyu. so naturally, you couldn't help but fall in love with him.

he was your favourite person. well, he was then. being with Beomgyu was the definition of first love, thrilling but all too bittersweet in the end. he was there for you when you had tough days, when you felt like nothing was worth it he reminded you of what and who you had. he was your person, promising to stay by your side for eternity.

and just like he'd made you happy, you tried to do the same for him.

you spent time with him often, made him meals, bought him gifts and thought about him almost 24/7. wasn't that enough? apparently not. the lazy mornings didn't cut it for him anymore. neither did your saturday dates it seemed. his excuse was work, like always. you worked too, and it may not have been as time consuming as his job but it was still a hard schedule to maintain, and you always made sure to love him. you always made time to check in on him, asking if he ate, if he'd slept, how he felt. you always made time to be with him. but apparently you just weren't worth the time of day anymore. it felt as if you slept next to nothing but a friend now, even if that. last night had been the last straw for both of you.

“why does it feel like you have no love to show me anymore?” it wasn't something he'd expected to hear, obviously. the leather couch was chilling under your bare legs, but you didn't mind if it meant you'd get an answer to the question that had been festering in your mind for a couple weeks. “pardon?” he asked with a dry chuckle. he looked so tired. not physically, just of you maybe.

“why does it feel like you have no-

“i heard you, y/n”

for a while there was only silence. the regret slowly crept up on you while you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, anxiously awaiting his answer you knew you probably wouldn't like. but this was Beomgyu, surely he'd be gentle with it.

“honestly?”

oh. perhaps not.

dread now swirled around in your stomach. you willed yourself not to cry, he hadn't even given you a proper answer yet.

“i care for you, I really do. but-

don't say that. no.

“just, not in the way I used to”

why? you wanted to ask, but all that escaped you was a shaky breath.

he looked at you with so much pity then, like he could hear the fragile pieces of your heart he just turned to dust.

“i know it's cruel, I'm sorry-

it is, and you're not.

“i…..

I've been seeing someone else"

oh? “oh”

It hurt. everything hurt. "I'll promise to stay. forever." what a load of fucking bullshit.

“what happened to forever?”

“it…. didn't seem as important as him”

ouch.

was it guilt that was swimming in those mesmerising brown eyes? you hoped so. and it may seem petty, but you hoped it ate him alive.

was it bad you couldn't cry anymore? your pillow was damp, and your face and hair faintly smelt of salt. you hadn't slept at all so you knew your eyebags would be accentuated and your eyes bloodshot. you wondered if Beomgyu had gotten any sleep, probably not. you locked the bedroom door so he was forced to sleep on your uncomfortable couch. a fit punishment but not merely enough.

when you left the comfort of your room, you found the apartment empty and in silence. the only indication that Beomgyu had ever been here being the clothes In your room and photos scattered around the place. ones that held smiles.

a note was left on the counter, and against your better judgement you decided to read it.

dear, y/n

I'm sorry I did this to you, I truly am. call me a liar, but I still care for you

- Beomgyu

you didn't believe him, because the nature of liars is to lie. and because of that now all you had were remnants of a shooting star, leftovers of a wish made once upon a time.

[sunoooism]

your favorite color is green 🕊 ˚✧ ₊˚ʚ

✧˚ ༘ 🐍⋆｡˚ it reminds you of the summer you turned three

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◉﹒now playing . ıllı ៸៸ chaconne ! by enhypen ! ›  ༚.°

> text scenarios/smaus

random bf texts → k.s

sending bf!enha bad pick up lines → ot7

© sunoooism 2023 || translation or reposting of the author's works is strictly prohibited. tumblr is my only platform, if you see my work posted elsewhere, please report it and let me know right away ! do not plagiarize my work !

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RANDOM BF TEXTS - kim sunoo x gn!reader

୨୧ . . . content- established relationship, fluff, slight angst, crack, profanity, mention of a falling out, gn!reader.

📞. . . brr brr . . . . brr brr, hello?

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> summary : how txt reacts when you dodge their kisses (separately)

› fluff / wc: 2.6k

› warnings : profanity, worrying, self doubt, pranks (obviously), gn!reader

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→ choi yeonjun

petty af.

LIKE EXCUSE YOU⁉️ HOW DARE YOU⁉️

u were just sitting in his lap, scrolling through your phone and using his shoulder as a pillow waiting for the opportune moment.

when he leant down to give you a loving kiss you obviously dodged his lips.

no biggie, he figures. you must have been interested in whatever you were watching, that doesn't bother him.

"can I have a kissy? I didn't mean to get in the way of your phone, promise." pls he's so genuine it hurts.

you're weak for your boyfriend, who wouldn't be, so you're trying with all your might not to crack.

he is flabbergasted when you shake your head and answer with a no.

he knows you love his lips a little too much to be serious.

is confused, so therefore is trying to figure out what ur up to.

when he finally finds out it's a prank.

o h m y g o d.

tortures u 4 the next week.

"Junnie, can I have a kiss? pretty please? :)"

"no."

😦

go along with his game just to piss him off, it's only furthering your original trick.

see who cracks first.

spoiler alert it's him.

→ choi soobin

a tad bit hurt.

you can see his cute little smile drop, and the way he just stares at u. :(((

why would u even do that to him ?

panics a little.

did he make you uncomfortable ? do you not love him anymore ? is his breath smelly ?

you have to try and keep your composure when you see him out of the corner of your eye practically panting into his hand just so he can get a whiff.

even if his breath is completely fine expect to find him scrubbing his teeth and tongue like a maniac.

you'll go looking for him and find the man in question with a toothbrush half way down his throat, save him please.

feel bad and tell him it was a joke rn!! (or else)

he's pouty.

keeps asking for kisses and if you say no-

"you're so mean, after what you put me through? I think I scrubbed off my taste buds !! >:["

except to be trapped in his arms for the rest of the day.

→ choi beomgyu

this guy....

slightly offended and slightly amused, doesn't know which one to fully commit to.

he'll figure out a way to get kisses from you somehow.

the guilt tripping is insane tho.

like.

"I can't believe you don't love me anymore :("

it's all in good spirit tho, he knows u still adore him.

which is why he's now demanding kisses !!

if that doesn't work he'll try to melt u down until you're putty .

the bastard knows his glasses make your knees weak.

if you withstand the all powerful gyu with glasses then he moves onto his deep voice.

um, sorry to say but no one survives that.

he's clingy 4 the rest of the day, it's your fault.

→ kang taehyun

can't be arsed w your bullshit.

the epitome of 😐

knows it's one of your little jokes the moment he hears a hushed giggle.

subtle revenge bordering on yeonjun's pettiness.

no, nevermind. just pettiness.

will deny kisses from you for as long as it takes for you to admit what you did or say sorry.

he might not even stop once you do either of those.

bro's a menace.

It's gotten to the point where you just sneak kisses to his cheek whenever he has his guard down.

he obviously wipes it off tho.

evil.

flash those puppy eyes and his lips r urs again.

→ huening kai

poor bby get's worried he did something wrong :((

panic mode 2

"sweets? are you mad? :(("

gets in his own head a lil bit.

is thinking about everything he did that day in order to deduct how he upset u.

comfort him rn.

he just kind of floats around you for the remainder of the day feeling shitty.

when you ask him what's the matter with an underlying giggle he lies and says nothing.

the immense guilt you feel when you spot him lying on your bed and staring at a plain wall, ignoring his usually overly loved plushies :{

if your heart doesn't get soft who r u.

apologise to this overthinking man.

u r now smothered with kisses and cuddles for the rest of the day, he should have compensation for this outrage !!!

man baby.

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[sunoooism]

SENDING BF!ENHA BAD PICK UP LINES, ot7 enha

୨୧ . . . content— bad pick up lines, crack/fluff, established relationships, gn!reader.

୨୧ . . . 이희승, 박종성 & 제이크 심

୨୧ . . . 박성훈, 김선우 & 양정원

୨୧ . . . 西村 力

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[sunoooism]

› summary: in which you finally share a non platonic kiss with beomgyu.

 › fluff / wc: 817

› warnings: f2l, they're both lovesick, couple of smooches, adorable beomgyu, u ignore your kitten in favour of gyu, gn!reader.

the buzzing light from your dimly lit hallway seeped out onto the dark streets as you unlocked your door. Beomgyu stood behind you, waiting until you would hopefully invite him inside in order to spend more time with each other, he desperately wanted to see you for just a little while longer. his hopes were soon met when you turned around and linked your fingers with his while leading him through the threshold of your apartment.

the scent of lavender overflowed his senses when you pulled him inside, the pungent smell so familiar by now he was almost used to it. the feeling of your fingers grasping his was what brought him back to you but also sent him reeling and craving more of your hold.

with a giggle Beomgyu tugged at your hand so it was able to fit within his fully, you smiled with satisfaction and leant into his touch. his hand was rough and dry with calluses from playing guitar, but you didn't mind, it was just another thing you'd come to love about the man along with the whole of him.

once shoes and jackets had been shed you followed one another into the kitchen, where the kettle was hastily set to boil for tea before being ignored for each other. the both of you were far too busy indulging in shy touches and whispers of what to do to notice your small kitten sitting by the counter, meowing for your attention that was obviously elsewhere for the moment.

“so, what did you bring me in here to do?” Beomgyu asked as he snaked his bare arms around your waist from behind and let his chin rest against your shoulder. “uh, i don’t know to be honest. I just wanted to hold onto you a little longer before you went home”

“did you now?”

you could practically feel the smirk that passed over his smug features, but in reality it was a giddy little grin as he was just happy you wanted to be with him as much as he did with you. he smiled and lifted his head so he could press a shy kiss against your cheek, you giggled at the familiar feeling and turned to meet his eyes.

a couple months ago that would have meant nothing to you, just a simple exchange of affection between best friends. but recently they had been filled with longing for more, whether it was you or him pressing their lips against said person's cheek, the strong sense of ‘more-than-friend-kisses’ remained. you were both just too scared of risking your friendship for a relationship that could potentially fail, so if that meant lingering touches and forever achy hearts were all that could be felt so be it.

breaking apart just for a moment you unraveled yourself from his tempting hold and maneuvered your body so you could face him properly, but when his gaze became too much you resorted to burying your face within his t-shirt clad chest.

the man above you chuckled at your endearing actions and pulled your face back up with his pointer finger and thumb, which left you staring up at his loveable features once more. Beomgyu's eyes were flicking all over your face you could barely keep up, but ultimately you saw them land upon your lips, the ones you hopelessly wanted him to smother with love and affection.

"Is this okay with you?" he asked as his hands came to rest upon your warm cheeks, his tentative touch sending sparks of elation throughout your whole being. you wondered if he could feel your quick heartbeat with your close proximity.

staring up at him with wide eyes, the need to protect your friendship suddenly vanished. you nodded once you'd gotten your bearings, well most of them anyway. some part of you was already floating on cloud nine just at the thought of what was to come.

"words please. I don't want you to regret it, Y/n"

"I won't regret it. so please, kiss me-” you didn’t need to utter another word before his plush lips were on yours, any of the remaining hesitation either of you might have held melting away the moment your eyes fluttered closed and began indulging in your wishes to be close. Beomgyu's hands fell away from your cheeks and skimmed down to your waist where he pulled you to be flush against him. if he couldn't hear your fastening heart before he definitely would now.

the two of you might have stayed there forever, bodies glued to each other for eternity if it wasn't for the aggressive hiss of your kettle demanding to be silenced. you pulled apart regrettably and cursed when the kettle got louder. as you began filling two mugs up with hot water you smiled, even more so when you felt a familiar pair of arms wind round your body once more.

"can we do that again, please"

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don't leave me.

txt soobin x gn!reader; established relationship; slight angst n fluff; warning: not proof read at all

the one where you first meet soobin's members and get close to one specifically, but it ends up making your boyfriend upset

requested

“..and this is yeonjun-hyung.”

you bow at yeonjun respectfully, holding onto soobin’s hand gently out of nervousness. this was your first time ever meeting your boyfriend’s members and as much as you thought you were prepared, you felt small compared to them.

all four of them were quite intimidating, in a good way of course, but it didnt help that they were all idols who were successful in their careers.

on your way over, soobin made it known that there was no reason to be scared of them. they were all pretty much similar to him, and you were dating the leader, so there was no need to be nervous.

but walking into the small dorm, your nerves peaked and you began shaking. trying to combat this, you grabbed onto your boyfriend for comfort.

but as nervous as you got, it went away within an instant. each boy found you to be extremely endearing and wanted to get you out of your small shell. they were very cautious as to not upset you, but still managed to bring out the real you that took soobin months to pull out.

to say that he grew upset at this was an understatement. your attention drew away from him the longer you were with the boys, and it doesn’t help that they were making flirtatious remarks towards you as well.

and of course you didn’t know. you were completely oblivious.

“i’m telling you, yn,” yeonjun says, laughing softly towards you. “you would look extremely stunning if you got the piercing.”

“i don’t know,” you reply with, pouting your lips to think about it longer. “i feel like i don’t have the right ear shape for it, but you do! and it looks great on you.”

this was soobin’s last straw.

he gets up from his place next to you, walking to his room and shutting the door close.

it wasn’t that he was upset at your interactions with his members, in fact, he wanted you all to get along. but it was the way you and yeonjun interacted, as if soobin wasn’t even there.

yeonjun was so much stronger, smarter, older, and just overall better than soobin. at least that’s what he thought, and just the idea of his love leaving him for yeonjun made him feel really small.

after excusing yourself from the conversation, you knocked on the door softly and called out, “soobin? honey? are you okay?”

you don’t hear anything for a while, not even feet shuffling against the floor towards the door. it wasn’t until your phone buzzed that you moved from your place near the door.

my home now

i just need some space, please.

my home now

i’ll come back when i’m ready.

you trusted your boyfriend knew what was best for him, and if he needed the time to himself, you gave it to him. walking back to the shared area of the dorm, yeonjun gives you a confused look.

“he wants some alone time,” you say, smiling softly. “didn’t tell me what, but i don’t want to bother him right now.”

it took soobin 32 minutes to calm down from his state of anxiety, and yes you counted. but instead of coming back to the living room where you and yeonjun began discussing instagram pictures, he wanted you to come to him.

soobin let you in the room and you were quick to note his puffy and red eyes. you frown and hug him, “soobin.. are you okay?”

his lips press into a fine line and sighs against your embrace, holding you close to his chest.

“i’m scared you’ll realize how much better he is than me,” your boyfriend whispers, afraid that the words coming out of his mouth might end up being true. “please don’t leave me.. not for yeonjun-hyung, not for anyone.”

you look up at your boyfriend and run a soft thumb against his teary cheeks, replying with a soft smile, “i’d never leave you soobin. not for him, and not for anyone else.”

note: kvdbarjgan this was so shit and so rushed im so sorry :/

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[sunoooism]

› summary : in which Kai ruins his surprise but it's okay because you're in love with each other

 › fluff / wc: 576

 › warnings : a lovesick couple, plushie favouritism, gn!reader.

Kai entered your apartment quietly. he hadn't gotten a text from you all day which was very unusual, so he assumed you were either busy or sleeping off your post-exam stress. and if that was the case he didn't want to wake you up, his plan was to simply make you both dinner so you wouldn't have to stress about something else. but when he opened the door to your bedroom and saw you hunched over your desk mumbling things he couldn't hear with more flashcards in your hands, he was a little concerned.

"sweets? what are you doing?" your head immediately perked up at the sound of your lover's voice, and despite the exhausted look you had displayed from head to toe you still jumped up enthusiastically and ran to wrap your arms around him.

"Ning! when did you get here, my love?" he smiled as you nuzzled your cheek into his chest and in return pressed a kiss to the crown of your head, one which you gladly accepted. "just now, what are you doing?" his question made you freeze a little, and when you saw him staring at your flashcards you panicked. "oh! um, nothing"

your strange verbal response plus the way you were trying to get in the way of his eye line arose immediate suspicion in him. "mhm…." he hummed. you were always a terrible liar.

his suspicion doubled when you tried to stop him from walking towards your desk, which was so crowded he doubted he would be able to find the flashcards anyway. he took one last look at you with your arms pathetically wrapped around his waist in attempts to get him to stay put before he sauntered over to your desk anyway. kudos to you for trying though.

"no! Kaiiiii" you whined and tugged at said man's sleeves when he picked up the flimsy pieces of paper, trying greatly to suppress the slight giggle that was trying to sleep through and into your tone. for a moment all he did was stare at them, unsure of what to make of the writing inscribed on them. and for a moment all you did was stare at him, unsure what to make of his silence. was he weirded out?

"i wanted to surprise you…" you mumbled from your spot beside him, subconsciously shrinking back into the jumper you were wearing, which just so happened to belong to him, while you waited for his reaction.

"so you learned all my plushies names?"

"I've been trying to…."

he chuckled, endeared by your seemingly endless loveliness and squished your cheeks together so he could kiss your puckered lips. "you're the cutest, wanna tell me the ones you've remembered so far?" he asked once he'd pulled you to sit on his lap and wrapped you up in his loving hold.

he heard a giggly 'yes!' by his ear before he was listening to the list of his plushies names that you were eager to remember all correctly. which you did, much to Kai's surprise. you sighed once you'd reached the end of the list and relaxed further into your boyfriend's warm embrace who was now smiling like an idiot.

"who's your favourite?" he whispered into the quiet atmosphere, content with just holding you in his arms and pressing chaste kisses to your shoulder and head. "mmm, definitely Honey"

"really? I thought you would have picked Tobin"

"he comes in at a close second….."

[sunoooism]

sky blue sparkly wings. glitter chapter five. ☆ : ･ﾟ✧ *

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synopsis: as you find yourself stuck on a deserted island, you meet five boys who happened to be living there. you begin to notice something different about the boys as you attempt to find a way back home. with no sense of boundaries and strange glitter all over their bodies, your curiosity of who or what these boys are peaks. you begin getting close to the strangers, them helping you on your journey, but it leads you into a spiral of your own thoughts and emotions. now feeling some sort of connection to the five boys, the question begs: will you even end up leaving? if not, which boy makes you stay?

pairing(s): txt ot5 (individually) x gender neutral!reader

chapter warning(s): profanity, mentions of slight mental and emotional abuse, mentions of blood and fire, reader is finally accepting them being on the island but then it goes out the door towards the end, that's it afaik, ~2.6k words

“i don’t think it goes in that way, hyung,” kai groans, trying to take the sewing needle from beomgyu. it was the morning after their dinner in the backyard and the two boys had been practicing the craft, but as expected, it wasn’t going well.

normally they wouldn’t even care all that much about sewing and making clothes, but being in the same room as you made them change their minds about going to the beach with taehyun.

nobody understands why, nor realizes, that each boy is slowly growing attached to you. even taehyun woke up that morning and actually acknowledged your presence! 

perhaps it was the idea of you staying on the island for longer than expected, or maybe it was something more than that. no matter what though, each boy grew more and more infatuated with you. it was almost like it was destiny for them to feel this way towards the person who ship wrecked onto their island.

as yeonjun makes the final adjustments to the garments he made for you, he sighs out happily at how perfect the clothes fit on you. he loves perfecting his craft, and while he can’t make clothes all the time, he cherishes whenever he can.

“there you go,” he says softly, looking at you with a bright expression. “i really hope you like it.”

as your eyes focus on the mirror across from you, you run your fingers gently against the beautiful seams and stitching. everything seem to fit your body in the best way possible, almost like yeonjun had been your tailor for decades.

with a loving expression on your face, you turn to the boy next to you and tell him, “this is beautiful, yeonjun! it fits me so well, too.”

“you like it?” his eyes beam with light and happiness as you nod after his question. without realizing it, the boy found you even more endearing just hearing that you did love his work than compared to the first night he met you.

“oh my fucking gosh, hyung!” kai screams out, standing up quickly while sucking on his finger. he should have known that messing with sharp objects around beomgyu would have left him bleeding.

“its not my fault you suck at sewing! don’t prick your finger next time,” the other boy smirks, fault riddling his face. it was quite obvious that his mind powers caused kai to proceed in acting out an intrusive thought of his.

yeonjun sighs and rolls his eyes, turning to face you as the commotion near the both of you continues. he wipes the back of your outfit respectfully, with his hands, to get rid of any dust. he then goes to ask, “so what’s the plan for today with soobin? he wanted to spend time with you, right?”

“i honestly don’t know what we're doing,” you shrug and look at your outfit more in the mirror, enjoying it even more as you turn to look at it from all angles. “all i know is that he wanted to show me something meaningful to him, but i don’t really know what.”

the fairy nods and gives you a soft smile, chin dimples subtly poking through. he adjusts your outfit once more, a habit of his after he's sown a new piece, and leaves a gentle whisper in your ear.

“be careful, okay? it might rain a little and i don’t want you to get hurt.”

“ah! here it is,” soobin shouts from in front of you, looking down at the ground happily. his expression changes from one of excitement to one of adoration as he stands in the middle of the area.

you chase after him, panting and wiping sweat from off of your forehead. for the fairy who’s meant to be the laziest, he sure does run pretty quickly.

the beauty of the environment makes it’s way into your eyes as you glance around you.

a fairy ring.

full of all types of mushrooms, even colorful ones like purple and blue, the fairy ring was bigger than what you would have ever imagined. the tallness of the boys could never compare to how big the ring was in circumference.

“this is where me and kai came through,” soobin states, squatting down near the edge of the ring to touch one of the red mushrooms with his fingers. “neither of us knew where we would fall into until we woke up here.”

you walk towards soobin, getting more closer to the ring. though it does scare you, you have full trust in the boy in front of you, “how exactly does it work?”

“a fairy ring grows naturally, but most intellectual fairies believe nature grows them for a reason,” the fairy shrugs and sits down on the ground fully, overlooking the rest of the ring. he pats the spot next to you urging you to sit with him, and you do.

“they open portals throughout the world,” he adds and plays with the grass underneath his fingers. “the same portal will never take you to the same place more than once, but different portals can take you to the same place.”

“which is why you and kai ended up here,” concludes you, smiling at soobin when he nods with your statement.

“soobin..,” you say softly, looking at his hands nervously pick at the grass. you grab his hand gently to try and ease him, and that does the trick.

the boy calms down almost instantly, not knowing why he was nervous to begin with nor why you brought him so much comfort. it was no lie that taehyun questioned you, but what wasn’t so obvious was that soobin did as well.

being the leader of the boys makes him feel the need to always be cautious, and if one of his brothers feels upset about something, he will be too. but somehow, being with you here now, he doesn’t feel that uneasiness. 

what the hell was taehyun on, then?

“the sky is so beautiful here,” you say out of the blue, snapping soobin out of his thoughts. you lean against him gently, placing your head on his broad shoulder as you mumble out, “you’re lucky to be able to see all of this every day.” 

soobin smiles softly from next to you, “just wait until you see it at night when the fire flies come out and the glow in the dark flowers bloom in the spring. it’s so much more beautiful then.”

you look at him, his eyes shining nicely against the sunlight and the the necklaces he wears sparkling every so often as the wind brushes against them.

he’s beautiful, you admit, and maybe even more than the glitter on his body.

“i want to show you something else,” he whispers and turns to look into your eyes this time. “but you have to promise me to not be scared.”

you shake your head, rubbing his arm gently and reassuringly. there was nothing that could scare you anymore, at this point. if fairies were real, there was a good chance more ‘imaginative’ things were too.

soobin breathes in to ease his anxiety. he had full trust in you, but somehow couldn’t get taehyun’s concern out of his head. he still wasn’t sure if you were a good human or not, but the boy ended up deciding it would be better to trust that you are rather than not.

“i promise, soobin,” you say, hoping the words would bring him more comfort than the hand you laid against his.

the fairy closes his eyes, and slowly, but surely the area around you begins to glow with glitter. his back begins to shine and sparkle, unlike anything you have ever seen. and as his wings slowly open up, the delicate membrane makes your eyes widen in awe.

they slowly roll out to their full size, with sparkling lines of veins come to life with extreme beauty. his wings were beautiful. soobin was beautiful.

hesitantly, you reach next to you to rub the boy’s back, specifically where the base of his wings met his back. he doesn’t flinch, the wings fluttering just gently and a small blush appearing on his cheeks. 

“does it hurt?” you mumble, afraid anything you might say will make the boy run away.

soobin shakes his head and watches your face from the angle he was at, “i’m not sure how much kai and beomgyu told you, but we’re born with them.”

you nod in understanding and trace your eyes against the outline of his wings. your eyes sparkle against the sunlight and soobin feels more entranced by you.

“your wings are stunning..,” you smile, running a finger against the sky blue veins pumping blood within him.

with this compliment, he moves to fully face you and a very clear red tint has taken over his face, “y-you’re stunning.”

you bite back a smile. a boy beautiful enough to swoon the whole planet was calling you stunning? there was absolutely no way.

soobin shifts gently and presses a soft hand against your cheek gently, his thumb running against your soft skin. then, he places his forehead against yours.

just like with beomgyu, as soon as he closes his eyes, yours close as well.

“soobin, you shouldn’t be doing that!” an old man screams down at what you presume to think is a child soobin.

“b-but.. they’re my friends!” the boy cries out, holding a few snakes in his arms. “they just want f-food!”

“they don’t want food, you stupid boy,” the man scolds, taking the snakes from the boy and killing them in front of him.

child soobin cries for what feels like enternity, swearing on his life that he would never let another fairy harm the animals of the earth.

again, like before, you see a flash into another memory.

“soobin, darling,” his mother presses her lips, fighting the urge to yell at the boy for bringing rodents into the home. “take those ugly things off the table.”

“no,” a teenage soobin voices out, frowning deeply when the small rats screech in fear. “i am tired of being told what to do, mother. just because you don’t have the power to hear animals doesn’t mean you can treat them horribly.”

“excuse me?” the mother asks, raising her voice slightly at the boy. “if you are so tired of it, why don’t you live by yourself in the woods then? you already smell like animal, go live like one too.”

more flashes of small memories are shown to you. soobin running away from home, living out in the wilderness with his animal friends. and of course he flourishes there, not one animal viewed him as an enemy.

it was obvious to you that the boy was very misunderstood, even by his own family. and it’s the way he lived happily on his own with his animal family, not even caring that he left behind his blood relatives, that brought you to tears.

but before you could react fully, you are shown one more memory.

“hyung!” odi yells out from the ground, running as fast as his little feet could carry him. “the village is burning! we need to run!”

without a doubt, soobin listened to the small creature. he picked up his best friend and warned the rest of the animals to run away from the flammable trees as fast as they could.

he flew from the village as fast as he could as well, but the fire was quicker in taking over his true home. one by one, trees began to fall due to the fire and one by one did his family die.

odi squeaks from soobin’s arms, probably due to the lack of oxygen the poor thing received. the fairy looked frantically for some sort of shelter from the forest fire, and when he thought this would be the end, he spots a fairy ring.

and without even thinking, he flew as fast as he could into it.

soobin pulls back from you gently after that, caressing your cheek lovingly once more as he gives you a kind grin. you open your teary eyes and lean against his hand for comfort.

you’re not sure if the fairies sharing these memories is a form of affection, but the experiences he went through and the vividness of you seeing them was enough for you to lean into his touch for safety. 

he moves near you, captivated by your eyes. were you always this stunning? and as he goes to hype himself up to kiss you-

“soobin-hyung! where are you?” taehyun calls out from across the woods, sighing to himself. he did not like the fact that yeonjun practically forced him to come get the two of you.

after hearing the younger’s voice, soobin moves away from you completely and retracts his wings into his back. he was scared that taehyun would get on his ass for showing you more than what you ‘needed’ to know.

“over here taehyun! i’m just showing yn the fairy circle and some of the mushrooms we have here,” he yells loud enough for the other boy to hear him, standing up from his place against you.

“i’m glad taehyun brought you two back,” yeonjun smiles, placing a cup of tea in front of you with some fruits. “did he talk to you at all?”

you mumble out a thank you for the food and shake your head, “no. soobin tried to get him to talk to me, but he didn’t. i’m just glad he at least looked at me this time.”

“yeah?” the boy chuckles, sitting next to you on the couch. “that’s better than nothing, isn’t it?”

sipping on the hot tea carefully, you nod happily. this was the first day you actually felt.. okay on the island. most of the boys treated you like someone they’ve known for years, and while the over looming fear of not returning back home to taehyung was always on your mind, you’ve accepted the fact that it will take some time.

“yn..,” yeonjun whispers seriously, turning his body to face you. he places his head on his hand, elbow pressed against the backing of the couch. “i want to share something with you.”

despite wanting to sigh at the fact that you’re constantly given new information every five minutes, you nod at him to continue.

“i think you deserve to know this, and i’m sorry if taehyun becomes more aggressive towards you because of it,” he says, his other hand being placed on your thigh comfortingly.

you feel his comforting touch and grin at him, placing the tea cup on the coffee table in front of you. as you prepare yourself to what will be said, you question, “what is it, yeonjun?”

like all the other boys, minus kai who was more annoyed you called him weird, the fairy next to you became nervous. with shaky hands he rubs your knee to soothe himself.

“i’m.. i’m not like the rest of the boys.”

“what do you mean?” your eyes look at him in shock. “kai told me you were a fairy, but now you’re saying you’re not?”

in an instant your once calmed state of mind grew chaotic, lots of thoughts clouding your brain. why would kai lie to you?

and it’s not even the fact that kai lied to you, it’s the fact that all of these boys could be lying to your face and you wouldn’t even know it. this brought you so much anxiety.

please wake me up from this nightmare, you thought as you closed your eyes and hid behind your hands, trying not to cry.

yeonjun grows worried at your frantic state and resorts to hugging you as close as he could, “yn.. please don’t freak out, i promise he didn’t lie.. i just.. i am a fairy. i’m just different.”

“t-that doesn’t make sense,” you say against his clothes, your hot tears making the fabric wet. 

“i was stranded here just like you. a couple hundred years ago..,” he explains, kissing your head to ease you back to calmness. “i’m a changeling.”

note: never said yeonjun's full backstory would be in this chapter c;

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[sunoooism]

the suitor.

txt prince suitor!beomgyu x royal gn!reader; royalty au; warnings: gyu being clingy + whipped for reader

despite being one in five suitors for your royal highness, prince beomgyu makes it his mission to have you fall in love with him.. even if it means being clingy

requested

you wake up early in the morning to the birds chirping outside.. and to a certain prince singing a song outside your window. due to the drowsiness of your state, you rub your eyes tiredly and let out a soft sigh of enjoyment when you hear the soft baritone voice singing over the strums of guitar.

though not expecting him to be out this early in the day, you did expect something new from the man who has been trying to court you for the past couple of months. it was safe to say that you see his face more than you do of your own. not that you mind though, he was one handsome prince.

“say you love me.. say you love me..,” beomgyu sings from outside your balcony, standing near a field of grass. the strums of his guitar sends beautiful waves of music into the garden and as soon as he catches a glimpse of you, he gets up from one knee to see you better.

you smile happily at him, leaning against the railing with your head in your hand. as annoying as prince beomgyu was, he was your favorite suitor between the five of them. don’t tell him that though, because you kept it a secret until you knew for sure.

this didn’t stop him from being one of the best princes you had ever come across. he tried really hard to get you to fall in love with him, because he was truly in love with you. normally suitors marry a royal for necessity of any kind. armies, food, supplies, you name it. but when it came to prince beomgyu, he was different.

not only did he ask for your hand in marriage before any of the other suitors without pressure, he was the only one that actively followed you everywhere like a small puppy. though it did get to be a bit of a nuisance, you adored the prince for trying as hard as he could.

it was such a shame that he didn’t know you hadn’t even thought of marrying the other four princes. he could have saved himself so much embarrassment. at the end of the day though, he truly didn’t care. that’s how in love with you prince beomgyu was.

after he finishes his song, he looks up at you with a dazzling smile and as he goes to bid you good morning, your four other suitors run in front of them to grab your attention. it looks like the rest saw how clingy prince beomgyu was being, and wanted to draw you away from choosing him.

but unbeknownst to them, there would be no changing of your decision.

so when beomgyu follows you to your royal dinner with the suitors, like he always does, you pay no mind to him. he rambles on about his day and about how he hopes you had a good one, and especially compliments how stunning you look.

"the jewels on your attire compliment your eyes really well, your highness," the prince says, walking fast to keep up with your pace. "they could never compare though. your eyes are the most precious gems i've ever laid my eyes on."

you stopped walking when you heard his cheesy line, a clear blush appearing on your face. this took beomgyu by surprise, making him stop in his tracks as well. had you really paid attention to his stupid pick up lines this time? he felt like he was dreaming.

“prince beomgyu,” you say, turning to face him for the first time during that walk.

he looks at you with full intent, both eyes still in a state of shock. it wasn’t common that you actually talked to him, so he grew nervous with butterflies in his stomach. swallowing hard, he nods for you to continue.

“while i adore your attempts to court me,” you give him a sweet smile. “i already made a decision.”

the prince looks at you like a lost puppy, dumbfounded and confused. it takes him a little time to reply as he didn’t know what to make of your statement. but once he does reply, he asks, “it’s prince yeonjun, isn’t it?”

and for the first time since courting you, he hears your sweet laughter. the way you didn’t cover your mouth in an attempt to keep your image up made him especially happy. not only had you been comfortable enough with him to laugh, but you had trusted him with seeing your laugh without the customary hand covering.

if beomgyu was honest with himself, seeing you laugh for the first time was like falling in love with you all over again.

“it’s..,” you pause to take a deep breath, finally calming down from the soft laughter. “it’s you. you’re the only one who seems to truly love me for me, without any underlying motives. i noticed that of you right away and made my decision then.”

beomgyu’s eyes widen and he blushes deeply. in the midst of his butterflies he whispers out a soft ‘i love you’, confirming your suspicions.

pressing a soft chaste kiss on his cheek, you leave to walk into the dining hall where you will inform the other four princes of your decision. this leaves behind prince beomgyu, who presses a hand against his face and gives a boyish grin at the soft kiss left on his cheek.

and not too long after, like always, he follows straight after you.

note: SJSHWHAHWI PRINCE GYU FUXKCKCKCKCK

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