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Dear diary,

My life is a big hot mess and I don't have time to sort it out. I am starting my residency and I do NOT feel prepared enough. And to top it all, I have a toddler and a husband a very guilty personality (that assumes it is their resposibility to make everyone around her happy).

How ever will I manage residency? I think my coping mechanism will be spending lol. Getting people to cook for me, getting childcare services..anything to make my life easier by any teeny tiny bit.

Aaaand I always feel I am not smart enough. I have to study twice as everyone else to catch up on everything. But one thing about medicine is that I really truly enjoy practicing it, especially primary care. And I so look forward to my outpatient rotations, but I really hope I get to enjoy my inpatient rotations as well, inshallah.

I hope my residency is a really smooth ride and I learn and grow a lot and I have nothing but positive experiences from it, inshallah.

Be positive. Work hard. Pray hard.

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Iceland by Héloïse Delbos

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هل أنت مستعد؟

Are you prepared?

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"قِيلَ فِي معنَى الزَّواج: أنْ تختَار مَن يستَحِقّ الاطلَاع عَلىٰ عيُوبكَ، فيَقبَلها ثُمَّ يَستُرهَا

It was said about the meaning of marriage: “To choose someone who deserves to see your flaws, accepts them, and then conceals them.”

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“عسى أن يرزقك الله روحًا طاهرة كنقاء روحك"

“May you be blessed with a soul as pure as yours.”

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