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posted by alliesaurousrex on instagram stories.

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“flirting” aka staring at u and when u look back at me i look away very fast so u wont see that i was staring at u

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*gas mask breathing noises* you know where the nearest taco bell is

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Weird how opening spotify in a web browser with a decent ad blocker allows you to skip ads just like would happen if you had premium. Sure hope no one takes advantage of that.

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little cock slut, when will you keel over and DIE?

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bella: im so excited to see the baby i literally broke my spine and died for!

it:

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but if i don’t hyperfixate i’ll get depressed and die

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Weird to see people talk about stimming as if it is always an active choice and never an involuntary/compulsive/unconscious action

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There's an excellent post going around that I'll probably reblog once I get to desktop about how constant hyperawareness of the state of the world is actually a form of self harm and that people should learn to turn off and disengage.

Immediately after reading that post, the literal next post on my dash was a horrifically upsetting state-of-the-world post with the caption "don't you DARE scroll past this".

If we're going to acknowledge how damaging constant awareness of the horrors of the world is, we also need to acknowledge the whole damn reblog guilting / reblog coercion thing and what a massive part it plays in compulsory hypervigilance. It is absurdly difficult if not impossible for a hell of a lot of people to feel okay with disengaging when they're being heckled and guilted and judged in the reblog chain of a post for doing so.

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okay i’ll bite.

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if you want the rewards of being my lover you have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of zigazig ah 

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what the fuck

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