sunyearns

[sunyearns]

after some thinking, i've decided i'm going to pivot more toward discord roleplay. a lot of things about the tumblr format don't really work with me, especially with how busy i can get, and i've always preferred being able to write one on one with people. so ... here's my plan:

i'm going to keep a blog up! i want to be able to find new writing partners, post edits, reblog memes and plots and all that, maybe occasionally do some writing here as time allows, but my focus is going to be primarily on discord. all my muses (harper and the ones on my multi) will be on the same blog and the same carrd, with all the usual external links leading to more info.

it'll take me a bit to get everything set up since it's about time for my quarterly muse list trim, but for now, if anyone wants to chat or maybe even get some stuff going, my discord is harperyi!!

[sunyearns]

after some thinking, i've decided i'm going to pivot more toward discord roleplay. a lot of things about the tumblr format don't really work with me, especially with how busy i can get, and i've always preferred being able to write one on one with people. so ... here's my plan:

i'm going to keep a blog up! i want to be able to find new writing partners, post edits, reblog memes and plots and all that, maybe occasionally do some writing here as time allows, but my focus is going to be primarily on discord. all my muses (harper and the ones on my multi) will be on the same blog and the same carrd, with all the usual external links leading to more info.

it'll take me a bit to get everything set up since it's about time for my quarterly muse list trim, but for now, if anyone wants to chat or maybe even get some stuff going, my discord is harperyi!!

[sunyearns]

after some thinking, i've decided i'm going to pivot more toward discord roleplay. a lot of things about the tumblr format don't really work with me, especially with how busy i can get, and i've always preferred being able to write one on one with people. so ... here's my plan:

i'm going to keep a blog up! i want to be able to find new writing partners, post edits, reblog memes and plots and all that, maybe occasionally do some writing here as time allows, but my focus is going to be primarily on discord. all my muses (harper and the ones on my multi) will be on the same blog and the same carrd, with all the usual external links leading to more info.

it'll take me a bit to get everything set up since it's about time for my quarterly muse list trim, but for now, if anyone wants to chat or maybe even get some stuff going, my discord is harperyi!!

[sunyearns]

hiatus!

hi friends! this should come as no surprise since i am, frankly, horrendously inactive, but i wanted to make a formal post saying that this blog and my multi are currently on hiatus. i'm not going to make any decisions about if my blogs stay up right now, but at the moment, i don't really feel that tumblr is the place for me and my muses. there are a lot of reasons why that i'm happy to discuss in private, but don't want to just air out on the dash.

i'm going to be honest — law school is time and energy consuming. that aside, i do really want to still keep in touch with people and write over discord, which has always been a lot easier and more preferred for me.

if you're interested at all in writing with me and harper or any of the muses on my multi, my disc. is kyupop and anyone i'm mutuals with can definitely add me! i'd be happy to make us a server. even if we haven't spoken much/at all before, seriously feel free to add me! i still want to write and plot and all of that.

in a month or so when i'm done with the semester, i'll probably reassess and see how i'm feeling and what i think the next best step for me is, but right now, i just don't feel like this is the right place for me. so ... yeah! that's all i really have to say but i hope everyone is doing well!

[sunyearns]

disc got changed to harperyi but everything else still applies!

hiatus!

hi friends! this should come as no surprise since i am, frankly, horrendously inactive, but i wanted to make a formal post saying that this blog and my multi are currently on hiatus. i'm not going to make any decisions about if my blogs stay up right now, but at the moment, i don't really feel that tumblr is the place for me and my muses. there are a lot of reasons why that i'm happy to discuss in private, but don't want to just air out on the dash.

i'm going to be honest — law school is time and energy consuming. that aside, i do really want to still keep in touch with people and write over discord, which has always been a lot easier and more preferred for me.

if you're interested at all in writing with me and harper or any of the muses on my multi, my disc. is kyupop and anyone i'm mutuals with can definitely add me! i'd be happy to make us a server. even if we haven't spoken much/at all before, seriously feel free to add me! i still want to write and plot and all of that.

in a month or so when i'm done with the semester, i'll probably reassess and see how i'm feeling and what i think the next best step for me is, but right now, i just don't feel like this is the right place for me. so ... yeah! that's all i really have to say but i hope everyone is doing well!

[sunyearns]

hiatus!

hi friends! this should come as no surprise since i am, frankly, horrendously inactive, but i wanted to make a formal post saying that this blog and my multi are currently on hiatus. i'm not going to make any decisions about if my blogs stay up right now, but at the moment, i don't really feel that tumblr is the place for me and my muses. there are a lot of reasons why that i'm happy to discuss in private, but don't want to just air out on the dash.

i'm going to be honest — law school is time and energy consuming. that aside, i do really want to still keep in touch with people and write over discord, which has always been a lot easier and more preferred for me.

if you're interested at all in writing with me and harper or any of the muses on my multi, my disc. is kyupop and anyone i'm mutuals with can definitely add me! i'd be happy to make us a server. even if we haven't spoken much/at all before, seriously feel free to add me! i still want to write and plot and all of that.

in a month or so when i'm done with the semester, i'll probably reassess and see how i'm feeling and what i think the next best step for me is, but right now, i just don't feel like this is the right place for me. so ... yeah! that's all i really have to say but i hope everyone is doing well!

[sunyearns]

hiatus!

hi friends! this should come as no surprise since i am, frankly, horrendously inactive, but i wanted to make a formal post saying that this blog and my multi are currently on hiatus. i'm not going to make any decisions about if my blogs stay up right now, but at the moment, i don't really feel that tumblr is the place for me and my muses. there are a lot of reasons why that i'm happy to discuss in private, but don't want to just air out on the dash.

i'm going to be honest — law school is time and energy consuming. that aside, i do really want to still keep in touch with people and write over discord, which has always been a lot easier and more preferred for me.

if you're interested at all in writing with me and harper or any of the muses on my multi, my disc. is kyupop and anyone i'm mutuals with can definitely add me! i'd be happy to make us a server. even if we haven't spoken much/at all before, seriously feel free to add me! i still want to write and plot and all of that.

in a month or so when i'm done with the semester, i'll probably reassess and see how i'm feeling and what i think the next best step for me is, but right now, i just don't feel like this is the right place for me. so ... yeah! that's all i really have to say but i hope everyone is doing well!

[sunyearns]

hiatus!

hi friends! this should come as no surprise since i am, frankly, horrendously inactive, but i wanted to make a formal post saying that this blog and my multi are currently on hiatus. i'm not going to make any decisions about if my blogs stay up right now, but at the moment, i don't really feel that tumblr is the place for me and my muses. there are a lot of reasons why that i'm happy to discuss in private, but don't want to just air out on the dash.

i'm going to be honest — law school is time and energy consuming. that aside, i do really want to still keep in touch with people and write over discord, which has always been a lot easier and more preferred for me.

if you're interested at all in writing with me and harper or any of the muses on my multi, my disc. is kyupop and anyone i'm mutuals with can definitely add me! i'd be happy to make us a server. even if we haven't spoken much/at all before, seriously feel free to add me! i still want to write and plot and all of that.

in a month or so when i'm done with the semester, i'll probably reassess and see how i'm feeling and what i think the next best step for me is, but right now, i just don't feel like this is the right place for me. so ... yeah! that's all i really have to say but i hope everyone is doing well!

[sunyearns]

give this a like if u wanna plot perhaps !!

[sunyearns]

It pains me to carry such a sad soul when, at heart, I'm such a joyful person.

[sunyearns]

"i'm gonna be honest," harper starts, squinting at the other a little. something feels off in a way he can't describe, but maybe it's just the bagel he had this morning. "at first, i thought you were just talking on bluetooth or something and i couldn't see the earbuds." and then it got stranger, but. you know.

"... i know what it looks like," haneul says, both hands raised in front of his chest. it's not the first time someone catches him talking to a spirit in the middle of the city. there's only so much he can do to ignore them when they approach him directly, having caught wind of his powers from other sources. "there is no need to be concerned, i promise."

* @sunyearns ! // starter call.

[sunyearns]

... meant to queue those instead of post them but. oops. oh well.

[sunyearns]

the air feels heavy, and harper is so distinctly aware of everything. his heart beating in his chest in an uneven rhythm, the way his clothes rest on his skin and suddenly feel so claustrophobic, the feeling of max's head resting on his shoulder and the steadiness of her breaths. even harper's tinnitus seems louder than normal. this is ... a lot. so suddenly, too. "yeah, she does," he replies in a murmur, heat crawling up his neck.

he looks up at them quickly, brow furrowing. "no, i don't — i'm not going to do anything either way," harper asserts, his quiet voice firmer in a way he usually only uses when he's at work. it's not harsh, but definite in what he's saying. "there's nothing — there's nothing going on, i'm not going to do anything or say anything, you don't need to leave." it's true, even as nausea rolls in his stomach; harper won't say anything, because why would he? there's no point. especially when seunhwa is so obviously bothered.

not when there's you. seunhwa wants to laugh. he wants to scold harper for encouraging his delusions. he wants to curl up and sob. but he does his best to keep that all from his face, tries to keep his expression easy and neutral. "what are you talking about?" he says gently. "she doesn't like me. not like that." it's as simple and as complicated as that.

it feels like they're tearing their heart from their chest, but seunhwa gets to their feet, starts gathering their things. "look, i—i'll go, and you can talk. she'll probably ask to stay the night so you don't have to drive her home and you can—" they can't do this. they can't think about this anymore or they'll start sobbing and ruin their friendships with both max and harper. they have to go. "i'm happy for you. i-i'm so happy for you both. text me so i know how it goes."

[sunyearns]

harper, for all his performances and involvement in various communities, has never really gotten used to being seen because, frankly, no one ever really sees him. not as if they're really, properly looking at him and only him, not just glancing his way because he's doing something eye catching ... is he reading too much into the way they're looking at him? maybe. he feels like the other's gaze could crack his chest open and read his soul like a book if he really wanted to. maybe it's a good thing harper doesn't think taesoo actually wants to.

he can't help the nervous, disbelieving laugh that erupts out of him in response, fingers tightening their grip on his cup. okay, this is bad for him, he's kind of fucked. for all his skepticism and awareness that this isn't anything serious or real ... it's getting to him. almost pathetically so. god. harper yi, you're a mess. he recovers as quickly as he can, ears burning red, and averts his gaze. "guess it's lucky i wore my contacts and not my glasses today," he remarks just to have something to say in response — never mind the fact that he doesn't actually have contacts and his glasses are just for reading.

harper shrugs, the picture of casual innocence as they both almost effortlessly slander karson. "i mean, you could be. karson's a pretty nerd, it's not impossible." pretty, but not quite harper's type. not as much as the person standing in front of him, anyway. he keeps the conversation going, eager to not let himself slip up and embarrass himself again. "okay, what do you do then?"

bin taesoo was an intense person  —  well, about most things, but not usually about people. there was always a light air of disinterest when talking to others, giving them only crumbs of his attention to get what he wanted. this, however, felt different. what exactly about him had gotten taesoo so interested so fast?  they couldn’t really explain it with words, but they couldn’t deny that they felt something stir inside their ribcage the moment they laid eyes on him. now, taesoo couldn’t bring himself to look away, gaze following his every movement the same way someone would appreciate a work of art.

leaning back against the counter lightly, he hummed in thought as a subtle smile tugged at the corner of his lips.  " mm, there’s just something about you that makes me want to get to know you better. "  while taesoo might be a flirt and very easily lie to people to get his way, his tone was genuine as he spoke to harper. for a few moments, they were silent, as if they were contemplating something  —  and when taesoo spoke again, his voice sounded softer.  " you have such pretty eyes, i don’t want to look away. "

this was an unusual feeling for taesoo and it was almost like he had lowered his guard and let go of the persona he normally used. however, showing vulnerability was not easy for him and, after a brief period of time, the usual playful and charming side of himself came back. watching harper think about his answer, they smirked lightly  —  until they heard the answer. playing along and frowning almost dramatically, taesoo quickly replied.  " karson, of all people?  not a chance. "  he huffed, playfulness clear in his tone as he continued.  " do i really look like that kind of nerd? "

[sunyearns]

"she is, it's why she's my favorite kid in the universe," harper agrees. he's always adored nora, and he makes sure she and rhys both know it. she's the apple of his eye, absolutely darling. when they have time later, he'll be eager to show rhys just how much he adores him, but they have to be responsible adults who keep their hands (and mouths) to themselves for now. he snorts a bit, nose scrunching. "trust me, you're never gonna forget it."

he opens his mouth to say more, but he's interrupted by nora's appearance, and he can't help but beam when he takes her in. "oh, baby, you look so cute!" he exclaims, voice soft and full of fondness. "i love that color on you." he steps away from rhys, letting go of his hand to instead reach for nora to give her a hug.

"she'll still give you presents, make it about you and the sun. she's a damn smart kid." too smart for her own good, rhys sometimes fears, but he wouldn't have it any other way. and god does he love the expression on harper's face, the way his eyes have gone hazy and dumb, but he knows better than to start anything when nora's likely to come running from her room any minute now. "oh, of course i know," he chuckles, resting their hands between them before he does something stupid like put harper's fingers in his mouth. "i'm already fearing what chaos you two are going to cook up for my birthday."

but they barely have a chance to discuss that rhys does, in fact, love the crazy birthday parties nora throws for him, before the girl herself comes charging into the living room, excitedly showing harper the dress she picked out for today—yellow. his favorite color.

[sunyearns]

i just got back from the gym and i am tiRED but i'm hoping to write some here and my multi later today ,, if anyone wants to chatter/plot lmk!

[sunyearns]

the thing about taesoo — as far as harper knows, anyway, and he's certain he knows taesoo better than he knows himself — is that he may suppress his anger, seem calm and gentle right now, but he'll let that fury loose later. and when he does ... it won't be pretty. it's the thing that keeps harper from wanting to offer too many details; he's not completely BLIND to their nature, but he doesn't want more bloodshed. still, when taesoo undresses him later ... it'll be inevitable.

he's quiet, eyes downcast as he listens to them speak. this is the part he doesn't like. the concern, the anger and worry on his behalf. it's a bitch, really, because harper likes to pretend that they're a very ordinary couple, that there's nothing wrong with either of them and that everything is just ... fine. no cause for concern or the security precautions he knows taesoo will want him to start taking, that he'd had to convince him he didn't need before. now ... well, it certainly seems like he does, doesn't it?

he knew what he was signing up for, had chased after it in the hope of getting close to taesoo. it's not that it's not worth it to harper, because it is. taesoo is worth whatever danger might come his way, but he likes to enjoy the moments where they're a relatively normal couple ... the scars under taesoo's clothes and the gun he usually keeps on him irrelevant. really. he knows this is probably just shock, that he'll start feeling the effects of what happened today soon. if he can avoid that, though ... well, he'd like to.

he smiles again, gaze meeting the other's as he watches them look him over. he's not sure yet what exactly lies beneath his clothes, only able to guess from the soreness plaguing his body where there might be additional bruises and scrapes from hands that should have never touched him.

"i'm fine, really. or, i will be. you don't need to worry too much," he insists, voice soft. he feels more at ease with them, wants to keep them close instead of letting them dash off to deal with the problem. "c'mon, soo ... you can see me. i'm okay." mostly, anyway.

taesoo had always known that this was a possibility. when he got together with harper, he did everything he could to make sure that he would be protected even when he wasn't around  —  but it would never be entirely guaranteed, would it?  still, they had made it their mission to keep him safe above everything else and even the subtlest of bruises would be unacceptable. 

while he would normally show his softer sides to his beloved, there was nothing taesoo could do to hide the anger he felt in that moment, blood boiling under the apparent calmness on his features. they had never been the type to raise their voice when they were angry  —  no, taesoo's anger was the quiet type, the kind that only showed through the violent fire in their gaze, ready to raise hell to make them pay. the way he held harper close, however, was the complete opposite of that  —  there was a sweet gentleness to it, touches soft yet insistent, as if he was trying to make sure that harper was really there, that he was okay.

taesoo took a moment to settle down after hearing that, eyes closing briefly as he took a deep breath. he didn't want his lover to see just how angry he really was, but no one knew how to read him the way harper did. when he opened his eyes once again, taesoo's expression was serious and tone firm as he responded.  " good. "  such a simple word, yet it dripped with sarcasm and venom.  " that way i know exactly who i have to deal with and make sure their hands never touch you again. "  even if he had to break them.

there was one thing that mattered more now, however  —  harper's wellbeing. they had time to deal with the people who did this, after all. there was no escaping it, sooner or later they would find out exactly why people were scared of bin taesoo.

one hand moved to gently cup his cheek, softness and concern breaking through the anger for a moment, even if not entirely.  " but first, how are you feeling?  where does it hurt? "  gaze now moved down to scan every inch of harper's body, other hand gently holding his waist.  " let me look at you properly. "  taesoo wanted to make them pay for every single mark they had left on his lover's skin and, for that, he had to know precisely what he was dealing with.

@sunyearns : continued from here .