superkirbylover

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hey everyone, it's been a while. here to give an update on zine progress.

so far, 4 pieces have been completed! but this still begs the question of who is on the zine. long story short, lead mod has wanted to reveal the artists for a while but targeted harassment has prevented that information from dropping, in the case that harassment extends to zine members for merely associating with the lead mod. however, it has been a month since anything happened.

currently, the lead mod is in the process of finalizing what the contributor showcase (how those working on the zine will be revealed) card looks like. other circumstances in life happened caused this to postpone, but needless to say, the contributor showcase cards are nearly finalized.

thank you for the support, patience, and excitement. current goal is to wrap up production in time for christmas! if any delays happen, it will be posted here or on bluesky.

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if you’re a baby trans and you haven’t started smoking cigarettes or vaping yet don’t. it’s actually not that hot or interesting. It will just cause you ungodly frustrations and suffering and cost you a bunch of money and be next to impossible to quit

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Various Undertale and Deltarune Characters (+Bonus Character)

A heap ton of Characters I sprited. Many of which contain OCs of my pals and some OCs I saw on the internet and liked their designs.

Fils-aimé, Droidswap Papyrus and Captain Spearhook - @lordninadroid/ @reallyanotherunderswaptake (Me)

Royelle/ Princess Noelle and Archgore - @holidayking102

Secondshift Frisk - @secondshiftau

Monochrome!Sans - @dragon8er/ @ut-monochromasis

Felly the Flower and Craftsy - @its-the-univer-blog/ @univer-underfell

Pan-Girl - @proctor-dorkchop @ut-pan-girl-askblog

Louie and Grace - @shigg315

Chloe - @pacifideundertaleau

Petaly - Rattel_M_Bones

Lily, Jeremy and Jeremette- @bigfungus7/ @underspore

Shava - @q--cool

Dreward and Kree - @cojo102

Count Koffin-k and Aaxel - @tsunderswapofficial

Chisk - @mellocide

Opium - @thecanadian2005

Asher - @queerrayne

Mettaton Multiversal - therustysfm

Drunk Chara - @hawker-the-gary / @ask-drunk-chara

Scamton - @lumpytouch

Marlette - @superkirbylover / @marlette-au

Inverted Fate Undyne and Papybot - @megaderping / @invertedfate

Jevilswap Hapstablook - jevilhumor

Underswap MH Napstabot - @missholoska/ @holoska

The Void and Buddles Funpants - The Winterer/ @underevent

Voltimedes - @tramon81

The Blossoms - @wanderingmakers

Flowery - bep_celeste

Ruddin - Toby Fox

Ind-E - @sepsis-tank

Rambpire - Triki_Tr0y

Otherswap Rudy - @otherswap

Eviltale Toriel - Gustus

Count Dapper Fang - Dreamily

Chocoblook - @chocoblook-comic

Cibil - @masterofthenova

Bonus Character

Juto Arigato - Universal-Fro

All characters belong to their respective creators.

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I hate having to post political posts like this nut he we are again. Anybody from the UK wanna sign this. Folks from outside the UK maybe share it?

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not to be an old hag complaining about ipad babies or whatever but i post in a few communities for young artists where i just redline their stuff or give them tips to grow and something i'm seeing a lot more often is young people growing frustrated with their development as an artist... and they're posting screenshots from ibispaint on a mobile device that has the UI and ads taking up 1/2 the screen.

mobile devices are great for doodling, and once you have developed finer artistic motor skills, you can absolutely create some impressive pieces on mobile. but oh my god. oh my god. children please pick up a paper and pencil, steal them from your school or jobs if you must; phones are not suitable canvases for building those motor skills. you're trying to grow as an artist with a canvas the size of a post-it note and it has ads!!!

your phone is an amazing reference tool. keep involving it in your artistic process. but i am begging you kids, stop kneecapping yourself by relegating your creative journey to these tiny-ass ad-ridden screens.

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anyone remember what these things are called like little cartoony expressive doohickies i think they have a real name but i can’t remember

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don't forget noise deltarune!

peppino deltarune

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peppino deltarune

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I need financial help...

Im currently in the low negatives due to needing groceries for myself. I literally cannot do commissions due to Art Fight. Donate to my Kofi instead.

Spreading is also appreciated. Please don't tell me you would donate if you could, I'm not in the right headspace and I don't wanna snap at anyone

It's my own fault I'm down this far, and I don't deserve asking for help, but I have no other choice in my current situation...

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do you ever just draw your current favorite ship as a previous favorite ship

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Is the fame sometimes overwhelming for you? While I would kill that type of follower count,I don't think I could handle that much of an audience lol.(Not the same anon btw)

Definitely. I'm grateful for the audience I have but I do feel a lot of pressure and a lot of eyes. And as positive as the attention can be, it will always bring negative attention as well. Idk where the threshold is but there's a point where people online stop treating you like a person and more like a company or an entity. I don't love being the center of think pieces or coming across random posts from people just openly saying they hate my guts or dislike my work and especially don't like people making assumptions about my character. People suddenly care about my opinion more when I didn't ask to be an authority or public figure of every sort. At the end of the day I am just an artist who happens to have a lot of other people following me and I'm still not sure why that makes my opinion "more valid" or "important" than anyone else's. Then there's the added layer of being Black and Asian and queer AND a woman on the internet with a platform. There's this thing that happens with any minority that becomes a sort of public figure where you're suddenly the spokesperson for entire communities and your successes and failures reflect on the community as a whole.

It's caused me a lot of anxiety over the years and I can't interact with or use social media the same way I used to. Other than on here, I do have a sort of "post and leave" policy which is unfortunate because I really did enjoy talking to friends and interacting with people more. But it scares me knowing that people are screenshotting and archiving EVERYTHING I say.

As happy and excited I am at the success of idwtbamg and how much people liked it, it also really scares me. There was definitely an uptick in the amount of hateful language and posts against me after the pilot came out. Being a highly accessible showrunner on the internet is my nightmare. Seeing the shit people like Dana or Rebecca had to and have to deal with has not inspired a lot of confidence in me. Idk I just can't make art the same way I used to or engage with it in the same way I used to which makes me sad. So it goes I guess.

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my humor 2016

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I love women

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for context this is the message he's talking about

i hate you. you're the worst. your final message has done nothing but make me doubt myself. you're just like the rest of them; assholes who can climb to the top just because they have a very cool thing they can do. i can tell you've been talking with others behind my back. ever since then, you haven't left my headspace. you're like a demon that keeps coming back whenever i'm in a bad mood. you're one of MANY within this community who have deteriorated and ruined my headspace over the last half decade. i take the blame too, but you brought the final blow. don't ever let me see you in real life, because i will beat the shit out of you. i will rebuild your face and slice open every part of your body until you cry and beg me to stop. i hope you rot in hell, you fucking retard.

this is the guy who found that shantae roms from 2004 and used to run the pizza tower wiki by the way

how do you think you're normal when you literally call me retarded? a slur for autistic people? not to mention the harassment you send to tour de pizza, especially mcpig, all the time over petty private drama.

there's a reason people cut you off. this is harassment that you sent me. this is why.

[superkirbylover]

i hate you. you're the worst. your final message has done nothing but make me doubt myself. you're just like the rest of them; assholes who can climb to the top just because they have a very cool thing they can do. i can tell you've been talking with others behind my back. ever since then, you haven't left my headspace. you're like a demon that keeps coming back whenever i'm in a bad mood. you're one of MANY within this community who have deteriorated and ruined my headspace over the last half decade. i take the blame too, but you brought the final blow. don't ever let me see you in real life, because i will beat the shit out of you. i will rebuild your face and slice open every part of your body until you cry and beg me to stop. i hope you rot in hell, you fucking retard.

this is the guy who found that shantae roms from 2004 and used to run the pizza tower wiki by the way

how do you think you're normal when you literally call me retarded? a slur for autistic people? not to mention the harassment you send to tour de pizza, especially mcpig, all the time over petty private drama.

there's a reason people cut you off. this is harassment that you sent me. this is why.

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reminder that trans men also fought for your rights and refusal to acknowledge this is tantamount to denying historical fact

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DNI lists on this website are fucking insane