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supernaturalidjitjess · 4 years ago

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Set Me Free X Bucky Barnes X Reader

So I know it's not the part 2 everyone is waiting for but I am mid way through that. I wrote this a tad fast so I apologies if its a bit rushed. I can tell you the Russian words, just ask :)

Warning: Murder, brainwashing, ptsd, mentions torture, mentions death.

Summary: Finally being face to face with your captor, will you be set free?

Looking down at the ripped paper you looked back up at the building. Th rush pulsing through you blocked the sound of the street behind you, it was a cold night. Finally you had found him. Carefully you tried the front door, you could feel the adrenaline start to rush through you. The door opened. You took a deep breath trying to calm yourself down.

Stepping carefully you approach the other door on the inside. Turning the handle it was locked. You heard his voice from the other side of the door, it rang through your ears, before you could even think you ripped the door clean off its hinges and threw it behind you.

He stood right in front of you, looking more surprised than anything. “Y/N?”

You swallowed hard “Baron.” Before he could say anymore you punched him so hard it knocked him down and out. Standing over him you fought every part of your body that screamed to kill him.

“Hey!” Another man’s voice snapped you away from your thoughts.

You looked up “Winter Soldier?”

He frowned at you “Shadow Soldier?”

“Its Bucky actually.”

“Y/N.. You look great.”

“I would say you’ve looked better but I’ve only even seen you under.”

“True..” The room was silent for a moment.

“What the hell are you doing here?”

You bent down and took Zemo by the collar, dragged him across the floor to a chair. “You’re free right?”

“Technically yes.”

“That’s what I want. You got any rope?”

The other guy that had just been standing there watching you perked up “Sorry we’re fresh out of the kidnapping kits.”

“He’s friendly.” You smiled at Bucky. You took the belt from around your jacket and tied his hands behind him. He started to murmur “Shit, any tape for his mouth?”

“Again.. no.”

You put your hands up “Alright, I can’t let him speak.” You reached round with your right hand and ripped your left sleeve clean off. You tied the sleeve around his mouth and behind his head. “That’ll do. Another perfectly fine jacket ruined.”

At this point the other guy was looking at Bucky “You trying to tell me there was a female version of you out there and I’ve been stuck here with your miserable ass.” He turned to looked at you “I’m Sam.” He stuck his hand out.

“The Falcon.” You shook his hand “I know who you are.”

“So what’s your plan exactly? Because we do kind of need him.”

You shrugged “If anyone knows how to set me fee its this asshole.”

His eyes opened slowly, you saw the smirk under the gag. He tried to speak but it was all muffled.

“I need my freedom and I know you know how..” You hadn’t really thought this through, you would need him to speak to help you. Taking the knife from your boot you flipped it around in your hand. “Say one wrong word I will not hesitate to stab you.”

As you reached to take the sleeve from his mouth Bucky placed his hand on your shoulder causing you to flinch. “You sure this is a good idea?”

“Unless you got a better one?”

“Not really..” he looked over to Sam “Give us a minute.” They both stepped out the room into the room next door.

You took a deep breath and pulled the gag from his mouth. Before you could even say a word he smiled at you. “устала”

“Stop!” You screamed. You went to throw your knife but your body stopped you.

“холодный”

“Please stop!” Tears streamed down your face.

“один”

You dropped to your knees, not matter how hard you tried to fight it your body stopped everything you wanted it to do.

“заброшенный

Подчинить”

You punched the floor below you smashing all the tiles around you. He had managed you free himself and stood before you. “Are you ready to comply?”

You stood straight and looked him in the eyes. “I’m ready.”

“No!”

You looked over to the door where the two men stood. Looking back at Zemo he nodded to you. You picked up the knife and threw it as hard as you could just missing Sam’s face by an inch.

“Woah!”

“Zemo! Stop her!” Bucky shouted “You don’t want to know what I’ll do if you don’t.”

He sighed. “спать”

You collapsed to the floor like a switch had just been turned off. You smacked your head on the way down. Bucky ran over to you “What have you done!”

“No time” Sam nodded to the door, John and Lemar were making their way down the street.

Bucky scooped you up in his arms and took you to the bedroom next door. He marched to Zemo grabbing him by the throat “What the hell is wrong with you?”

A cough behind him stopped him “You having a party?”

“Not now John.”

The 5 of them turned to be faced with the Dora Milaje. “Shit.” Bucky breathed out.

You sat bolt up right. “Shit!” you checked yourself over. No bruises, no blood, no cuts. Either you had done nothing or it was a clean job. Swinging your legs off the bed you felt light headed.

“Hey hey, sit down.” Bucky came through the bedroom doors. “You’re okay.”

“What did I do? Who did I hurt?” The panic in your voice was very evident.

"Nothing, you didn't do anything."

You grabbed hold of his arm "Are you sure? I never remember what I do and I can’t stop it, I just..."

"Y/N you're ok, I made sure to stop him. I mean you did throw a knife at Sam's head but that's it."

"Oh my god! Is he ok?"

"I'm fine thanks." Sam's voice came from the doorway.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be stupid, it wasn't your fault. Come on I'll make you a drink."

The three of you walked in the main room, "Christ! Did I do this?"

"No we had a whole situation with John Walker and the Dora Milaje."

"The what?"

Bucky chuckled at you "It's a long story."

Sam slid a glass of whiskey across the kitchen island to you "Speaking of long stories, wonna explain what the hell happened to you?"

"If you got time?"

Bucky shrugged "Zemo is in the wind and we have no leads on Carli."

"Fair enough," You took a seat at the kitchen island while they sat on the couch. "I was a shield agent working along side one of the most incredible women I've ever met. Me and Peggy were on a mission and it all went south, we were sent in a building without back up and no intel to say there was terrorists in the building. The place was blown up with us both in. She was saved but they never found me. I lay there for 2 days with my arm trapped between debris. I saw no way of getting out alive, I waited there to die." You shifted in your seat, reliving this in your head was a nightmare.

"You don't have to tell us." Bucky said looking concerned.

You shook your head and finished the whiskey in one gulp "It's fine, need to talk about it to someone." You took a deep breath and carried on "So I was lying there feeling myself slip away and a figure stepped over the rubble to me. At first I thought I was hallucinating, this big metal arm ripped the debris off me and carried me to what I thought was safety. I woke in a small cell with no arm and no idea where I was." You looked up at Bucky "And I'm pretty sure you can guess what happened from there."

He sighed "I'm sorry, I didn't know."

"It's not your fault, you had no choice."

"What happened? How did you get out?"

Bucky shot Sam a look, you smiled at him "It's ok Bucky, its not a story you usually hear. Well you were lucky enough to be best friends with boy wonder, I didn't have so much luck. The only friend I ever had had grown old and died. So when you escaped I was found by the government and locked away. One thing they did different with me was the off switch. After every mission he would turn me off and I forgot everything.”

“Everything? So you don’t remember killing people?”

“Not at first, but sitting in a cell all alone with no human contact things come back up. Every single night I would lie there and remember, relive what I did in my head. Sometimes they would repeat, and I think its the end but the next night something fresh would pop up.”

Sam’s phone beeped pulling you from your thoughts. “I’m sorry.” He got up and left the room to answer it.

You and Bucky looked at each other for a few minutes before he got up and walked to you. He took your metal hand in his “I know it doesn’t mean much now but I am sorry, for everything.”

“I’ve already told you it’s not your fault.” You pulled him in for a hug. Holding onto him you almost felt like you weren’t suffocating for the first time in for ever. As you pulled away you smiled at him “I suppose there is one thin your can do for me.”

“Anything, just name it.”

“Where the hell did you get your arm? Mines dented and all sorts of fucked up.”

He laughed at you “Well now you mention it, I know someone that can help you.”

“Get a new arm?”

“No, with everything. They helped me get free.”

You grabbed him and hugged him again “Thank you.” You said into his shoulder.

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You swallowed hard “Christ they are intimidating.” The woman approached you, nodding you said “I’m Y/N…”

“I know who you are. Another broken soldier. I will help you.” She nodded to Bucky.

Nodding back he asked, “Can you give us a minute?”

“I will meet you on the ship.” She walked out of ear shot.

You smiled at him “Thank you again.”

“I might be out of place here, but you know when you’ve finished and come back to normal life. Do you fancy grabbing a drink….. With me?” He was looking more at his feet than you.

“I never thought I’d see you nervous Mr Barnes.. Of course I will.”

“Oh thank god.” He smiled at you.

You grabbed hold of the collar on his coat and pulled him in. Your lips collided and fell into a deep passionate kiss. As you pulled away a grin stretched across your face “Something to hold onto until I get back.”

15 months later

You stood staring at the wall, hands in your pockets and a frown plastered on your face. Your eyes narrowed as you scanned across the wallpaper.

“Y/N!” Her voice snapped you away from your thoughts.

Not turning you spoke up, “This wallpaper is infuriating.”

“Please elaborate.” She sighed.

“Its just the same tree over and over again, you trying to tell me that all the trees are the same. Is this like some subtle mind thing.. like you’re not as different as you think.”

“No it’s just wallpaper. Please take a seat.”

You plopped down on the hard couch “So doc what do you want to talk about today?”

“Let’s start with how you’re feeling?” She did that look that wound you up. The one where she looks over her glasses like no matter what you said it would be wrong.

“Yeahhh, not bad. I have a date tonight.”

“Oh that’s lovely. What his name?”

“Bucky,” You smiled “Bucky Barnes.”

“Oh Jesus fucking christ!”

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supernaturalidjitjess · 4 years ago

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Rewind X Bucky Barnes X Reader

Hello again, apologies this is a little rushed I did it all in a day. Let e know if I should do a part 2 because I'm thinking about it.

Summary: A hangover from hell, was last night worth remembering?

Warnings: Swearing, alcohol, implied sex

His hand tightened in your hair, a soft moan escaped your lips. “Bucky.” You whispered.

You reached down to touch the bulge in his pants “Y/N” He moaned back. “Y/N!” His voices got louder “Y/n!”

You opened your eyes to Steve “Y/N?”

“God my head hurts, what you doing Steve?”

“You were talking in your sleep and I made you coffee.”

“Oh thanks,” You sat up and looked around “Why am I on the couch?”

“Just before I went to bed I saw Bucky bringing you back in over his shoulder. I don’t think you were sober enough to make it to your bed.”

You flopped back into the couch “Looks it, hang on did you say I was talking in my sleep?”

He coughed uncomfortably and took a sip of his coffee “Yep.”

“Oh shit, sorry. Thank you for waking me though.”

“Didn’t think you would want anyone else to hear you.”

You would have been more embarrassed had you not been so hungover. “So..” He quickly tried to change the subject “Remember much of last night?”

“Bits and pieces.. Dancing, shots.. a lot of shots. Did I go to a night club?”

“Yeah you said that Shuri had never been to one, so you made Bucky take you, Sam came too. I think they tried to watch over you.”

“Oh Shuri! Did she get home ok?”

He shrugged “So so, she did throw up on the way home.”

“I tell you what I wouldn’t enjoy a spaceship in the state I was in.”

“You know if you don’t remember much you could always you know… do the thing.” He gestured to your eye.

You laughed lightly “You know I only have a robotic eye, it’s not that weird.”

“When you get to my age it will be.”

“I don’t think I’ll ever be that old, unless I become full cyborg, and besides I’m not sure if I’m ready to relive last night just yet.”

Chuckling he got up from his seat “I’m going to make a dirty fry up, you want one?”

“You life saver, I’ll jump in the shower while you do that. Need to wash last night off me.”

He shook his head at you as you left. “Get Sam and Bucky too I bet they’ll need one.” He called after you.

You walked slowly down the hallway. Different noises came from each room, video games was Peter, Sam was snoring, Nat was working out, god knows what noises were coming from Rockets room and then Bucky’s. You stopped for a second outside his door. Should you say thank you for helping you last night or did you make a massive fool out of yourself. Probably should find out what you did first.

Stripping off in your bathroom you got your dress up passed your face and then nothing. You stood there, eye fogging up, dress trapping your arms in the sky. You pulled pushed and wiggled. Standing on a slippery tile your legs went from under you. As you went to the floor your head hit the sink. “Ah fuck!” You shouted. You lay there with your dress still stuck over your head contemplating your options when you heard a voice from your bedroom.

“Hello?” You called out.

“Y/N?”

“Bucky! I’ve fallen.” You called out to him.

Your door swung open and you felt his hands pull the dress off you. “What the hell are you doing?”

“My dress wouldn’t.. the water .. floor tiles.” You made a weird gesture and noise simulating you falling.

“Oh shit.”

“What?” You were suddenly aware you were just in your undies.

“Your heads bleeding.” He grabbed a towel and put it against the wound on the side of your head.

“Thank you,” You put your hand over his that was holding the towel “And thank you for last night.”

“Don’t be silly, the state you were in I was not letting you run wild through the city.”

You laughed “Smart choice. How bad was I?”

“You don’t remember anything?”

“Bits and pieces, Caps making me a fry up. I told him I was going to jump in the shower then get it.”

“You sure you’re ok? I can get someone to look at your head.”

“I’ll be fine.” You started to get up.

He stopped you from wobbling “You sure you’re good?”

“No idea till I watch the night again.”

The colour drained out of his face “You sure you want to see that? I can give you the highlights.”

“Maybe that’s a better idea.” You took the bloody towel from him “Thank you again.”

“Don’t mention it.” You smiled as he left you in the steamy bathroom.

Finally stepping in the shower you let the water cascade over you. You could almost feel the alcohol washing off your skin. Opening your eyes you almost wobbled again. The alcohol and the head wound were really making you dizzy. After washing out all the shampoo you jumped out.

You wrapped the towel around you and stepped carefully back into your room. You threw on some sweatpants, vest and a soft cosy cardigan. You searched the desk by your bed until you finally found the paracetamol. Throwing some back you flopped onto your bed.

Images flashed in your mind. The dream you had had felt so real. You saw yourself dancing in the club but in your mind you could feel a hand. It started soft and then slowly worked his way over your hip. Maybe that’s why Bucky didn’t want you to watch it. Maybe he got jealous and fought the guy.

You constantly glanced over to your desk. Steve would have saved your food by now and if not it was burning. You had made this mistake before, watching after a night out, seeing how embarrassing you were. You even got into a fight with a man dressed as a Raccoon. Something about it being offensive. Which Rocket found highly amusing. This all felt different, like you were forgetting something important.

After a few moments of contemplating you dragged yourself off the bed. Sitting at your table you called out “Hey Friday.”

“Morning Miss Y/L/N”

“How many times have I told you to call my Y/N..”

“How can I help Y/N?”

“I’m about to plug in my eye, can you show me the footage of last night.” You took your eye between two fingers and pulled it out, then put on the patch from your desk draw. You plugged it into the system.

“Where would you like to start?”

“Ermm,” You moved your patch around till it stuck in the right place. “Let’s start at around 1am I’m sure that was around the time I left for the city.”

“Oh god,” You laughed at what you saw.

“Shhhh. They have no idea.”

You were pouring shots in the back of the car. Shuri was up front hanging her head out the window while you and Sam were doing ‘secret’ shots. It was very obvious that Bucky could see what you two were doing. Looks like you had gotten Sam drunk too.

“Forward 2 hours please.”

Now at the bar, probably not the best idea. Music booming through your speakers was making your head feel worse. “Friday can your turn it down please.”

“Of course, your vitals are looking low do you need me to ask someone to make you food?”

“No I’m…” You stopped as you saw what you were looking for. You were dancing your hips swung back and forth to the music. Sam and Shuri were having a blast by you. But you were looking across the room, Bucky sat there looking at you. Swirling a glass of whiskey. You turned and danced even more. That’s when the hands found your body, you saw the shine of the metal. You turned in his arms and danced with him, your body entwined with each other and the music.

You thread your hands through his hair and brought your face closer to his. Before anything could happen you pulled away. Taking his hands in yours you walked together to a back VIP room. The pair of you leapt at each other pulling and grasping at your clothes like animals.

“Pause!” You called out. Putting your head in your hands you took a deep breath in. It wasn’t a dream. You turned your head towards your door. “Bucky?”

Leaning on the door frame he smiled at you “Hey.”

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