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#10: Posting the word “nothing” daily (the account is called latest-silksong-news)

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yooo!!! what the fuck does this mean

I am so glad we mostly moved away from "you have no reason to be afraid of us calling out x (which is evil) if you aren't x yourself". It genuinely made it so fucking impossible to make people understand that they can be engaged in behaviors which are harmful without being malicious monsters or even know that they were doing that. It makes me so happy we're seeing less of that these days (although it is in part due to the fact that a lot of us got sick of engaging with normies at all and instead became actively hostile to them, which... The "don't engage with people who hold deeply harmful beliefs" thing applies to the opposition in specific contexts, but not to your fucking audience!)

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#8: Roleplaying as a 15th century peasant who REALLY hates King Henry VII

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Its all fun and games until I kill myself

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kill yourself

and leave your body at the door

kill yourself

and leave your body at the door

kill yourself (x3)

and leave yourself

and leave yourself

another day goes by

it’s getting harder to talk to the ones i love

do i love anyone?

its getting harder to find a find a reason to love

do you? do me? I do, write me, letters, payment, my blood, pavement (x2)

and if you find me dead

dont be surprised when you read this note

and if you find me dead

dont be surprised when you read this note

(i do, i do, i me, who you)

(i do, i do, i me, who you)

(i do, i do, i me, who you)

(i do, i do, i me, who you)

<epic but soft guitar solo>

my face is red

and white (with blood)

with lack of it

and I reach for-

my face is red

and white (with blood)

with lack of it

and I reach for- (Ohhh)

The blades on my pencil sharpener

Call me a pencil (I’m killing myself)

(do me?) The blades on my pencil sharpener

(do me? do you?)

The blades on my pencil sharpener (do me? do you? do me?)

Do me

Do you

Do me

Do you

Do me

Do you

Do me

Do you-

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my memory is failing me

you cut yourself and i start bleeding

my memories are fleeting

when will you realize that this whole time ive been trying

to keep you from fucking crying?

am i not doing enough?

what am i doing wrong…

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and one day you’ll be gone

and ill stop singing these stupid songs

ill try not to think of you

but at this point thats all i do

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i have to face the facts

youll never want me back

i felt with all my heart

and tore my soul apart

i fall when you trip

i cry when one tear drips

i need stitches when you rip

ill never get over this

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you aren’t disposable

you aren’t replacable

i dont have a clone of you

so when i wake up

and you arent there

ill try not to think of you

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i like dominos cheese pizza

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(oh-oh, oh-oh-uh-oh, uh-oh)

{this like the firstt verse, pluh}

the blood on my face

i feel it running down

the blood on the floor

i look at it

wipe away my frown

{this is like. the beat drop part}

The blood I spill for you

is for no one else

You’re the only one in my life

I’d take it for

{pre verse 2 theres a simple guitar solo}

My misery it goes unspoken (the demon in me has awoken)

My hatred justifiiied (now i feel aliiive)

Don’t bother talking to me

I wish I was high

Don’t bother listening (I don’t know if I can flyyy)

I won’t know until I try

(beat drop 2 build up)

So here I go

I’m falling

Everything I ever loved behind

The blood in my eyes

(beat drop 2)

THIS IS THE BLOOD I SPILL FOR YOU

NO ONE ELSE

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY LIFE

(i would take it for)

YOU (echo like 6 times)

YOUUUUUUUUUUUU

(leadup to drop 3)

YOU ARE THE ONLY

PERSON

ON MY MIND

ALL THE TIME

AND IF YOU COULD FORGIVE ME

AND IF YOU COULD FORGET

I WOULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU

BUT IM KEEPING THIS TO MY DEATH

{slow down and do that pierce the veil thing where it sounds like a phone speaker}

ON MY GRAVESTONE

WRITE THE WORDS

“DON’T FORGET ME NOW,

CUS I’M HURT”

LET THIS COUNT

AS MY OWN WILL

AS I FALL

IT LOOKS {stop ptv thing} MORE REAL

(beat drop 3)

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THIS BLOOD IS FOR

I STILL FEEL THE PAIN

I WASH MY SINS AWAY

I WONT EVER FORGET THIS DAY

THE BLOOD ON MY FACE

(never goes away)

(never goes away)

(never goes away)

(never goes away)

(never…)

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Insert a hammer and sickle

The vending machine distributes all the coins it has received to the working class.

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woah woah hey you've been scrolling for a little while now

you are so loved dude I hope you know that

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Y’ever read something and have understanding that has eluded you interminably suddenly stop, curl up, and snuggle neatly into a fold in your brain because a new way way opened to it?