every watcher show is ryan/shane going on a weird random tangent while the other patiently waits for his turn to tell his own weird random tangent in their own show
I think a sad part of transition for me has been looking back and seeing a void. I don't remember much of my childhood, and I don't have photographs to tell me about who I was. I have maybe three photos of myself at very young ages, and I always refused to let others photograph me. I was dysphoric about it not only because photos are just weird to me, but also because I didn't want a false persona immortalized so easily. I didn't want my old self to attach itself to other peoples hearts, it would feel as though I'd rip them apart when I finally revealed that who they knew was, essentially, a lie.
But it is sad. I'd like to do the whole photo comparison with an accurate photo, but all I have are photos where I was too young to really object. I'm trying to learn how to be okay with the idea that I don't have to have had a childhood in a traditional sense. I'm learning how to not look to the past, and I think that can be an important lesson, especially for trans people. The past doesn't have to reflect your present
As much as I’m disgusted by Everything Going On with Ned Fulmer and the try guys, I simply can’t imagine what Ariel is going through not only with the cheating but also that all of this very personal drama is playing out on the most public stage it possibly could. I see ex-buzzfeed people tweeting shit like “well who’s really surprised🤔” and its like does being a snarky cunt make you feel better? How do you think she feels seeing people say stuff like that? Especially when they say it to their 500k followers.
Again, I don’t want to excuse Ned’s shitty behavior but I think a lot of people seem to see this as a window to just act like morally superior assholes under the guise of being outraged on his friend’s and family’s behalf. Cheating on your wife is not ‘internet drama’ and these peoples’ pain is not fucking entertainment.
Whatever you do, don't think about the fact that the constant communication between Leo and Casey during this part means that the channel was likely open the whole time, so Leo's whole family could hear him getting the absolute shit beat out of him while thousands of feet below, they could do nothing.