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Adam Marshall - Devil’s Kitchen (Snowdonia, North Wales)

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Playing with the idea of deleting facebook altogether but possibly keeping a fake, blank profile just to keep up with local activities. I'd love to give up instagram altogether too, but photography is my side gig and I also just love taking photos and remembering moments in that way. So idk.

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Budapest, Hungary (2021)

Film: Cinestill 800T

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Not to be a lame ass adult, but I am on a rolllllllll this month. I have a psych appt at the end of the month (finally), my first therapy next month (dbt, finallyyyy), schedules a dentist appt (been yearssss), AND I'm about to schedule an eye appt for glasses for the first time in two solid decades. Getting off my ass and getting the shit done feels good ! And I have a massage next week, omg.

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paint sketch reference with implementation on panel

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Valencia, Spain (2024)

Film: Kodak Ultramax 400

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Sometimes the best way to appreciate something is to be without it for a while.

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“You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes you have to leave them there.”

— Iyanla Vanzant

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River Phoenix by John Huba (1992)

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Temporary Escape (هروب مؤقت) by Sliman Mansour (2018)

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I've been with my girl for coming up on six months and it's the healthiest (and steadily longest ha) relationship I've been in. It started out a bit rocky for the first few months, primarily on me because I have not been in a relationship in many years and I was very VERY anxious to put myself out there finally, and unsure about her at first. It was a slow burn for me and as the days go by, I love her more and more. I've never experienced this type of love before - I didn't even know I was capable of t? I've always dived deep and head over heels for people in the past. It was so sickening and unhealthy, but that's all I've ever experienced and so I thought that's what love was. But it isn't like this with her. I'm so glad I made it out to the other side and fought off my anxiety to see how this blossoms. She is the first person I've been able to fully trust and communicate with. She's so patient with me and she helps me become a more patient person in return. She helps me communicate. We're on the same page regarding relationships and what we want out of one. We just spent our first vacation with each other at the beach and I feel even stronger about our future together. I really just care about her so much in a way that I have never cared for somebody before. I just want to take care of her and do things for her, like mow her lawn or open the door for her when we walk into a shop or cook for her hah. I love her, truly. I had no idea I was capable of healthy love. And I know I'm loved in return. My brain has been a wreck my whole life, but I am the best I have ever been (with or without a relationship).

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Reason to Live #12293

 To someday wake up and not hate my body anymore. – Guest Submission

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