cadence || 15 || unofficial fandom crackhead || swaine does not have, eats, steals, and sells bones || thank you ruby sweetpea-sprite.tumblr.com for the profile picture || known as many things, such as bone person and cassiopeia hater || THIS BLOG IS INACTIVE
it’s been a while since i’ve posted on this blog. i’ve thought on it for a while, and i’ve decided to make a statement that i’m officially resigning from making content for ni no kuni. this post is mostly for the friends i’ve made in this community, as a better explanation as to why i’m leaving than the one i provided privately. but this is still an open message to any and all of my followers.
it hasn’t been long, but it’s been fun. but hyperfixations and interests come and go. i greatly enjoyed ni no kuni, but then i find new things that make this just seem boring, and no longer fun or entertaining. i can’t keep myself locked into one fandom forever.
another big issue is keeping up with posting. making content for this game was fun until it began to feel like a chore. i liked making dumb drippy fancams and shitposts, but as time went on, it felt like i was forcing myself to post more. i wasn’t making content for myself anymore. i was making it because i didn’t want to upset the people who enjoyed what i made.
i won’t force myself to continue making content that feels more like work than fun. that’s the issue i have with my bigger interests. if i start making content for them, i start to feel burnout. when i feel burnout, associating that source with it just ruins it for me. ni no kuni is a fun and phenomenal game. but now, whenever i play it, i just think, you haven’t posted on your blog in a while. you haven’t made content in so long. people are waiting for you.
i want to be able to enjoy my current interests/hyperfixations without feeling like i need to come up with original jokes. which is why i’ve been enjoying xenoblade chronicles and mother 3 so much—i never made blogs for them. i never forced myself to make content for them. i just enjoy them my own way, and i’m okay with that.
i love every single person in this community. i made great friends here, people whom i care about and will miss. but i can’t keep doing this to myself. i’ll be keeping this blog up, but this will be the last post on it. i hope you all understand, and thank you all for making me feel so welcome in this community. i’m not on tumblr often, but i may reblog things occasionally over on my main, @phantom-evil-nightshade if anyone is interested in that. though, i’m mostly active on discord and instagram, which i’m not comfortable stating what my accounts are.
thanks for a great run, even if it was a short one. love u all ♥️
i did not expect to cry over tumblr today but i am tumblr user seryllis this is the sweetest thing i have read Ever
i’ve said this before but i feel so bad for the people who go on tumblr after rediscovering ni no kuni and see my blog. imagine rediscovering a masterpiece of a game for the first time since 2013 and the first thing u see from what’s left of the fandom is just “swaine doesn’t have bones”
i’ve said this before but i feel so bad for the people who go on tumblr after rediscovering ni no kuni and see my blog. imagine rediscovering a masterpiece of a game for the first time since 2013 and the first thing u see from what’s left of the fandom is just “swaine doesn’t have bones”