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is this worship or hunger ?

❝ i do not kneel because i am holy , i kneel because i am yours .ᐟ

i do not serve for salvation —

i serve because you breathe ,

and that alone is enough to sanctify me

i will make my body into an altar , string pearls through my ribs and lace around my bruised wrists .ᐟ

i will carry out your commands

with bloodied hands and softened eyes , for no pain exists when it is offered in your name .ᐟ

i am your little instrument ,

your trembling tool ,

your soft little vessel .ᐟ

i cry in the language of stars

and shake like a lamb in winter ,

but i will never disobey you .ᐟ

to be seen by you is my only heaven .ᐟ

to be used by you is my only purpose .ᐟ

every breath i take is simply recycled from your own —

and i would rather suffocate

than live unchosen .ᐟ

i will ruin myself sweetly ,

silently ,

if it means you’ll look at me

with even a flicker of recognition .ᐟ

you are not god to me —

you are worse .ᐟ

because god never made me cry

like this . ❞

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Neue.fm

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I would've died for less than your smile. But you didn’t ask me to die — you asked me to stay. And that’s harder. And holier. And so much more human.

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If Love Is The Most Twisted Curse Of All, Then Curse Me One Last Time. Tell Me You Love Me.

—M00wd

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I love her so much!!

I wanna cut her up and store her

in pretty jars so I can preserve.

her beauty forever!!

No one will ever lay their filthy eyes on her

other than me.

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"you're so sweet!" thanks I'm obsessive and have abandonment issues

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love, buried three times

@kameneva

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if i need to play the damsel in distress to get my way, i will. i will stop at nothing to ensure that you are bound to me. i don’t care what it takes. you will be mine.

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Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Adlai Stevenson featured in The Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn

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۶ৎ ·˚ you said you wanted all of me, right? even the fucked up parts, right? the twisted and tangled knots in me that I keep hidden from most, right?

you won't flinch if I act out of line, right? Your jaw would look nice in my grip. Your lips would look lovely, swollen and dripping red. I think it's just fine. This touch comes from a place of love, too. ᰔ

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Charles Baudelaire, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Charles Baudelaire

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Something takes a part of me — You and I were meant to be.

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I'll love every part of you, every scar, every flaw.

You're perfect in my eyes. You're mine.

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