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being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.

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*has slightly stable relationship*

brain: ruin it

me: why

brain: you gotta

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It's too hard.

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Sometimes you just have to jump out the window and grow wings on the way down.

Ray Bradbury (via psych-facts)

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Person: “I’m here for you”

Person: *leaves*

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social anxiety is realizing you’re lonely, not wanting to be lonely, being handed and opportunity not to be lonely, and still choosing to be lonely because despite every previous indicator that you would be welcome to join in on other people’s fun and stop being lonely, you’re still afraid that no one wants you around

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Struggling with life tonight. Seems like no matter how hard I fight, I'm always falling down.

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You can never cross the ocean until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.

Christopher Columbus (via psych-facts)

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We often forget that we are nature. Nature is not something separate from us. So when we say that we have lost our connection to nature, we’ve lost our connection to ourselves.

Andy Goldsworthy (via landscape-photo-graphy)

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I lost myself so many times that I don’t know who I am anymore.

(via difficult)

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