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hiii this is lay, moved to @laysplaining !!

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LOTS OF PIGEONS ON MY WINDOWSILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i think sometimes girls i date assume that me saying i want to take things slow means that we're gonna be exclusive within 1-2 weeks of talking...? and then get pissed if they find out i'm talking to different people and only stop when i can tell we're a good match. it takes me quite a bit to figure that out and i don't like to waste my time

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there is a tiny fly in here i'm going to fucking pass out. a few yrs ago we had a SUPER bad summer where my apartment was absolutely infested with house flies it was insane like. genuinely terrifying. i killed them all somehow it genuinely still makes me panic a bit everytime i think about it. wow. my fly trauma is hitting me fr

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ok real talk since only like 3 ppl follow this acct

i'm so embarrassed to make personal posts on my main blog and i'm so embarrassed to make youtube vids on my main youtube channel i'm feeling real bashful shygirl >w< U//////U like u need to fucking shoot at my feet so that i actually Do Normal Human Things because like... it's MY blog. it's MY channel. why the FUCK should i be listening to controlling losers on what to put on MY TURF. but alas i'm still fighting that battle within myself working on personal growth etc so for now i'm on here and on my laysplaining yt channel. you gotta pick your battles and some battles are real slowmo they take forever. sometimes having 800+ eyeballs on you can freak you tf out even if it's not thousands and thousands of stares. and that's ok. i gotta stay chill and take it one day at a time and all that. turtle > hare.

i WILL get there though. and then they'll all fear my rizz

i'm editing some vids it feels so CRINGE but.... it is fun.......

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i'm finally editing my youtube videos holy shit i've been procrastinating like crazy bc of work and Figuring Out My Future

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BECAUSE I DON'T LIVE IN IT

also because unfortunate circumstances

i'm watching the rose of versaille. angrily

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i'm watching the rose of versaille. angrily

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give me a prompt i will draw it (will be mediocre)

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i'm getting back into art you better be REAL NICE to me >:(

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this zine is gonna be the best one YET

and each zine afterwards probably

i'm learning okay i'm Learning!!! i KNOW i'm a newbie and it doesn't look the way i want to but i'm having FUN and now working with some very cool gyns! it can be scary and stressful and the fear of failure and harassment etc is freaky but doing it is very fun and exciting. creating things is the best and worst thing ever. i'm addicted to it. and i'm so grateful for the interwebs and for canva dot com and even this goddamn stupid ass fuckhead website. i love you all

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happy borthday to weed

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you're not going to believe this

but you're better than you think

and you're actually pretty harmless

and you probably make decent banana bread

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together we are two lambs about to get burnt at the stake. roasted like marshmallows. and we no longer give a shit

politically i am the sacrificial lamb. will not explain

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politically i am the sacrificial lamb. will not explain

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ok so there's so much i have planned...........

it's kind of fucking crazy. i might just do audio posts of me talking soon here bc sometimes over text it's tough to put it into words

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in my heart we are all drinking masala chai together.... all 34 of us. even the lactose intolerant ones. 1000% worth the tummy ache