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Alex Stoddard

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what the hell am I doing

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my chest feels

so empty,

like my heart

has been

ripped out.

and this void feels

eternal -

as if you took

the very part of me

that made me,

me.

koko.poetry

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Are you trying to protect your heart or break mine? Please don't ignore me. Please don't leave.

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Isn't it sad ? Like how the things we often wanna forget are the same things that were once the best moment of our lives.

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♡𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔬𝔬𝔰 & 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦 ♡

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"I don't want to be your friend..." 

You misunderstood the words just as they came out of my mouth. I could see the hurt in your eyes but I could not deny the truth that beat in them. How can you ask me that? How can I look into your eyes and pretend nothing happened between us. It's not fair of you to ask that of me and I would be a masochist to oblige. I want to kiss you, touch you, burn in your arms. I am not strong enough to see you without remembering what all of that felt like. You know it's all or nothing with me. There is more between us than mere friendship and you are a fool to deny us that. Should I suffer because you deny us the truth of what we are? But sadly,  you turned away before I could say, "…..because we are so much more than just that." 

e.v.e

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It was another night without sleep. I just can’t stop thinking about you. You’re deeply missed. I just want to know how you’re doing and what’s going on right now. It’s hard to wake up without your good morning and it’s hard to sleep without your good night. It’s hard to live without you. I always see you in my dreams. I wake up crying and then I realize that you’re gone. It hurts every damn time. My heart is bleeding and I know it’s my fault. I just want you back and I don’t know how to do it. I’m not even sure if you would want it. I’m reading our messages and I got the urge to text you. I want to text you all the time. I miss everything about you. I miss my partner in crime. I miss my best friend. I miss you so fucking bad.

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pretty tattooed women are gonna take over the world

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cozyvu

brunie.co

brunie.co

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natalie wee / john patrick shanley / gang of youths / antoine de saint-exupéry / christopher anderson / richard siken / richard curtis / robin beth schaer / jen mazza / nikki giovanni / rita dove

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crush by richard siken // richard diebenkorn // richard diebenkorn // if there’s a way out i’ll take it by lora mathis

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― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[text ID: I am going to outlive myself. Eat, sleep, sleep, eat. Exist slowly, softly, like these trees, like a puddle of water, like the red bench in the streetcar.]

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Franz Wright, from “Our Conversation” [ID in alt text]

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on love as conversation

alice oseman radio silence (via @liriostigre) \ bell hooks

kofi

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