swtlemon4

[swtlemon4]

Poetry is like love it's warm, intriguing and necessary for peace.

-- Lydia 😊

[swtlemon4]

This is killing meeeeee

[swtlemon4]

To Lauren

I can't see past the borders of hurt that you have I only wish that I could give you the love that you needed in order to feel relief because in my heart I believe that you're hurting and you just don't know how to say that I would give anything to understand your mind right now if I could put myself in your place I would because you don't deserve to have this going on in your life you are a gift created on my birthday so I just want you to understand how special you are I've been thinking about you everyday since you left every second you have not left my mind or my heart the pain I'm in is inconceivable and unrelievable this is a web that is unbelievable all I wanted was to be your mom hold you in tough times and try to keep you as clean and pure as I could and save you from the dangers of the world you are my best friend you really and truly are whether you believe it or not you have my heart and soul I tried to give you my wisdom share with you understanding in times of struggle I want so much for you but most importantly the best is all I'll ever want because I'm your mom and without you I will never rest I will just hold on to the memories of you and keep you safe until this is over and you can come back to me I miss you dearly

I love you always

[swtlemon4]

Context of Me

My heart pours open and the contents inside search for a place where they don't have to hide my thoughts my memories my care my worries they yearn to be free far far away from me to not cause distress in daily life to make me not want to be someone else in my head I know that I can only be me and that is what I choose to be but a lot of times I'm bombarded with shit that I shouldn't concern myself with, to be honest sometimes it creeps in I still don't know how it finds my weak points but it always does but I fight hard and I won't just lay down this will not be my life I am meant to be in love and be a wife I seek freedom through these words I write them because listening to a melody they are what I heard but they come out clear so that anyone listening can hear

[swtlemon4]

Taste of You

One of my fantasies is having you wake me by coming into my room slowly rubbing my feet then leading to my legs tenderly putting your love onto me caressing my thighs as you need them with your fingers I start to wake up to see you kneeling and staring at me so many emotions begin to come over me as you start to remove your clothes as much as I lay down on my back lost in anticipation of what's about to happen then you climb on top of me kiss me stare into my eyes putting your dick in me slowly I take a breath as you enter me I arch my back and I begin to rock my hips as we place our desires on each other in this moment we are one the center is reached in this moment of ecstasy I feel everything that your needing to say through our skin touching mine the way my heart is beating the kisses the licking and grabbing the bites there is no need to be alarmed when my whole body starts to tingle as you go deeper pulling me further and further on to you on your dick as I start finding the vibe of the conversation I feel so much pressureenjoying the play of us and I think about how much I love you as I let go of and I cum all over your sweet dick I want to satisfy you so I continue to be eager to find the right rhythm to give you my love as we're staying in each other so many little deaths happen as the day turns tonight and I enjoy every second of what you're doing to me the way you're taking over my thoughts and giving me love this is my pharmacy this sweet dream that I think about a lot because I want to feel you in different ways so that all the time we have is written in thoughts of love changing our home into a peaceful cove

[swtlemon4]

You Feel Like Destiny

I don't know how to stop wanting you or leave you alone my heart is at its softest you have this power over me so it makes me want to let you conquer I feel like I'm in a different place I don't feel like I'm the same person that I was not even a few months ago because ever since I let you in you took everything I know on a whirlwind I don't have any questions I'm not worrying about the obsession I feel that the way that you care for me I could learn a lesson I feel like sometimes I want to confess so much I really believe that that's the good in you that I see that makes me want to share my pain because you don't give me any so I feel like you can understand what I've been through and you know just what to do my eyes are tearing up as I say that because I am picturing your face and I know that what you show me you you mean that I can't wait to be your date you're priceless in my world I see a beautiful future with you the more I get to know you the more my body feel no regret when I'm not with you that's when life goes the slowest and I have so much stress you are a light that shines in my heart and in my mind you have become so much to me that's why when I'm with you I have no concept of time

[swtlemon4]

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I love him ❤️‍🔥👩🏾‍❤️‍👩🏻

[swtlemon4]

Untitled (Love)

By swtlemon4

Just in case you're wondering I'm here for the long haul. If you think that I'm going to give up and let all that time I poured into you just melt away, that is not what I want. I want to layer you with love, care about you and never give in to people trying to cause me to tap out when it comes to you. I have a gift so all I want to do is share, and I don't care who stares.

The beat of my heart and the strength of my love will carry me so far in this life as it already has. My love is about depth and mass because it covers forever I will never let it go because it's what you shared with me. And now only you will receive it because you found me when I was tired and you believed in me, and the love you gave became my new wave. So now I want to live in this day with you till the world ends because there is only pureness here no sin so I know that this love will always last and contend.