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sydneypersonally · 11 months

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I know I told myself I was gonna have a hot girl summer but I didn't actually expect to have a hot girl summer by letting my first kiss be a make out session in the back of a guy's car

#if u told me the week before that was how i was gonna get my first kiss i would laugh #at least i got that out of the way before college 🤪

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sydneypersonally · 1 year

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Oh yeah it's been a minute but uh hi 👋

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sydneypersonally · 1 year

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When a boy I'm snapping that's going to my college tells me I have pretty eyes 🤭

#nah cuz when did i turn into such a snap wh*re

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sydneypersonally · 1 year

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"You're really hot. I mean, I don't want to date you like I want to date [redacted] but you're so fucking hot."

I stared at him in complete silence, and I could tell he felt awkward.

"No offense, though! You still have a great personality and..."

While he was distracted, I slowly backed up— and then I walked away.

#a conversation i had w a guy i was talking to on snap (turned into writing)#way to really make a girl feel special!!!#nothing like objectifying someone down to their looks 😐#men suck so much

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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Moving on is completely muting all of his social media accounts so you don't have to see him back w his ex but still having him follow you so he can see how happy you are without him 😌

#the satisfaction i feel when i see he still watches my stories but i have nothing to do with his social media anymore

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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Called 911 for the first time ever today 🫠

#i am numb and also decently traumatized #it was for my mom if any of you cared since i never got any interaction on the post about my mom having cncer #😭

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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I have a lot of resentment towards my dad. I try to get over it and tell myself it's just a phase but there are days like yesterday that really make me want to drop off the face of the earth the moment I go to college and never speak to him again

#i wish he would actually treat me with a little bit of respect #i always have to listen to him #he cant ever be the one to listen to ME #and he treats me like a child when all i want is to be treated like his daughter and not his spawn to take over his stupid business

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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I hate father's day

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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Is it irritational of me to be upset over the fact that I made a funny little vent video on tiktok abt my mom having cancer and specificity made it so only my friends (which only includes around 15 ppl) could see it, and then one of those friends I have - and trusted - went and told my sister about it who then told my mom??

And idk she (my mom) wasn't mad but like. My trust feels violated, which I know is kinda stupid bc I literally posted on a public video app but I made the video private for a reason, so only close friends could see it. And then one of them went and just showed my stupid fucking sister who acted like it was a joke and like me feeling upset about it was silly

#i dont even know who told her because she wouldnt tell me #i have my suspicions though #everything just seems to be falling apart around me and this was just one thing i didnt need #i hate this

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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My mom has cancer

#welp #tw cancer

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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When ur car is running low on gas but you're too poor rn to refill it so u have to hope that it'll be enough to get you to the school to take the SAT and back 😰😰

#im too broke for this world #←more like too broke for these gas prices actually

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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I'm literally so mad bc I can't fully relax yet from school bc I have to take the SAT this saturday, retake my math exam so I can try and score higher next tuesday, and then that following saturday take the ACT

#im crying #i have to be there by EIGHT IN THE MORNING for the sat/act and at SEVEN IN THE MORNING for my math exam

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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My reaction today revisiting this thought

I'm a senior now what in the actual FUCK

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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Me and my dad have reached an awkward equilibrium; I can exist and talk to him like normal but idk guys I just. I can't do hockey with him anymore

idk if my passion for the sport will come back with time but he asked me if I wanted to go to game 7 and I used the excuse of me having a cold not to go

#have i forgiven him?? idk i think im just forcing all my anger and hurt to the back of my mind so i dont feel it #so i cant really answer that question #anyways. today on sydney's daddy issues 🤩

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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I'm a senior now what in the actual FUCK

#I GRADUATE IN A YEAR #WTF

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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crying bc I love my body except for the fat on my thighs, in my stomach, my boobs being too big, I want to work out but I'm on my period rn so I'm uncomfortable and in pain, I hate my dad, and I'm ready for school to be over

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sydneypersonally · 2 years

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When your dad is the reason you love hockey so you can't even think about the sport right now because it's all connected to him, our toxic relationship, and our fight that was entirely his fault

#and that's on having daddy issues #←no it is not just a trend or 'fun' to have #still havent forgiven him #i dont know if i can

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