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Asks are open! Ask me anything you want that’s sfw!

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Customs of the System

- Elliott leads us because he’s part of the original. Recently we figured out that Elliott isn’t the exact original, but rather a part that froze in time after a traumatic experience. He’s basically a seventh grader ordering us around. -Behind Elliott are the main fronters and Nicholas. Main fronters are given priority because they’re the most mentally stable. Nicholas is given priority because he’s been around the longest besides Elliott. -Fictives don’t keep their original name, especially if it’s obviously a character’s one. I guess that means I either go by just Toga or change it completely. Axel got to keep his because it’s not too different and also he listens to no man. -Nudity is forbidden. We thought this would be a given and then Axel came along. -Buying girl clothes is not recommended due to the majority of the fronters being dysphoric. And nevertheless, me and Invictus persist. -If you steal memories, you’re automatically erased from the metaphorical nice list. The group chat. The cliques. Elliott and the rest of us don’t take chances when we don’t know what you’re hiding and we can’t find out. -Never switch during arguments with the parents. Elliott gets to veto this rule for Tor, but switching to someone with less stake in the game can lead to dangerous mistakes. -No harmful behavior or violence against self or others. Don’t trigger yourself. -Lastly, we are one entity called *name*. We work together to maintain the illusion of one. Therefore, sometimes needs must be sacrificed to maintain this. We understand what this entails. -Second lastly, no watching anime in the middle of the night.

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My strengths! I’m good at lying on the spot, I’m about twice as athletic as Elliott, I’m very productive and laid back. I’m not as easily triggered as most of us, I’m a girl (which helps us out a lot), and I’m a lot more relaxed. Even with the creepy source material, I’m cut out to be as useful as Axel or Sol.

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Introduction!

Hi! I’m Toga! I’m the newest alter and a fictive, and like most of the newer fictives (which aren’t many) I formed after arguments, paranoia, and recovered memories. I’m ok with saying that because it’s so obvious on the outside that there’s really no point hiding it. I’m not very comfortable where I came from, and there’s traits that Elliott (Glorious Leader in all of his ways, amen, hallelujah *rolls eyes*) doesn’t like. I have issues with blood, violence, and my voice is very different from the body’s. All of these are huge no no’s according to the main fronters. Luckily, Axel took me in pretty early and Elliott’s doing his creepy rest thing. He’s introducing me to the other fictives, mainly him and Sol, and introducing me to the customs of the system. He’s also finding my unique strengths and playing them up so that when the time comes and Elliott finally notices me, he won’t end up resenting me like he used to Axel.

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The only good thing about this weird situation is that some of us are more athletic than others...I just ran what Elliott and Sol had been training to run for months without any practice. I’m a lucky kid.

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Anyone wanna ask me somethin about this...19 people smushed into a body thing? Bored -Sol

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Danah and Nick in a heartbeat. Danah’s a leather jacket lesbian who shows off muscles for fun. Nicks got combat skills from his furry days (don’t ask). And Rachel’s athletic. Wait scratch all of that. Have I ever talked about Selena? Man, that’s a talk. But she’d kill us in a heartbeat. Or Ur. Ask me if you want me to go over the creepier headmates. I’ll probably do it anyways for fun.

System culture is placing bets on which of your headmates would win in a full out brawl.

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Considering Sol launched into a loud remix of row row row your boat after seeing this...and let me tell you, ten people joining in does not make for good focus. Why must I always cofront with her. It’s the fictive part of her I bet—which means I have it too.

Which headmate would sing annoying songs just to annoy the other headmates?

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Clarisse is the token Undertale fictive, and tries her hardest to distance herself from the name, poor girl. To be fair, she’s got nothing to be ashamed of bc that was a real thing we were going through and we needed her. Not like she actually helps with anything now except for gossiping with Sol. Wait—has Sol even typed on here? What the heck she hasnt

Which headmate loves Undertale?

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Btw eff you Invictus for buying those girl clothes bc I feel sick in them and so does Elliott. You thought because you felt good in them we would too but I seriously don’t and you blew over a hundred dollars for your mom’s approval and some new sweaters

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callout post to Elliott because that’s what we do whenever we front. When you think you don’t lose time without because you ‘keep track of it’ and end up finding the Trigger Heavy CD buried under the bed inside another CD case underneath a CD with zero recollection of where it had gone

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What is it with the body and dreams where I fight with a knife?

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Invictus helped me and Sol take over front by being stupid enough to check out my blog. It summoned me. I can get summoned. That’s so cool.

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Looking down this blog it’s pretty crazy. I mean man, I sound like some cryptid on here. ‘Axel made us forcefully remove ourselves from front’ yeah, that was lit. We’re having a party in headspace tonight. I’m inviting all the cool kids. Angel Boy needs a friend. Mauves the person to know. Dylan’s sarcastic and roasts everyone so she’s cool. Sol because she’s my fictive buddy so I can relate to her many many issues. Clarisse because you can’t have a party without cringe and imaginary pie. Invictus because he needs to get involved. Danah because she’s jealous. Pretty much everyone but Elliott, which is how I roll. Replacement Elliott in town now! Take that!

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The therapist had me do trauma work. It was okay. Learned a lot about myself. Both of them brought up dissociation and are communicating with each other. It’s up to my family to find a neuropsychiatrist for me or something. Does anyone know what that is?

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The good: the little fronted for fifteen minutes, and despite having huge advantages such as being able to move her hands normally, did nothing strange except feed ice to my little brother by throwing it at him. The bad: Guess who’s stuck fronting again

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Btw Elly is super duper pissed that you bought girly clothes but it’s ok bc he forgives you 😄😃🤗🦄 the unicorn emoji was an accident but I like unicorns so I’m keeping it (tangent hahahahaha)