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are you math because i just can’t understand you

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the prettiest smile hide the deepest secrets. the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.

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i'm crying

that's disappeared

that's fallen

left alone in this sandcastle

looking at this broken mask

but i still want you.

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aku dah tau semuanya... aku dah tau hal sebenar... allahu, apa yg patut aku buat ya allah, aku buntu😞

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beri aku kekuatan ya allah😌

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hi sayang... tak sangka kan, akhirnya semua dah terbongkar hari ni😌 segala perangai awak yg makin lain, ayat awak, cara awak, instinct saya semua betul😌 saya taktau nak cakap apa, airmata pun tak mampu nak mengalir lagi. kalau betul awak sayang saya, takkan ada yg kedua. takpelah, mungkin salah saya kan. salah saya yg selama ni serabutkan awak. takpelah, saya taknak siksa awak. segala keputusan awak nanti, saya terima. doakan saya kuat nak tempuh semua ni ye sayang😊❤️

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you know what hurts me the most rn? aku dah takde tempat mengadu... i means my human diaries, i got no one😞💔 and its always hurts me bila kena menangis sorang sorang just sebab nak lepaskan segala yg terbuku dalam hati ni. wallahi, selagi kau tak rasa kau takkan tau sakitnya rasa bila kau menangis sorang sorang sebab kau takde pendengar untuk mendengar segala cerita kau. kau menangis sepuas hati kau, untuk lepaskan segala rasa yg kau simpan. dengan cara menangis, aku lega😌 sayangnya, kau ada semua. kau ada family, kawan, bf. tapi bila kau sedih, sorang pun takde untuk kau. dan sejenis kau pulak, taknak nampak terhegeh hegeh nak cari orang untuk luahkan segala. sebab aku tau, kalau betul orang tu nak ada untuk aku time sedih ke happy ke aku tak perlu cari. dia sendiri akan ada😔😔😔💔 and... i’m writing all this with my tears that doesn’t stop falling😞

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so today, setelah berabad abad asyik bergaduh dan bersedihan atas sebab yg sama. i make decision to settle this by face to face so that i know every words that out from his mouth is real bcs its got diff between texting and talking face to face. i’m say it out all that i’ve been keep in my heart for too long that make me too hurts. well you know the pain was real when you’re talk until it turns to crying. dia terdiam, terkaku. taktau apa yg dia nak buat. tak pernah dia minta untuk jadi macam ni. dia sedar salah dia. he pull me and put me in his arm, “jangan nangis, saya mintak maaf, tak sayang awak tak salah. salah saya” that make me cry even harder. we still loves each other, still want to go on with this relationship, and even not ready to break up. even baru one year, but yes sayang. sayang sangat. but lately, we got too many misunderstanding and put me into arguement with him. sayang, i know its been a while since you were reading my tumblr. but pls know that i will always forever loving you😌💖 and keep our promise, nak sambung belajar sambil kumpul duit then kerja then kawin💍❣️ insyallah, do take care of me and this relationship. we’ll go through everything together as we promised back then😌🤞🏻💕

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rindu...tapi ego menang😌💔 tunggu lah sampai aku reda, aku datang balik :)

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elok lah :’) takde rasa nak cari ke nak pujuk ke nak tanya ke apa. macam tak bersalah apa, takpelah tak payah cari terus dah okay😌💔

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aku makin lama rasa makin tawar... aku dah mula rasa salah keputusan aku untuk stay 🙃