t0xursleepparalysisdemon

[t0xursleepparalysisdemon]

You‘re gonne die one day.. and you almost killed people for real. You know that, don‘t you? There’s nobody and nothing?! Nobody’s waiting. Life‘s a big long scream for glory. In the end there‘s just a dark abyss longing for you to come. And you will.. come. So just don‘t, don‘t go //

When you dream, no one hears you. And if you scream nobody does either. Brown hatred lies above everyone. Hands held high. Dirt is everywhere [][][][][][] in every pore of this earth [][][][][][]

Lust - Hate 0-1

Lies - Meaning 1-0

Feel - Food 0-1

Fun - Doom 1-0

If love is everything why can’t there be nothing?

Doesn’t it smell weird around here? Doesn‘t it smell like hell? Like rotten things left to starve? When the sun hits it’s all different. I can‘t save myself.. it‘s a wasted life..

[t0xursleepparalysisdemon]

Dearest,

After the holy day, everything is supposed to be fine. But I feel nothing.

I yearn for happiness. I am endlessly bored.

But why don’t I feel any better?

What have I done? My blood flows

irregularly through my body,

lumps form at every junction

and block my path.

I don’t want to wait any longer.

The light is almost extinguished.

Tox

[t0xursleepparalysisdemon]

Play Doom!!!

I first played this game because of Reb and its so damn good. I can‘t stop playing it. He had such great taste ;) no seriously the games are amazing. It just makes your life so much better. Sadly, he never got the chance to play the newer ones.

[t0xursleepparalysisdemon]

My Dearest,

My memories of you burn like flames, igniting in

every imaginable direction and tearing me apart

from within. But we were good together.

Sadly, we needed each other, and maybe that’s

why we should never see each other again.

My love for you grows like a wild forest that finds

no hold and in every summer radiates sweet

fragrance, but it is also the decay, the rot into

deadwood and the forgotten bones beneath the

earth, which are already half rotted and yet no

one has remembered them. The forest forgets

me. The beauty comforts.

Without you, feelings seemed like painted on things. But I still love you.

Probably it is the love I need and seek.

I wouldn’t want to change the past, not to

interfere with the course of life to take a different

turn.

I already see you standing at the side of the road,

waiting anxiously.

Respesctfully

Tox

[t0xursleepparalysisdemon]

Can you see it?

Can you hear it?

If you close your eyes just a little bit,

You can feel it.