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buddie: last first kiss

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people that match each other's freak (platonically)

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no thoughts just imagining after marisol and kim leave, and christopher has locked himself in his room, eddie doing the only thing he can think of and calling buck, whispering "i need you" and buck, most likely on a date with tommy, dropping everything and rushing to the diaz house without a thought, not knowing what's happening but needing to be there for him anyway, and then on the ride over he gets another call, this time from the house phone, and when he answers all he hears is chris saying "buck? i need you".

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Bobby teaching Buck to cook for RetrievingBucks on twitter!

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❝ what the hell was i thinking? to deserve a second chance like this. ❞

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eddie saying he's worried about himself is so. mmm. it hurts me. because. it means he's sat with himself. you know? he's sat with his actions, he's sat with the way he's thinking and feeling and... he hasn't done anything about it. because he can't do anything about it. and only severely mentally unwell girls (gn) know what it's like to witness yourself as if through an outside perspective; to see yourself going to the darkest place you've ever been, and being powerless to stop it. like yeah that's technically your face in the mirror. those are technically your hands and those are technically your actions, but you don't even know who this person is. and it just. it hurts thinking of eddie sitting with himself, being afraid of and for himself, looking at himself row that goddamn boat as if through an out of body of experience wondering what the hell he's doing. it just. whew. eddie, my beloved. my sweet boy. come back to the light babe it'll be okay.

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bobby: suicidal? and dead?

hen: having her daughter taken from her

buck: worried his best friend has gone insane

eddie: said best friend, roleplaying grief scenarios with his late wife’s clone

chimney: warmed up cookies in the oven

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EDDIE WHAT THE FUCK

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No no no but jess’ gifset got me fucked upppp because young Bobby taking his first drink after not being able to save his dad because he was unaware of what was happening in the living room and adult Bobby about to break his sobriety because he blamed himself for Jonah killing Claudette and nearly killing two members of his team.

He only stopped himself from drinking because Eddie unknowingly stepped up and was the voice of reason. The words he spoke to Bobby that day were words Bobby has been needing to hear multiple times in his life ever since he was just a child. He spoke directly to Bobby’s inner child as well as present day Bobby just like Bobby does for Eddie himself and I’m gonna stop before I fucking cry.

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Some Buckley hugs for the heart. ♡

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Eddie 😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢🌷💐🌷💐🌷🌷💐🌸🌸🌸🌻🪷🪷🌸🌻🌻🌸🪷🌸🪷🌸🌻🌸🌻🌻🌻🌸🌻🌻🌻🌸🌻🌸🌻🌻🌸🌻🌻🌸🌸🌸🌻🌸🌻🌻🌸🌻🪷🌻🌸🌸🌸🌻🌻🌸🌻🪷🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🥲🫶🥲🥲🫶🫶🥲🫶🫶🥲🫶

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...and now my fingers are bleedin' and it looks like i'm caught red-handed

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i love eddie diaz so much man he is so good. he is such a good person he is so sweet and gentle and nurturing and he wasn't raised to be, you know? he was raised to be all hard edges and to be masculine and to be unwaveringly strong but he sand papered himself down into someone compassionate and kind. who learns and grows. who is so soft with the people he loves. who goes mwah whenever he kisses people. he's silly he's a goofball he's so horribly traumatized. he's an decorated army vet and firefighter but to him he's a dad before he's anything else. he wants to be the kind of father he didn't have. and he's the best dad. he's forgiving. he's genuine. he's a bitch. he gets angry and he hurts people and he hurts himself more than anything but he apologizes and rights his wrongs and cares. he cares so deeply. he watches trashy telenovelas and doesn't trust technology and kills every single plant he touches. he's a good cook. he didn't use to be. assigned passenger princess by childhood trauma. his love language on the surface is acts or service but his real love language is teasing people and making them roll their eyes with a smile. his heart is so big. he is so hard on himself. guilt-ridden. gorgeous. gay. he's half grief half anger and somehow still all love. he's a horrible boyfriend to his girlfriends and he's in love with his best friend. what a freaking guy!!!!!!!

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kind of obsessed with how the increasing bucktommy fandom divide—exacerbated by the influx of new post buck coming out, overwhelmingly team tommy, fans—has introduced eddie haters into the fandom in ways we have never seen before. there are headcanons and fics wishing on his downfall, and in some cases his death, plotting to reinscribe christopher as bucktommy’s child. this is delicious to me. eddie diaz, you are now a villain. you are a hot girl. you are the template. they are tuning in to watch you suffer and fumble when real ones know that you will rise from the ashes of this cheating storyline like your dead wife did and remind everyone who you are. you are that bitch. you are my baby. you are now one of my elite employees. eddie girls rise 🆙 we are so back…

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9-1-1’s Most Heartbreaking Lines as voted by my followers

10th (34.8%) Season 3, Episode 15, Eddie Begins Written by Robert M. Williams Jr. & Christopher Monfette

Description: Three gifs from 9-1-1, each with gentle pink coloring. Gif 1: Eddie & Christopher sit outside. Eddie asks, ‘Hey, did you ever miss me when I was gone?’ Gif 2: Christopher looks at Eddie and replies, ‘I miss you all the time.’ Gif 3: Eddie looks at Christopher, stunned and sad. 

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