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Jenga prices went down in 2001 because people didn’t want to knock over towers…again

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And yet, more still

Intertwined

I was so stuck with the thought of you that I was sure our souls had been intertwined; the threads that sewed together the fabrics of the universe. I longed for your heart so often that I soon forgot what my own heartbeat sounded like. I would scream out your name in hopes of the sound causing my ribs to collapse so I no longer had to feel the hurt when I was alone. The lack of your presence ripped my thoughts from my head. I was simply floating in space, my mind on autopilot. I craved your touch, a sound, any notice of life, because I hdd none.

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BUT WAIT THERES MOREEEEEE

Death (or lack of)

I have been taught the idea of laughing in the face of death. Although I have been taunted by the pure thought of escaping a life of misery and suffering, I have remained, even in the absence of hope and faith. I am still able to exclaim my lack of fear for the entity of denial and truth. I remain to live in a plane of existence in which one can not be held at the mercy of demise. However, who am I to claim immortality? There is no doubt that death will inevitably cease my desire to live. He shall take my life, which I have no opposition to. Of course, death will take us all. Not even God can prevent that. God promises a life after death. After it has been hung over my head, I have no fear of death. My fear of living once again? That, however, haunts me.

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A poetry by Tabithy themself:

Let me breathe in your love and never exhale, for your love is worth more than life its self. Let me hold you close while our contact burns my skin, because your love is worth more than the absence of pain. Wrap me in your tight grip and squeeze all ounces of life out of me. Shoot your venom in me and shower me with thorns. As long as I see you while I go down, I will die a happy man.

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Hopeless romantic without the romantic right here

This was brought to you by mental disorders

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It’s called the circle of life cause that shi is lowkey pointless

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Life is a party!

I’m a piñata.

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If reality shifting exists, that means there is a universe where I am even more sad.

That keeps me going somedays.

Screw you, sadder Tab.

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Actually learning things in school even though you could look it up on your phone is important. There is no way you are gonna catch me looking up “What wave cooks my food?”

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“My mood today is Italian.”

🤌✨

-as told by me yesterday while eating ramen out of a mug

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Who looked at the middle finger and said

“this shi is lowkey offensive”

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I feel like a cheez-it.

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You never stop clapping.

There is just more space in between claps.

Have a good day everyone! :)

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Everyone I’ve met who has the name Jacob is the human equivalent to a French fry reheated in the microwave.

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I really like socks.

That’s it.

Just socks.