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Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

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the horrors persist but my friends write beautiful fanfic

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the thing about people is that they love to reduce complex scenarios to binary dichotomies, which is entirely understandable psychologically and sociologically speaking, but is also undeniably like trying to do home improvement on an ancient sprawling labyrinth to renovate it into a white-walled unfurnished studio flat

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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It’s like this

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Fanfiction is so silly. I am playing with my dolls and people are coming over to watch. Some of them even clap and give me compliments. And when I'm done playing, I can go and watch other people play with their dolls.

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me when the plot won't plot like it should

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sometimes writing feels like dragging your brain across gravel. but at least the gravel is sparkly. and covered in metaphors.

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My only real funny theater story is I showed up on a night that wasn’t for my class and got roped into playing the grim reaper since the kid who was supposed to was absent and there weren’t any lines, just a few actions. Problem was they had my ass in this long costume I wasn’t used to and I tripped on my way down from my position on the risers. Luckily did not fall, but my dumb ass tripped again three steps later. So next time I started down from my position I put my hand out and delicately lifted the costume to step down and the crowd fucking lost it watching the grim reaper descend like a southern belle going down the main staircase of her plantation manor. Got way more applause when I bowed on that night than with my own class lol

Apparently my director went to see a production of West Side Story a few years ago, and the guy playing Chino forgot his gun before coming out for his final scene. Once it got to the big scene where he is supposed to shoot Tony, he screeched “Poison Boots” and kicked the actor playing Tony until he went down. The girl playing Maria then had to jerk the shoe off of Chino’s foot, and had to do the gunshot scene asking “How many kicks Chino? How many kicks, and one kick left for me”. 

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Genuinely, if you think the death penalty is a good idea (especially in America), you might not be as good a person as you think you are. Reevaluate your beliefs and take a good long look at our system.

Not only is there no way to moralize your dehumanizing desire to murder criminals thanks to the propaganda you’ve guzzled, there is no way for proper fair judgement under our system. Our system tortures people into crimes and then enslaves and kills them for the natural human reaction to such conditions. There is also not a single person who works as part of the justice system I or you should trust with the decision to end a life. They’re all biased and ACAB includes every judge, prison warden, corrections officer, parole officer, etc. that is involved in policing us into our horrendous prison system and keeping us there.

Nb4 “eat the rich”: you need to understand that eliminating the people in power who are killing us is self-defense. That’s an entirely separate issue.

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Yeah I insta-block anyone that uses tiny script on here. I got enough shit to deal with.

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[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

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You can and should write fanfiction that isn't perfect. You can and should write whatever fanfiction you want. You can and should write fanfiction that brings you joy even if it's silly or goofy or weird.

Except for me. My fanfic has to be perfect and read like a novel and ruin at least one person's sleep schedule.

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