CHAD AND PATRICKS RELATIONSHIP IN DEATH.
HERE IS WHY CHAD WAS SO FUCKING SHOOK WHEN HE HEARD PATRICK DIDN’T LOVE HIM. AND WHY IT TOOK SO LONG TO FINALLY SAY NO BYE BITCH.
everything in here is canon to chad post death unless discussed otherwise. or i’m writing with a patrick, very unlikely
- > i can't stand it when you touch me like that. 'cause it just reminds me of the nights that i spent telling myself it was fine... strangers again, against the current
to preface patrick was many things, he cheated & lied, was emotionally abusive & just an asshole. but one thing he never did was tell chad he didn’t love him. he fucked around, & hella abused chads trust. but at the end of the day chad with all his insecurities clung to the fact it was only sex. IT WAS JUST SEX !! thats what he thought.
i have yet to make the hc about the whole ‘ kiss & don’t tell ‘ policy but i did reference it in another post. to explain, it was a policy chad in acted shortly after the rubber suit incident. now despite what he says , or acts otherwise chad is very much heart eyes for patrick. even after patrick embarrasses the fuck out of him. hes not sticking by patrick for sex, hes after intimacy & companionship. its evident in his actions in the flashbacks. ---- the policy is brought forth because chad knows hes loosing him which is fucking tearing him apart inside, so he thinks proposing patrick can have sex with others & not tell him will keep him. he thinks he can win him back well others are servicing him.
so to state again, chad was in love with patrick.
NOW TO GET INTO THE TOPIC:
in death things were not much better. they were forced to relive the same problems they faced when they were alive but amplified x 2. chad & patrick ended up bonding over their mutual distaste for their murderer, & flocked together for a bit. but of course things heated up only days after they died. on halloween patrick left to go search for some D leaving chad alone to blame himself for everything as he always does, drink to his hearts content but not be able to get wasted.
when patrick returned there was a fight, chad yelled & screamed. but of course since they had no one else but each other & chad was still heart eyes for his boyfriend he didn’t really do anything about it.
it is a big mess before the harmons move into the house. chad eventually gets more moody & insecure. he starts ghosting patrick by walking away whenever patrick is around. chad well still desperate for his boyfriends affections isn’t sure he can actually maintain a relationship, if patrick is only interested in him as a last resort. its imo patrick who convinces chad that things can be better in death.
& this is what starts the next phase.
ON AGAIN OFF AGAIN:
chad & patrick are in an on again off again relationship. its constantly changing day to day. you don’t know if they like each other or hate each other. there is always fighting no matter which side of the fence they are on. they are either at each others throats constantly or have their hands down each others pants.
( to clarify they do not have sex, because chad puts that up as a boundary. they did it once not long after dying & chad felt extremely dirty after. so patrick is not lying when he says its been a long time in halloween part 1 )
their relationship is a cycle of being kissy kissy & then yelling at one another over lord knows what. chad is always the one to call their break ups. & usually he goes running back. but sometimes its patrick who goes to seek chad out. its damn toxic. in every sense of the word. ----- they basically break up & make up a lot.
BALL AND CHAIN:
in halloween part 1 we see chad & patrick on the front law of the house. this scene is taking place shortly after one of their make ups. chad is getting a bit bitter & annoyed with the constant make up break up cycle. why he calls patrick his ‘ ball & chain ‘ its not just said randomly , its a literal reference to what hes feeling about his relationship with patrick. his boyfriend is weighing him down, but he can’t help but keep going back cos he can’t break the chain. hes tied to him in every sense of the word.
despite this chad is quite catty in his behavior making references to his boyfriends behavior last halloween as a coded ‘ do that again and i am fucking gone ‘ --- but it is very much a bluff. he isn’t ready nor does he have the actual drive inside him to fully leave patrick.
HALLOWEEN PART 2 + AFTERMATH:
as we learn when chad is outside breaking the decorations, patrick did leave to go have some flings. & as chad said “ all i wanted was one night with my guy, some crafting, in a house that i love and have bled for “ he refers to patrick as his guy, his boy. once again, anger aside hes heart eyes for patrick still.
when patrick returns the morning, apologizing chad shoves him off because hes done with patricks bullshit. hes disappointed in him, & disappointed in his own self because he knows the cycle is going to keep going. be breaks up with him for the umpteenth time. but after a few days of constant apologies chad forgives patrick & they get back together.
from how things are going in birth i am going to interrupt the next events as follows:
after forgiving his ex, patrick promises to never sleep around again. this is the only way i can see chad taking him back again. & they have sex. chad doesn’t feel dirty after, he feels kind of like a new man & faith is restored in what could be a much better eternity then what started. chad & patrick don’t break up again & its permanent until after the events of birth.
BIRTH:
finally feeling happy again, chad purposes he & patrick start that family they wanted to when they were living. its his idea to steal viviens babies, something he will regret later on. his boyfriend readily agrees. they begin to decorate the nursery often taking breaks cos they simply can’t keep there hands off each other. chad is ridiculously happy.
his down fall & his ultimate wake up call was hearing that patrick had fallen in love with someone else before they died. hes heart broken, you an see it all outlined on his face. he takes a second to pause, & realizes all his fears were confirmed. but hearing patrick didn’t love him ? oh that just really was like a knife to the heart.
patrick calls out to him but he doesn’t want to here it. he just runs. it ends in more apologies & more broken unrealistic promises that chad just cannot except. he spent years, trying to please patrick. two years in that house alive, clinging to the belief they had a future. one year alive, trying to keep patrick from leaving. & all of his afterlife until now clinging to a man who abused him emotionally, & mentally. who no longer loved him.
hes got more self worth then that. more self respect. & so he walks away from patricks final attempt at intimacy, because hes done disrespecting himself.
THE HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO DO, WAS WALK AWAY STILL MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU.
i’m doomed to spend an eternity with a man, who doesn’t love me
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