#; and while Mika is definitely more like their mom even physically

[distopea]

What Mads probably hates the most in his life, is the fact that despite his best effort, he does look alike his father.

Elys is a very dark figure of his life. His father traumatized him on many levels, but while Mads finds himself different in every possible points, he hates to notice that he sometimes thinks like his father. Whether it's through opinions, words or even attitude, he finds himself memories of his dad and it haunts him.

His father is responsible of their mother's death, he's the despiction of violence, brutality, harshness and cruelty. He hated his children, he was purposely damaging, and whenever Mads feels strong emotions, he has the sensation to see a mirror of his own father in front of him. He hates losing control because of this; because it reminds him that physically and mentally he might be closer than he thinks to someone he truly doesn't value.

And he truly despises it.