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[legendchosen-blog]

what about rouga aragami 👀

Send “What about” and a person and my muse will say their honest feelings/thoughts about them.

     “He is someone I should hate with every fiber of my being, but I do not. He is stubborn, rude, reckless...need I go on...?”

A sigh, of course he’d be asked such a complicated question, but he was never one to outright lie. 

     “I hated the fact he called me pathetic...and he was right. I once tried the easy way to get strong, to use the dark core, but...hell, it changed me in ways that still give me nightmares. To think that he’s been dealing with that for as long as he has? He’s in a different league than me...I would never compare to him.”

     “I...want to prove myself to him. That maybe, maybe if I defeat him battle, I will no longer be pathetic. I look up to him...I want to get as strong as him...I-I...I just want to be recognized, is that all too hard to ask? I hate holding grudges, but this one refuses to be let go...it keeps crawling back and making me feel such anger that I...”

     “He’s ruined me. Until I can defeat him, I cannot move on in my training. I train every day, but I cannot further it without a clear mind. I...need to beat him, the one who inspires me to keep fighting. He is the reason I need to get stronger.”

     “So one day...I will be looked at as a worthy opponent instead of someone...too pathetic to deny a dark core offered to me.”

He couldn’t bear to talk further...the bitterness inside of him causing him to clam his mouth shut. He didn’t need friends, but...he still wanted recognition for the one Sencad student who had his whole respect. 

Maybe in some ways Shousetsu was still childish in that regard.