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syntheticbeast · 4 years ago

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[OOC] - Still thinking about what I mentioned earlier in tags, given 03′s position as protector.. I really think giving him that opportunity to be who he is would be so good for his muse.. -grabby hands-

..the only problem with that? I’m only decent at spontaneous things, and situations that I don’t start. Because of the mix of my aphantasia and my memory troubles, I’m horrible when it comes to actually plotting, especially if it’s something in-depth and stretches on for a while.. aphantasia, the lack of a mind’s eye, makes setting up ‘beginnings’ to threads really difficult as well..

Understandably, I know that a lot of people don’t like that, so..

#Out of Control -OOC-#[It's hard to deal with especially when rp is concerned..]#[I hate disappointing people when I forget threads or plots and suddenly forget to even exist]#[it's heartbreaking but there's nothing more I can do than what I already try to do orz]#[so.. I just have to jump into spontaneous things because it's all I *can* do]#[urghughughugh sdkakjsdhfkljhas]

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