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Chapter 5

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The Emperor

characters : “The 7 Dragons” Emperors; Min Yoongi, Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook. Ahn Y/n. Bang Hyunsik. Soo Jaemin

cameos : Prince Park Jihyun (Emperor Jimin’s younger brother) , Jeon Junghyun (Emperor Jungkook’s older brother, the general of his military, Jung Jiwoo (Emperor Hoseok’s older sister, his advisor), and Cha Eunwoo (a soldier of the Kim’s empire)

word count : 4.2k

Warnings for this chapter : none

genre : fluff, angst, smut, action, emperor au

Author’s note: If the whole section is italicized, it is a flashback. FLASHBACK WILL BE INDICATED WHEN IT STARTS AND WHEN IT ENDS.

I know I mostly write in 3rd POV, and I am sorry for that. I feel I write in 3rd POV better compared to 1st and 2nd but I will try for you guys!

DO NOT PLAGIARIZE/STEAL OR YOU WILL BE REPORTED.

Disclaimer :

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If the whole section is italicized, it is a flashback. FLASHBACK WILL BE INDICATED WHEN IT STARTS AND WHEN IT ENDS WHEN SECTRION IS SPLIT AND IN ITALICS

Chapter 5

3RD POV

“So Y/N, what is exactly your job again?” Taehyung noisily munched on his food, wide eyed, body turned to her as he waited for her answer. Within the past few hours, all of them had become friends with the quiet girl. Y/N was in her own world, not hearing Taehyung’s question. Her quiet self had worried Namjoon mostly as he knew she was never one to be quiet on any occasion. Namjoon looked at her, looking down while playing with her fingers, looking as if she was in deep thought. Namjoon nudged her lightly, catching her by surprise. She looked at him, his eyes saddening seeing her eyes look lifeless.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah!” Y/N noticed how she sounded too enthusiastic, her tone of voice and outburst had caught everyone’s attention, all pairs of eyes in the room staring right at her, even the one that had a cold expression on their face. Noticing, she quickly looked down on her bottom lip quivering, her eyes watering. “Yeah, I’m as good as I can be. Now, if you excuse me I will be going off to bed.” She stood up fast, the chair scraping against the wooden floor, the sound like that of nails on a chalkboard making everyone wince. Jimin looked at her in worry as she passed by him with her head hung low, ignoring his stare.

Namjoon noticed the pained expression Jimin had worn on his face when Y/N had ignored him, quickly masking his feelings. Namjoon looked at your retreating figure wondering what had happened between you and Jimin as he thought you and him have only met today. Tehyung looked at his best friend quietly eating, turning his attention to Namjoon who was still staring at him. Seokjin had noticed the quietness of the room making the atmosphere more awkward. Yoongi smirked, not going unnoticed by the others. Namjoon raised his eyebrows looking at the older, he leaned back in his seat, crossing his arms. “What’s with the smirk, Yoongi hyung?”

Yoongi looked at him, smiling lightly, “Nothing, Namjoon. I believe that the plans I am thinking of for my empire does not concern you.” Namjoon stood up from his seat, slamming his hands on the table, looking at the man in front of him, veins popping out of his forehead and his neck. “It does concern me if it pertains to my sister.” Yoongi stood up, catching Seokjin’s attention, “Enough the two of you.” Yoongi looked at Seokjin with cold eyes, slightly invoking fear in him. “No, Seokjin hyung. It is not enough. However, I have had enough of this bastards attitude.”

Namjoon walked around the table towards the irritated man, “What the hell did you call me?” Yoongi was suddenly lifted up by his collar catching him by surprise, gripping Namjoon’s wrist but nonetheless wore a fce with no expression. “I said ENOUGH!” Seokin raised his voice, going to the two men looking at each other intensively. The rest of the men in the room are also standing up, ready to break up the two men from a fight that may end in chaos.

A sudden giggle left Namjoon’s lips confusing Hoseok. “Dude! You are totally going insane. Does being a general mess up your head?” He walked up to Namjoon who was still giggling, soon throwing his head back and laughing loudly. Taehyung looked at his older brother like he was crazy, turning to Yoongi as he heard him giggling as well, everyone in here is going crazy, he thought. Seokjin then started laughing as well, confusing Hoseok and Jimin even more. “Imagine ME actually being that mad?” Namjoon, Yoongi, and Seokjin laughed like crazy men, falling on the floor and clutching their stomachs.

“You guys are crazy…” Jungkook was the only one sitting on the dining table, munching on his food, not that bothered by the childish behavior his friends were showing. Yoongi caught his breath looking at Jimin, getting up from the floor after laughing, “Don’t worry we were kidding around. No need to get shaked up and afraid, Emperor Jimin. After all, I'm pretty sure you’re not afraid of doing anything, or should I say anyone?” Yoongi snickered, looking at the slightly shorter man getting irritated, rolling his eyes in the process. Taehyung looked around the dining room, noticing the guards inside. He snapped his fingers loud enough for them to turn their undivided attention to them, Taehyung signalling for them to go out, going unnoticed by the six other emperors.

“Namjoon hyung, why did you call Y/N our sister? Doesn’t she just work for us? Plus, mom has never mentioned a sister.”

Jimin looked at Namjoon, who happened to look nervous, biting his lip as a habit of lying. Yoongi looked at Seokjin, who was also very hesitant in answering for Namjoon. Namjoon took a deep breath, closing his eyes, attempting to calm down his beating heart. went out of the dining room, going towards his new lieutenant and advisor, Wang. “Make sure Y/N is in her chambers and that she will not go out. We will be discussing important matters that she is not allowed to know. “But Sir, Y/N-” Namjoon cut off Wang with a stern look, “That��s an order, Wang.” The latter had nodded his head in response to the order given, no longer wanting to anger him. Namjoon walked back in the dining room, preparing himself from the chaos that is about to occur. What he did not see was Wang looking at his every move, smirking, knowing this was the perfect opportunity to carry out his plan

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“Yes.”

“So you’re saying I checked out my sister?! That’s practically incest! Oh my gosh! Jimin, I have commited a sin!” Jimin rolled his eyes, just finding out his best friend had been checking out his lover. Taehyung leaned on his best friend’s shoulder sobbing, rather dramatically. Namjoon smacked his forehead, not believing how stupid his younger brother can be. The rest of the members were listening to his explanation for the past 30 minutes. “Taehyung...Father had another consort. Y/N was not announced as one of the royals because her mother had failed to give our father a prince. Father had thought she was a boy before she was born, I remember him being ecstatic, at least that’s what the maids had told me before. Grandfather had told father to kill Y/N’s mother, his true lover. He didn’t do it, Grandfather did. Her parents now aren’t her real parents. Her “mom” and “dad” is actually her aunt and her uncle. But, yes, she is our half sister.”

“This…” Namjoon raised his right wrist up, showing the red bracelet that he had worn since he was a child. “...is our family emblem, Taehyung. We’ve never noticed. Father has been telling us the whole time that she was our sister. Don’t you remember?” Taehyung opened his mouth in shock, he felt his eyes build up tears at the sudden realization. “No, you’re lying. Father and Mother have never mentioned a sister. Both of you told me that it was just us three ever since I can remember. Only for you two, even father, to lie to me my whole life?!” Seokjin took a deep breath, looking at Taehyung with saddened eyes. “Taehyung…” Taehyung stood up, violently shaking his head left and right, refusing to believe that this was reality. “Both of you!” Taehyung’s booming voice made everyone in the room flinch. “Both of you knew how much I wanted a sister! And you go and hide that from me for 22 years!”

“Taehyung! That’s enough!”

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FLASHBACK

“Namjoon, come over here, son. Let’s go and take a walk.” The 6 year old had gone to his father just like he was asked, his fast eyes immediately seeing the black box his father was carrying. “What is that, dad?” The elder looked down at his son, smiling in the process looking at his eyes that were written with curiosity. “This is a gift for you and...your siblings.” Namjoon smiled brightly, his eyes turning into crescents, making his father smile in adoration.

The young emperor guided his son to the pagoda, the cherry blossom petals falling from the trees and dancing in the wind. “Father, look! It is so beautiful.” He looked just like his son had told him to. He nodded his head, agreeing with Namjoon, eyes suddenly glistening, the first tear dropping from his left eye. The emperor flinched the slightest, feeling small hands wie away his tears, leaning into his son’s comforting touch.

“Father, they said if the first tear falls out of the left eyes, it is because of pain. Did something happen?”

“My dear son, why don’t you just become a philosopher? You are too intelligent to just become an emperor.”

Namjoon looked up at his father in confusion, “But father, in order to make you proud I have to follow in your footsteps. Seokjin hyung, Taehyung, and I will reign the empire. Just like you.” His dad chuckled, tears stinging his eyes, closing his eyes, “Son, no matter what you do, I will always be a proud father of yours.” Namjjom frowned at his father who still avoided his question.

“Father, what made you upset? Don’t avoid my question.”

The emperor chuckled at his intelligent son, butterfly smiling, “Just...I just thought of someone. Don’t worry too much.” He stood up from his crouching position and walked to the railings of the pagoda, overlooking the small lake. Namjoon walked to his father, making grabby sounds. His father complying and picking him up, sitting him on the railing. His dad took the box, opening it in front of his son, revealing 4 red bracelets. Namjoon took one of them, giggling happily, liking the red bracelet. “Father? Why is there 4 when there's only three of us? Is one for you?” The latter shook his head, his tears blurring his vision yet once again.

“Uh...no. I want you to give the extra one to your best friend, and no I don’t mean one of your brothers.” Namjoon looked at him smiling, suddenly hugging his dad tightly, even though he couldn’t wrap his short arms fully around him. “Thank you, dad!” The emperor hugged his son back, kissing the top of his prince’s head. “So you do know the girl from the forest!” He smiled nodding, “Yes, I do know her. Fairly well, actually, son.” Namjoon tilted his head in confusion again because of his father. “How?” He ignored his son’s question, distracting him by pulling him to his chest again. “Have you ever loved someone without meeting them?” The emperor shook his head, knowing his son wouldn’t understand. He couldn’t tell his son that he knew his best friend from the forest. He knew her because he loves that girl’s mother.

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Emperor Joseon, the present emperor of the Kim empire, walked about half a mile behind his sons. One guard had told him that his son, Namjoon, had saved this girl from getting hurt by a grizzly bear but also saved the bear from getting harmed. He had wanted to see who this girl was considering his two sons had been “sneaking off” during their free time. His youngest son Taehyung had stayed at home with his mother, forbidden to go out until he turned a certain age. Joseon chuckled, remembering the grabby hands Taehyung was motioning to his dad, wanting to go with him as he has never been outside the palace.

Joseon was on his horse, the rest of his men also on horses on the way to the forest. “Emperor Joseon, we are almost in the forest. We have to go to a different entrance so the princes will not see us. The guards with them are aware that we are coming so they do not have to be aware of danger. Joseon nodded, moving his horses’ reins to make him gallop. In his satchel was the box he had shown Namjoon before, one red bracelet left...for his daughter.

Once making it in the forest, he hid behind the trees, a few feet behind his three children. He smiled seeing his two eldest sons bonding with their sister, later frowning realizing that they don’t know that she is their sister. He sat there for 3 hours, the usual hours of how long they hung out, the emperor sat there on the ground, not afraid to get his silk hanbok dirty.

Seeing the sunset, he got off the ground knowing that the time has come for them to separate, the time for him to finally meet his daughter. He signalled his men, stripping from his royal clothes to his “citizen” clothes. He took a deep breath, feeling his nervousness, his fingers tapped on his thighs, tapping his foot impatiently on the ground, bracelet in hand.

He saw his lieutenant give a signal that the kids were going to separate ways. Joseon saw Y/N making her way back in the woods, following along the path that leads back to her home. Since the sun was still setting, the forest was illuminated in oranges and yellows by the sun, the trees with red, yellow, and orange leaves looking heavenly. He did not want to scare his daughter so he knew he had to pretend as another citizen just taking a stroll in the woods who just so happened to bump into her.

Y/N started her journey on the way home, feeling happy as she saw her best friends today. She walked along the worn out path she had always taken since she could remember. She smiled, her pace getting faster remembering her mom had said that she was going to cook her favorite food today once she got home from the market. Y/N was in relief remembering her parents did not come back from the market about an hour after she arrived.

She saw a figure moving from her peripheral vision, she was confused as she does not remember anyone else knowing this side of the forest but herself. She looked at the man who happened to look about the same age as her father. “아저씨!” Y/N smiled when she caught the attention of the stranger, she remembered how her father had told her to help strangers if they looked like they had any help, the man didn’t look dangerous at all. If anything, she can just use self-defense.

The stranger looked at her with a gentle smile on his face. “Hey! I am not a middle-aged man though.”

Y/N POV

The old man walked closer to me, bending down to my height. “Do you need help?” I have never seen this stranger in the town before, I usually know everyone in town. Maybe he is new! “Hey,아저씨! Are you new in town? I don’t remember ever seeing you, I know everyone in town.” The man in front of me smiled, nodding his head. “What is your name?” I shook my head, letting the stranger know I was not going to let him know my name, only help him. He nodded his head in return, his lips in a thin line. “My name is Jo-...Seonjoon. You can call me Seonjoon.” I nodded my head, putting my hand in front of me for him to shake it. “It is nice to meet you…,아저씨.” He chuckled, shaking my hand, “I understand if you won’t tell me your name, after all, I am a stranger.”

“Hey, I have a deal for you, since I do need help.” I nodded my head without really thinking for any possible consequences, he reminded me of my dad. “I will give you this bracelet,” He held up a red bracelet with a gold cylinder in front of my face, “If you get me out of this forest...I kind of got lost after wandering around. You seem like you know your way around here.” I giggled at him “You do not know a lot of things. That makes you an 아저씨.” He scratched his chin, acting as if he had a beard made me giggle. “Hmm, I guess you’re right...You remind me of your mum.” I widened my eyes, “You know my mum!” Joseon nodded, feeling slightly nervous as he blurted out a secret. “What are you waiting for? Let’s go! Mum should be ecstatic to see you!”

3RD POV

Joseon looked down at his daughter, his hand engulfing her small ones, dragging him out of the forest and to the direction of her house. He smiled as he remembered walking in these woods with Y/N’s mother when they were kids. Sooyoung, the love of his life. They had met each other even though they lived in two different worlds. Her as a town citizen and him as the young prince of the Kim Empire. He remembers her shocked face when he had told her who he was as it is rare for royals to visit the towns of the Empire, their citizens often not knowing how they look until the day they bow down to their portraits when they pass away.

They tread along the worn out path, the moon soon appearing in the clear night sky. Many townspeople had looked at Joseon with interest and confusion as they had never seen him before. “Young man, you are very handsome. You can be a king with your good look.s.” Y/N giggled as an old woman randomly approached her new friend just to compliment him. “He is! He reminds me of my dad. Doesn’t he?” The fairly old woman smiled at her and stroked her head.

Joseon and Y/N walked to her house, noticing the light from the burning candles illuminating the interior of the house, she ran into her house, tugging along Joseon. “Wait, don’t you think you should tell your parents-” Y/N let go of his hand running to her “father” hugging his feet. “Y/N! Where have you been?” Hansol crouched down to Y/N’s height, grabbing her shoulders, pulling her in towards his chest, hugging her tightly. He kissed her head, in relief that she was in fact safe. He pulled away from her, “Your mother and I-” His eyes had diverted to the man standing before him.

“형…”

Joseon looked at his younger brother, his mouth hung open, shocked at the sight in front of him.

“Hansol...you’re alive, but, how? Grandpa...Grandpa killed you. You died in front of my eyes.”

Hansol engulfed his older brother in a hug, squeezing him tight. They pat each other in the back, crying, not afraid to show their tears to one another. “I-it’s been so long. It’s been 6 years.” Hansol was smiling at Joseon, his smile slowly disappearing from his face. “You need to tell Y/N. You already met her. You should tell her that you-”

“No.” Hansol’s enthusiasm completely disappeared. He looked at Y/N who was at the kitchen, busy eating the food her mom had made her, too busy to notice the conversation between Hansol and Joseon. He turned to look back at his brother, confused as to what he meant. “I can’t, Hansol. You raised her for 6 years. She...she will not believe me if I told her that I am her real father. I just wanted to see if she was actually alive.” Hansolo signaled him to sit down on the floor, in front of him, their voices low in order for Y/N to not hear. “Namjoon had told me he met a girl named Y/N in the forest. Y/N...Y/N was the name Chaeyoung chose for our daughter. I...I was desperate to know if she was alive. So, I went to see myself a month after she met Namjoon.” Joseon looked at Hansol, nervous under his brother’s stare, not knowing why he was feeling this way. Perhaps it was guilt. “Why did you seek out to look for her if you weren’t even going to tell her that you’re her father.” Hansol looked at his brother, seething in anger, feeling betrayed, feeling upset, he loves Y/N with his whole heart, but he doesn’t think he can keep on living a lie.

“Hansol, please. She already loves you as her own Father. I’m just glad I know she’s alive. She knows who I am, even if she doesn’t know me as her father. That’s all that matters.”

Hansol looked at his brother, guilt in his eyes that he had hid his daughter from him for so long, he is surprised that Joseon is not angered by his actions. “형, I am so sorry. I should’ve let you know that Y/N was alive. I should’ve gone to the palace to inform you.” The latter shook his head, smiling at him. “You would’ve gotten killed...again. You protected her and raised her. Even if I am your brother, you did not have to raise her on your own, yet you chose to. You raised your niece like your own daughter, I can’t thank you enough.”

Silence fell upon the two brothers, the cracking of the firewood and the wind outside were the only things to be heard. “I know..” Joseon looked up at Hansol in confusion as to what he meant by his statement.

“I know that’s not the only reason why you won’t tell her the truth...because you didn’t know the truth.”

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“Here. I won’t be back for a while. Since it was a deal, here is your prize.” Joseon looked at Y/N in awe. He looked up at the night sky to prevent his tears from falling. “You’re going to visit more often right, uncle!” He felt a pang in his heart as he heard her call him uncle, she had thought that Josoen was her father’s brother. He closed his eyes, feeling his eyebrows furrow as he knows this will be the last time he sees his beautiful daughter. He hugged her, catching the little girl by surprise but nonetheless she hugged him back, grateful for the new friend she had made today. She was for sure going to tell Joon. “Do you promise to remember me?”

“But why do I need to remember you when you’ll visit me everyday?” Y/N pouted looking up at her “uncle.”

“I want you to think of me, by this bracelet. Do you know what the color red means?”

The little girl shook her head, not knowing that colors had their own meanings, she thought that the color itself defined beauty and boldness.

“This will ward off any evil spirits and bad luck. This capsule is in the color, gold, it has hues of yellow. Yellow or gold signifies nobility, dignity, and holiness.”

“But...only the royals get to wear gold.”

Joseon cupped Y/N’s face lovingly, “You are a royal to me. But don’t ever forget about me, okay? Uncle Seonjoon, will always be here. I will always come back.” Joseon pointed at his little daughter’s heart, smiling as he tried to prevent tears from coming down his eyes. He took a deep breath knowing very well that this was the last time he would see her, seeing his daughter’s face reminded him of Chaeyoung. He couldn’t bear the heartbreak anymore and the danger he will put Y/N into again, and that's why he has to stay away. Forever.

“Don’t worry uncle, I won't ever forget you.”

“Do you promise?”

“I promise, but you have to take me to the moon when i come back, okay?”

“I promise.”

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Joseon arrived at the palace, the sun rising early in the morning. He remembered his daughter’s peaceful, tiny sleeping figure, kissing her head. He remembers hugging her sleeping figure before he left, wishing he was In Hansol’s shoes. He remembered being careful not to wake her up, whispering to her, “See you later.”

Joseon sighed as he knew he was back to reality.

“Where have you been?! You never went home. Your son has been looking for you all night!” Joseon sighed once again upon entering the palace hearing his consort yell, carrying his youngest son, Taehyung, making grabby hands at him. Taking him away from the woman he hated the most, he glared at her. “Don’t you ever think you can act like the mother of my children. You didn’t give birth to them. I know your dirty fucking secret. Considering you were so desperate to get rid of them when they were born because you wanted the throne all to yourself, it all made sense in the end on what my grandmother had told me. Don’t even think that I won’t hesitate to have you beheaded if you try anything suspicious...because I’m always watching.”

Taehyung looked at his father then at his mother. “Choose, baby. Your loving mother? Or your self-centered dad. Pick who you would want to stay with forever.” The little boy did not fully understand the question but did not hesitate to answer. “I want daddy. You hurt me, you’re not my mommy. You hurt me badly along with Namjoon 형, and Seokjin 형. You’re nothing like mommy Chaeyoung.” Joseon pursed his lips, grabbing his son and pulling him behind him.

“Why you little-mommy Chaeyoung doesn’t exist! She’s dead! That makes me your mother!”

“You put your hands on my son?!” Joseon signalled General Cha and his palace guards to come forward and take Taehyung away to his chambers. “Make sure this woman goes to the dungeon and nobody better treat her like royalty. If I catch you doing the opposite of what I am saying, you can find yourself being beheaded in the early mornings or live your life in a cell forever.She is no longer a part of this royal family. I want her portraits out of the palace. I want every family portrait in this whole palace to be taken down and redrawn without her in it.”

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“Do not reveal it. Do not tell anyone...even her. Do it when the time is right.” Joseon layed down on his bed, he held Namjoon’s hand, Namjoon’s hands gripping his father’s son back. Namjoon looked at his father’s weakened state, tears welling up in his eyes. His two brothers were outside having had their last time with their dad already. Namjoon was last as was requested by the Emperor.

“But dad, when will the time be right?” Namjoon sighed not knowing what to do without his father once he leaves the world. This situation was something he could not fathom, nor his brothers. Everyone in the palace was in despair as the young emperor of the Kim Empire was on his deathbed. The “7 Dragons” were there too paying their respects to not only a good ally of thiers but also a good friend. All of them, including their consorts, in tears in the hallway.

“Either she finds out herself, or you decide when the time is right. Make me proud, son. Follow your heart. You always make great decisions in life. But you have to understand that this is inevitable.” Namjoon nodded his head in understanding his father’s words because what he said was true, it was something inevitable.

“Y/N is your only sister Namjoon...you have to take care of her for me.”

“Sister?” Both Joseon and Namjoon turned his head towards the door. There stood Seokjin, his mouth hung open and eyes wide as he peeks his head through the door. “Yes, Seokjin. It is not your brother’s fault that you don’t know, I had made him promise to me that he won’t tell you.” Seokjin went in the room, closing the door behind him just nodding in response, not even mad towards his younger brother with the secret that has been revealed, still in shock with his father’s current situation.

“Don’t forget that the only people who can wear those bracelets are the Kim siblings...Namjoon, do me a favor.”

“Yes, dad. Anything.”

“Take her to the moon for me.”

FLASHBACK END

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“You knew, Seokjin 형. Didn’t you?”

“I’m sorry-”

“I never knew why father hated me, but you two knew! And you never told me! I suffered, I suffered so much! And you two knew the reason why! I always asked myself why I was so unworthy of being loved by my own dad. And now I know why father hated me his whole life. Now I know why...I was the reason why Y/N’s mom got killed. I killed Y/N’s mother. I killed my sister’s mother.”

“Dad never hated you, Taehyung. He had his reasons but I can’t tell you I’m sorry. But trust me, dad had always loved you and was always proud of you. Mom was the tyrant, Taehyung, she was willing to kill us to have the throne to herself.”

“Y/N will understand once we explain. You are still her brother, Taehyung. We will be there for the both of you. Like how siblings should be.”

“What?”

Everyone in the dining room turned towards the door, Y/N stood before them in disbelief, in confusion, in pain, tears threatening to fall from her eyes, with her balled fist to her sides.

Staring at her supposed “siblings.”

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Namjoon walked closer to his destination, soaked by the rain. He crouched down looking at the grave stone in front of him, caressing it, feeling his tears well up he shuts his eyes, putting his head down. Feeling ashamed upon faking his father.

“I told them mom’s real intentions at the wrong time.

I have failed you, dad.

But what did you mean back then?”

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FLASHBACK

Joseon look at him, barely being able to keep his eyes open, feeling extremely weak.

“She’s not your half sister, Namjoon. She’s your...” Namjoon who kept his head down furrowed his eyebrows, confused as to why he stopped talking. He looked up only to see his dad with his eyes closed still holding his hand but no long breathing

“She’s my what, dad...”

Namjoon cried, screamed, kicked around in the room, Seokjin trying to calm him down

“I never got to promise to him to take her to the moon.”

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Top 10 Bias Tag

I was tagged by namxjun, thank you so much for tagging me!! (except for Tae, these aren’t in any specific order) I’ll tag anyone that wants to do it, as well as got-7bangtan-boys, jeons-jalebi, kpopsincejune07, loverofotome, oh-suburbia and idkimweirdlikethat

Kim Taehyung/V (BTS)

Tae of course I gotta start off with him bc that’s my boy that’s my main man my ultimate bias, the love of my life, I’m sure I’ve made it pretty obvious how much I love this man, he’s one of my favorite people in the entire universe I adore him so much and I could talk about him all day long and have talked about him all day long, in fact, recently one of my friends messages me and is like “hey you haven’t spoken about Tae in a couple days, you good??” and if that doesn’t show how much I talk about this kid, I don’t know what will he’s v v special to me and always will be (another fun fact, my admin name/nickname is Sae and that’s actually my ship name with Tae)

Lee Jihoon/Woozi (Seventeen)

Okay so here’s the interesting thing about Jihoon to me, typically I bias the really !! member and Jihoon was one of the first people I biased that wasn’t extremely loud and outgoing and hyper all the time and I feel like that’s really cool to me but I really do adore him a lot and I’m so proud of himself, I actually biased him the second I heard him speak, my friend that I mentioned earlier with Tae had gotten into 17 before I did and she was talking about them a lot and she was like you need to get into them so I watched their lil debut show thing and I was immediately attracted to Jihoon bc he had that blonde hair and I think he was in a beanie and it was a tie between him and Hoshi bc I do love me a dancer and then they were doing some self camera thing and Jihoon said something I don’t even remember what it was but the minute I heard his voice clearly, I texted my friend and was like “found my bias” it was so instantaneous it was almost comedic

Han Sanghyuk/Hyuk (Vixx)

One of the first groups I got into was Vixx, I think they may have been the fourth or fifth group?? and I had some issues choosing a bias bc they’re all so cute and funny and like Hongbin exists but then there’s Ken and then there’s just there are too many options for me to choose just one but my bby I gotta it’s Hyogi he’s twice my height and I love it he’s a giant goofball and I love him I always adored him from day one he’s got that lil nose that I wanna kiss a whole bunch and he’s such a lil trouble maker god I love him

Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X)

Monsta X was another group I had issues finding a bias in bc I was really torn between Minhyuk and Hyungwon (even though deep down I knew it was Minhyuk) and eventually, after watching some videos, it was clear to me it was Minhyuk and now I realize it probably always was gonna be bc he is so cute and bubbly but he has such a caring side and he’s sO GOOD WITH KIDS FIGHT ME I WANTED TO FIGHT HIM THE ENTIRE TIME THEY WERE IN THAT PRESCHOOL DAY CARE THING BC HE WAS BEING TOO FUCKING SWEET AND CUTE AND FATHER MATERIAL OH MY G O D

Choi Junhong/Zelo (B.A.P)

I believe B.A.P was the third group I got into, they were one of the first groups I heard about but I tried to resist stanning them bc for some reason, I wanted to only be into one group (EXO) and I was trying really hard to stay in my lane but then Tae came along and once I realized I wasn’t gonna be able to only stan one group and I went back to B.A.P and Zelo was automatically my bias bc I tend to bias the first person I can tell apart from the rest bc I guess I’m paying more attention to them just bc I can actually put a name to the face and Zelo had that curly hair whereas everyone had the straight hair so it was really easy to tell him apart obviously and then I found out about his personality and I was like yep I’m hooked and he can dance and I love dancers he’s a 10/10 tbh

Ahn Heeyeon/Hani (EXID)

THIS GIRL I love her so fucking much I first saw her in the Fire MV with Mad Clown and Jinsil and her stare got me those eyes they’re so piercing and she had this really beautiful look to her and I was like ight who is this and then I checked out EXID and saw her personality and that’s when I knew she was my bias like I have to admit Solji really gets me sometimes and then there’s Junghwa but also cutie Hyorin and then LE and they’re all extremely biasable but Hani man Hani’s such a dorky dork and I love dorky dorks she gives zero shits she can be a tomboy when she wants to be and I love the genuineness of her and the other girls stan EXID tbh

Kim Yugyeom (Got7)

Got7 was either right before Vixx or right after so Yugi was pretty early on as well it took me a hot minute to find my Got7 bias bc at first I was so sure it was BamBam but then JB did the thing but deep down it was always Yugi and once I figured it out it was set I don’t really change biases I don’t think I ever have changed my bias once I find them but Yugi’s so cute and he’s smol so smol but not actually smol bc he’s actually huge but he’s just a huge teddy bear and I love and adore him and I’m so proud of him

Jeon Jiwoo (K.A.R.D)

I’ve stanned her from the first video I watched of them, the Oh Nana dance practice (both versions my eyes were glued onto her) and then I saw her in one of the vlive clips and she was in like all black and her hair was in a ponytail and she was looking nice and I was sold she can dance she can sing she can make a ponytail look real cute I do love me some Somin and of course BM and J.seph but Jiwoo’s my girl

Lee Yeji/Yezi (Fiestar)

Besides Jiwoo, Yezi is probably the most recent person I’ve biased, I started getting really into her when Cider came out (I’m late to the game ik) and I was watching some of her stuff on Unpretty Rapstar and then Fiestar came out with Mirror and Yezi just stole my heart even though the other girls are so fucking cute and pretty and biasable Yezi was just so badass in her rap and she just released a new song and it’s really good highly recommend

Kim Hyuna

I had heard a lot about Hyuna of course but it wasn’t until Crazy came out that I was like o h s h i t I love her personality but then I love that she can completely change when she gets on stage I also really really loved Jihyun I was pretty close to biasing her but Hyuna I gotta Troublemaker was amazing Triple H was amazing 10/10

Honorable Mentions: (bc I’m extra)

Jennie (Blackpink)

Chungha (I.O.I)

Hwasa (Mamamoo)

U-Kwon (Block B)

Sehun (EXO)

BI (iKON)

Jeongyeon (Twice)

Taeyang (Big Bang)

Dean

Ilhoon (BTOB)