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𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔭𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 // ┊ study. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 // ┊ aes. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔭𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 // ┊ introspection. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔭𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 // ┊ headcanon. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 // ┊ desires.

𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 // ┊ mugshot. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 // ┊ bodyclaim. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔶 // ┊ promotion. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔶 // ┊ self promo. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔶 // ┊ memes. 𝒊. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔡𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔶 // ┊ dash games. 𝒊𝒄. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 // ┊ interaction. 𝒊𝒄. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 // ┊ ic answered. 𝒗. ☽༺♰༻☾ 𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔰 // ┊ 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 & 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 ? ( mv2. )

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metalsiren-a · 2 years

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𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐄𝐑 '𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊' 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

DRUNK .

❛ you have bones that have to break . ❜ ❛ so stay drunk for the weekend . ❜ ❛ peace of mind on borrowed trime, so forget what you're thinking . ❜ ❛ can't control your diction, speak slow . ❜ ❛ told you that's the reaper . ❜ ❛ where can you run ? ❜ ❛ where can you hide ? ❜ ❛ you have guilt for your mistakes so stay drunk 'till the year ends . ❜ ❛ you see her face and praise her like a godsend . ❜ ❛ where can you run when the air gets thinner every step you take ? ❜ ❛ where can you hide when death is coming closer ? ❜ ❛ this is what it takes to be alive . ❜ ❛ you have loved and lost so stay drunk 'til it hurts less . ❜ ❛ perscription-fed to fix your head but nothing can repair it . ❜ ❛ father does it kill you ? to see what we were put through by her ? ❜

CROOKED SOUL .

❛ i think i have a problem . ❜ ❛ these blackened eyes are bloodshot . ❜ ❛ lust like a fiend, i don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything . ❜ ❛ broken but i don't need you to fix me . ❜ ❛ numb to the pain, i can drown in the rain . ❜ ❛ my demon's safe, kept in my grave . ❜ ❛ drunk off mistakes . addicted to the everlasting hell . ❜ ❛ so i take another drink, throw up in the sink . ❜ ❛ the darker it gets the easier i can breathe . ❜ ❛ if i have a heart, why am i so cold ? ❜ ❛ if you love me still, i don't feel it . ❜ ❛ i always knew in the end i'd become a crooked soul . ❜ ❛ i see a devil in myself, inflicting all the grief and doubt . ❜ ❛ i don't feel anything . ❜ ❛ don't need your help . time will tell . ❜ ❛ my only concern is myself . ❜

BURIAL PLOT .

❛ been on the road, losing track of days . ❜ ❛ i pull you in while you pull away . ❜ ❛ it's like i always play to lose you . ❜ ❛ i saw your eyes filling up with tears . ❜ ❛ you pulled the plug and then you disappeared . ❜ ❛ this home has never felt so empty . ❜ ❛ effortless , the way you left me . ❜ ❛ cut me open with your own two hands . ❜ ❛ breathing is so difficult to comprehend when the air i breathe is taken from me . ❜ ❛ it's my fault that you're gone . ❜ ❛ i've been digging in the dirt, finding every way to hurt . ❜ ❛ there's no light . it's just dark . ❜ ❛ feel my body going numb, watch me as i come undone . ❜ ❛ is there relief in the misery ? ❜ ❛ thought we'd last an eternity . ❜ ❛ forever i will feel this hollow . ❜ ❛ it's not enough to believe in me and now i'm left with memories . ❜ ❛ one day i'll learn to live without . ❜ ❛ a burial plot for you and i where can both learn to die . ❜

SLEEPTALK .

❛ the bloodstains on my hands, our three year one-night stand . ❜ ❛ love is bitter when it's spent lying next to me in bed . ❜ ❛ say her name under my breath . ❜ ❛ it's toxic, this same dance . ❜ ❛ love is bitter when i see how much i can make you bleed 'til you feel like you're deceased . ❜ ❛ into the night, i drink and drive . anything to help me let go . ❜ ❛ you feel the pain . i feel the same . ❜ ❛ we cannot repeat this cycle . ❜ ❛ the worst is yet to come . ❜ ❛ no please don't be alarmed . we tend to fall apart . ❜ ❛ i'm entirely to blame . no, i couldn't keep you safe . ❜ ❛ if there's trust, i will betray . ❜ ❛ it's better you're not mine . ❜ ❛ i had everything to lose . ❜ ❛ always find a way to prove how i'm undeserving of you . ❜ ❛ i play the victim like it's tradition . ❜ ❛ now i can see that i should have left you alone . ❜

THE COLOUR BLACK .

❛ bruised and bleeding, the embers glow . ❜ ❛ you couldn't cover her shade of gold . ❜ ❛ the victim of your own attack, a waste of breath, distorted past . ❜ ❛ your soul forever remains the colour black . ❜ ❛ wounded and scarred, open your arms . ❜ ❛ so apathetic when you let it leave a mark . ❜ ❛ spineless, you're violent when you can't get away from yourself . ❜ ❛ ��you treat your closest like wasted moments . ❜ ❛ don't blame your father, when you're the cancer . ❜ ❛ she can't get out of bed, how could she leave? ❜ ❛ too scared to face reality . ❜ ❛ if you could think without your fists and feel the pain that you inflict, surely you could have to cut your limbs . ❜ ❛ bleeding but the embers glow, reflecting her shade of gold . ❜ ❛ watch her as she turns her back . ❜ ❛ you remain the colour black . ❜

ALREADY NUMB .

❛ if you're gunna leave, leave as fast as you came . ❜ ❛ your gravity is quick to put me in my place . ❜ ❛ learning how to let if not affect, burning through me like a cigarette. ❜ ❛ the further we grow, the stronger your hold . ❜ ❛ separate my skin from every bone . ❜ ❛ i'm a prisoner when i can feel you close . ❜ ❛ you keep pushing me away, telling me to stay . ❜ ❛ wish i could erase you from my brain . ❜ ❛ you make it so hard to feel love, when i'm already numb . ❜ ❛ you wanna leave 'til you're sling 'round my wrist . ❜ ❛ you can pull the ends, cut me how you see fit . ❜ ❛ learning how to make a fool of me . always seem to wanna ruin me . ❜ ❛ i couldn't stop your exit . i never felt so desparate . ❜ ❛ the ghosts i see consistently leave as fast as you came . ❜ ❛ if you reap what you sow, twist that knife in me slow . ❜ ❛ i'll bleed out on the floor . ❜ ❛ it's better i feel nothing . ❜

GATES OF IVORY .

❛ how could you hope for me to be saved ? ❜ ❛ you're judging me from the front of the gates . ❜ ❛ hell isn't make believe . it's the silence that lasts between you and me . ❜ ❛ i'm living in a battle between faith and my dismay . ❜ ❛ you're living in a chapel but treat me like your personal plague . ❜ ❛ drown in the water . burn in the fire . ❜ ❛ god was not the one who ever held me together . ❜ ❛ lead the way to crucify, will it lead you to heaven ? ❜ ❛ you pray when there's a crisis . with folded hands down on your knees . ❜ ❛ you used to know me but you let go slowly . ❜ ❛ it must be lonely, being so holy . ❜ ❛ words written by the hands of men and you call it divine intervention . ❜ ❛ gates of ivory don't fall . ❜

STARVING TO BE EMPTY .

❛ i've been noticing my clothes fit a little bit looser . ❜ ❛ worries is an understatement when you don't have a future . ❜ ❛ schizophrenic boarderline, hear it in my sleep . ❜ ❛ dying is a victory, if it will bring me peace . ❜ ❛ starved with no regard, 'cause i can go a little bit longer . ❜ ❛ i'm falling so far away . ❜ ❛ hold out your hand when i start to break . ❜ ❛ don't leave me all alone . ❜ ❛ skin deep, no one had to know . ❜ ❛ i've been noticing my bones show a little bit clearer . ❜ ❛ i don't recognize who i see reflected in the mirror . ❜ ❛ i'm not bitter of the cards that i've been dealt . ❜ ❛ i would give up everything to be somebody else .❜ ❛ try every night to swallow more than my pride .❜ ❛ i'm starving to be empty .❜ ❛ bite my tongue so i don't feed off your love .❜

CRASH AND BURN .

❛ my daughters and my sons, i fear our end has come . ❜ ❛ don't stay awake just to find it's too late to turn back time . ❜ ❛ i'm sorry if it hurts but i won't speak a word . ❜ ❛ my mind is confined, draped in chains . ❜ ❛ the voice i hear echo . ❜ ❛ crash and burn the more that i lose concern . ❜ ❛ the surface of the sun too close to not be touched . ❜ ❛ hold me in place while i disintegrate and turn to dust . ❜ ❛ i don't wanna die having wasted all my time on hating those i hurt . ❜ ❛ tears fill my eyes, oh, it stings . ❜ ❛ the earth will turn while you sing . ❜ ❛ watch me as i fall, safe and sound . ❜ my sick thoughts, the one you loved, forever lost . ❜ ❛ down on my knees, alone in my prison . ❜ ❛ reaching that there is nothing left . ❜ ❛ feel my heart start to separate . ❜ ❛ one last look to remember me ; there is nothing left . ❜

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