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shout out to these homies (go follow them!!)

@xleitmotif for putting up with the dumb shit i say and being the most sweetest person ever. a legit angel im pretty sure

@dontcallmedeku / @the-devils-toybox / @everglow-synth (same person) for putting up with me for the past 3-4 years and still doesn’t understand how my brain works -- constantly giving me dad muses for my characters but im not complaining

@solvarme / @verglasregnant for accidentally giving me a ship and now im addicted. they are super kind and i love their anna and elsa 

@rcdback i would die for nero despite him being a little shit. and the mun? love. would support till the end of the world. super nice and somehow puts up how hyper I get 

@xaksu best zack and they are super sweet. def support them !!!

@triggerxhappy super kind and super friendly!!!! im p shy but their prompto???? my son. i would die for him. best boy. an angel. the mun is an angel too!!!

@severingblade novus is my husband and there’s nothing they can do about it. i already married novus, bought a house with novus, moved in, remolded the kitchen, and now i’m his wife i d c.

@sunsent auron is my father. he’s the man that raised me despite not existing at all. this man probably taught me how to drive. the mun is a saint and honestly?????? best. 10/10. if you aint following you lacking.

@blitzking honestly best jecht despite not much idc the best. this is also the other father that should have raised me. probably taught me how to pick up women idc. best. the best. hands down. also the mun is sweet and i love talking to them when i remember to reply lmao. 

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apologies to followers who did not expect a monster fuck amount of 1 reply length on their dash despite using small text.

i use tw long post to tag anything that could be long to legit long!!! i either struggle to write 2 paragraphs or I write 7+ within 30 mins

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alright imma talk about this bc my brain has gone gecko insurance mode for it.

Otherworld that opens FFX and is Jecht’s battle song literally gives out the plot of the game.

I’ll do replies when I’m done but I really wanna talk about it.

Yevon is what makes Sin. Yu Yevon is the religion made from Yunalesca (Yevon’s daughter) that stopped Sin for a short amount of time only for it to continue the cycle.

Just so you know!!

Go now, if you want it An otherworld awaits you Don't you give up on it You bite the hand that feeds you

Right of the bat this game is about “this is my story, my choice, my survival.” And along with innocent lives being pawns. 

The two lines tells me of Tidus. If he wants to live, wants to prove to himself, he has to want it. And he isn’t from Spira’s world. His world wasn’t dead for 1000 years but in Spira, it is. His fashion matches current fashion except the Zanarkand Abes symbol.

Don’t you give up on it, you bite the hand that feeds you.

Yuna. She didn’t give up about Yevon until Maester Seymour’s fuck boy ass. And since she goes against Yu Yevon, an religion that provides to everyone with hope while Sin exists, and has therefore bitten their hand that has kept her safe and gave her a purpose. 

Her father chose the path of the Summoner after marrying an Al Behd then had Yuna as their offspring. Al Behd’s are frowned and treated like animals in Yu Yevon because Al Behd would have ruined their plans, their hope, and the tradition of slaughter. 

All alone, cold fields you wander Memories of it cloud your sight Fills your dreams, disturbs your slumber Lost your way, a fallen knight

This is Auron. Man died after Yunalesca had basically killed Braska and Jecht for this tradition and attacked this woman who is important to Yu Yevon- the woman who summoned the final aeon.

Since Braska chose Jecht to be his Final Aeon, and Jecht making Auron promise to look after Tidus as Braska asked the same for his daughter,

Auron died on Mt Gagazet as he laid there bleeding out, asking Kimahri the Ronso to take Yuna far from Belleve to Besaid.

He then takes Sin into the dream world of Zanarkand- the OTHER WORLD. Where Jecht and Tidus come from.

Hold now; aim is steady An otherworld awaits you One thousand years you ready? The otherworld it takes you

Tidus once more. Since he’s a Blitzball player like much his father Jecht, the aim is to be steady for the game

which is also the same thing of holding your faith steady when knowing what will happen to your Summoner and to you if you are chosen to be the final aeon-- becoming Sin.

This is also much like a game to Yu Yevon, Maesters and Yevon (Yevon is the one that makes Sin, using Final Aeons as a shield to keep it alive.)

Keep your faith steady in Yu Yevon, they will be sure to “protect you” 

And of course, 1000 years, since Spira’s Zanarkand died 1000 years ago- where Tidus is from (the other world Zanarkand. His is a dream, not real.)

Go, go into the sand and the dust and the sky Go now no better plan than to do or to die Free me, pray to the faith in the face of the light

“to do or to die”

Basically, “do as we tell you to do or you’ll die” from the temples.

Since this is also Jecht’s theme song, it says FREE ME.

Jecht is Spira’s final Sin since Yuna took care of the bullshit and changed the game by not holding her faith in Yu Yevon .Jecht was stuck, forever prisoned to be Sin until another Final Aeon arrives. 

“Pray to the faith in the face of the light”

Praying to the faith of Yu Yevon is considered hope, and hope is light.

It is a face of light. Yunalesca brings hope to Spira by making Summoners who arrive in the ruins of Zanarkand to perform the final aeon.

The final aeon was her husband but every summoner in Spira believes the final aeon is alive.

the final aeon is a bond between summoner and guardian. Braska chose Jecht since Jecht was his guardian along with Auron as Auron was saying “yo this shit fucked up lets NOT?”

but Braska was already hated by Yu Yevon for marrying an Al Behd and having a daughter with tained blood, so he was going to die to bring peace to Spira to let his daughter live in a safe world as much as possible and to be whatever she wanted without fearing Yu Yevon will cast her aside due to blood.

Since the final aeon truth was kept hidden, hidden by the face of light who tell Spira that nothing is wrong and to keep playing the game. To keep their faith in them.

Feed me, fill me with sin Now get ready to fight

Towards Yevon, basically a demon if you will, who is fed with pawns of final aeons to use as a shield to stay alive, contining the life of SIN.

Sin is eternal - yunalesca.

By not providing an final aeon for Yevon to use, you have starved the cycle and ending it completely since there is none to take “its place”. 

By feeding Yevon with a new vessel for Sin, you have continued the fight.

The game.

You know you will You know you will

You know you know you know you know that you will You know you know you know you know that you will You know you will

Fight fight fight Fight fight fight Fight fight fight Fight fight fight

Basically, as long you continue the cycle, by keeping your faith into this bullshit, you are making this shit continue and allowing more pawns to be killed. Allowing the fighting for something corrupted (the temples, the belief, everything) to continue.

Fight against the bullshit.

Fight against those who wish to silence those who know the truth.

Fight against Sin. Against the temples. Against your once beliefs.

Against basically a GOD, YUNALESCA.

Against YEVON. THE IMMORTAL.

Hope dies and you wander The otherworld it makes you Dreams they rip asunder The otherworld it hates you

Hope dies and you wander.

Yuna is left to wander why this shit went on for so long, why this shit made everyone lambs in the endless slaughter, why anyone ever believed it as she had her foundation

her purpose

her beliefs  shaken. 

Along with Wakka, Lulu, and others. What they once believed never ever had their backs.

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Otherworld it makes you. Dreams they rip asunder.

Tidus came into the other world, SPIRA, and it made him better. It made him realize that he was dreamed of by those and to help Spira end this useless pain. His father most likely has asked the fayth to save his son by ending this mess. 

Auron went into the other world, DREAM ZANARKAND, by taking care of Tidus until it was time, most likely content that maybe Sin would never reach here but since the fayth had arrived - it was too late.

It was time to fight.

It was time to accept reality. 

Tidus is a dream. He does not truly exist despite him and his father having physical bodies. Like the unsent (though they did exist, they are more able to become bodies as people die, their hate and anger has to be calmed down before becoming fiends) Auron is an unsent because he is dead and has a purpose.

To take care of Tidus and Yuna as a promise he made. 

Free now ride up on it Up to the heights it takes you Go now if you want it An otherworld awaits you

and then the closing.

That’s basically it.

[toghairm]

i wonder what kind of aeon Yuna would be like I imagine an earth/plant based with strongest in defense/curing magic but also destruction since Yuna is a force of nature. 

But the idea of an Anima!Yuna is too damn appealing. I love Anima. lmao.

iw ish i had my tablet man

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made more prob gonna use it for the separate verse pages

the last one gives me such fatal frame vibes

BRO I SHOULD MAKE A FATAL FRAME VERSE

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okay im gonna go on mobile for reals now. IMs are open, just be aware I am gonna be super excited to reply so if u aint ready for me to go “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA” - good luck also to new followers, hey, hello, i hope my yuna will be good to you ^^ feel free to beat the shit out of her.

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                            » ⑆ ❀   Why do you hurt?   ❀ ⑆ »

                                       you were meant to

» ⑆ ❀ it was built into you. 

designed for you. there is pain here because it was meant for you, and how fucking dare they. your suffering is not their right. 

you hurt because they gave you ways to suffer and carved it into you when you could not breathe, because the intention always was that they could weaponize your pain against you. it is Yours. You are Yours. How fucking dare they. they cannot make you theirs; do not let them try.

Tagged by: @triggerxhappy​ [ thank you!!  ; u ; ] Tagging: @solvarme​ // @curlybara​ // @dontcallmedeku​ // @whatsyourmask​ // anyone else if they feel like it ; u ;

[toghairm]

Update!!!

I have decided that *all* threads will be going to archive.  If you wish to keep the threads we have currently, please DM me. Archived ones will be labelled with A on the thread tracker or moved to a new page once I finish the archive pages.

I became burnt out with all the threads trying to keep them active along with knowing that I have been dropped (but not unfollowed.) so I will be archiving if not removing them completely from the thread tracker. I will also be doing a purge of the blog to keep it clean for my health and sanity.

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» ⑆ ❀ saintg summoned :🔮🌟🌞 🤣 <333333

» ⑆ ❀ severingblade summoned :🌟

» ⑆ ❀ curlybara summoned :🌟🤞🌞

The Positivity Meme 

» ⑆ ❀ ---- OOC ;;

y’all about to make me mfin cry. i love y’all 2 damn much *sniff*

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🐻

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I have work soon but this is the best thing I've ever fucking bought

And y'all can pry this from my dead cold hands

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» ⑆ ❀  curlybara summoned : 🌹

Send me a symbol and I will tell you…

🌹 = my opinion on your character

» ⑆ ❀ ---- OOC ;;

2 B REAL WITH U HOMIE ???? I DID NOT EXPECT THE BASTARD AT ALL.  and now he’s my stupid ass son and I’m taking his ass to the dentist bc the stupid asshole 2 sweet for his own teeth.

At first I was looking for FFX based RP’ers bc I wanted more but when you mentioned Kuwabara and said “but you can have someone else” I like taking risks, I love finding new characters that are completely different to mine and going hammer town with it. 

I love Kazuma so much. He is my stupid ass son. I love how sweet and caring he is to the people he adores--- to the people that he is so star struck with and in awe that they are even friends. The amount of dumb shit these two will do will be so much that Spira has to ban them from doing things. 

And granted you’re the only Kazuma Kuwabara blog I follow (and know of) but I love how you write him. I feel like I’m interacting with a childhood friend or something.

I want nothing but the best for his stupid ass.

now let me hold my son >:(

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                   » ⑆ ❀     which type of romanticism are you?     ❀ ⑆ »                               FFX YUNA // FFX2 YUNA - CURRENT

                                      platonic romanticism

» ⑆ ❀ long hugs, honest smiles, warm cheek kisses: you're platonic romanticism. 

platonic romanticism, seemingly contradictory in theory, but making perfect sense in practice, it consists of complete trust and wanting nothing but the absolute best for another. in its complete absence of lust, it leaves room for so much more love. it's the way they laugh, drenched in a combination of moon and streetlamp light, pressed up against you, it's the way you hug in silence and complete understanding of one another, still not wanting to pull away and go home to a home that isn't their arms, even after spending a full day together. 

you’re a completely caring and kind person, who no doubt knows how to appreciate life's wonderful little details. sitting at this intersection of two wonderful concepts, you value security and trust. just remember, don't take things for granted.

 "sometimes people are beautiful. not in looks. not in way they say. just in what they are." ---                                                                  markus zusak

Tagged by: @helsiiing​ (  a a a a a a  T  H A NK YOU) Tagging: @curlybara​ // @severingblade​ // anyone else <3 <3

[toghairm]

Will Yuna say the F word one day????? Who knows

For 5 gil a day you can get the lady summoner to say fuck

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I really wanna draw some spira being taken over by the darkness for the KH AU and some Spira heartlesses.